210. The past of brain supplement
Ding Qi looked at the table in front of him, as if he wanted to see a painting or look at the empty tabletop as a screen, and slowly spoke: "When you were in Wuguanzhuang, you found that my mood was wrong."
Xian Hao: "Yes, I have always been standing closest to you. At that time, I felt like you were worried. Later, I asked you in Zhaoting Mountain, but you didn't want to say more. What's going on?"
Ding Qi: "I feel very bad when I see the experience of the spiritual roots of heaven and earth and the appearance of the fairy boy in Qingfeng."
Xian Hao: "No matter who sees that scene, he will not be in a good mood. And you are a psychologist, so of course you can empathize with it. Is this because of you? Why did you laugh again when you arrived at Zhaoting Mountain?"
Ding Qi: "Of course it's more than that. Tell me first, is the monkey doing it right?"
Xian Hao: "What's there to say about this? Of course it's not right! The stubborn heart is a metaphor in the book."
Ding Qi: "Don't talk about the book, not talk about Journey to the West, not talk about Lingshan, not talk about any false situations, just talk about the things we encountered."
Xian Hao: "Then don't care who he is. Even if he is the name of the Monkey King, even if he encounters a kind-hearted family staying on a long journey, he steals his master's things. After being discovered, he is not only unrepentant but also irritated and beaten up in anger. This matter cannot be argued at all."
Ding Qi nodded and said, "Yes, that's what Qingfeng Fairy Tong said at that time. But it was such a simple thing, but I didn't stop it at that time."
Xian Hao asked back, "Can you stop it? In Wanjia Restaurant, you did not stop the Great Heavenly Lord from casting spells on the little girl."
Ding Qi shook his head and said, "These are two things, the nature is completely different. Shang Ni's experience was that she did something wrong herself, and she realized what was wrong afterwards. She ran to Kunlun Realm and let herself go and had a lot of fun, and she was a little free, so she should learn some lessons.
But the breeze, bright moon and spiritual roots of heaven and earth are innocent, and they have done nothing wrong. Even though I knew the monkey did something wrong, I let it go and watched coldly.
I can't say whether I can stop things from happening, but I should also do what I should do, at least try to dissuade them. In fact, I had the opportunity to do that. When Master Xuanzang and his disciples first entered the door, Shang Ni wanted to remind Qingfeng to make him notice that the monkey might steal things, but I stopped him.
When they quarreled in the front hall and we all went over, Senior Brother Zhu asked for mediation, and all you said were fair, and only I watched coldly. At that time, I had another chance, which was to remind Qingfeng Fairy Child what the monkey was going to do, but I still didn't. I just watched the spiritual roots of the heaven and earth being knocked down by the monkey.
Later, we entered the back garden and saw Qingfeng standing in the broken world of spiritual roots of heaven and earth, and the bright moon had disappeared. The feeling was simply indescribable. He knew it was done by the monkey, but it seemed that he was causing all this."
Xian Hao: "Are you blaming yourself?"
Ding Qi: "In fact, it's not self-blame, but a question - why? That's my false realm. If I thought it wouldn't happen, that scene shouldn't have happened, but it happened. Later, I took you to Zhaoting Mountain and saw the breeze pulling Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva down to the clouds and saving the ancient tea tree, and then suddenly realized it.
The false realm reflects my mental activities, and human behavior patterns must have their own internal motivation. I am a psychiatrist and analyze such things every day. Of course, I also need to examine myself.
The first time I entered Kunlun Realm was when I met Feng Junzi next to the Luxue Tea Garden in Zhaoting Mountain. Then Feng Junzi took him into the Shenmu Forest. Luxue appeared and invited me to have a cup of tea. More than 1,300 years ago, Luxue was a decaying ancient tea tree in Zhaoting Mountain. It was about to die out, but was lucky to be rescued.
I know very clearly how this happened and how it evolved. After the spiritual roots of heaven and earth were knocked down by monkeys, what would Zhenyuan do, what would monkeys do, and what would Qingfeng do... This is the motivation for all my subconscious behaviors. It turns out that I am waiting for Luxue to be saved in Zhaoting Mountain."
Xian Hao smiled: "That cup of tea is really not in vain to treat you to drink!"
Ding Qi: "Then the question comes. From the perspective of a bystander, how do you evaluate my behavior at that time?"
Xian Hao put away his smile and fell into deep thought. After a long time, he replied: "It seems that he can't evaluate it. People will react differently to one thing. Some people will think of reminding Qingfeng Fairy Child to prevent monkeys from doing things randomly. For example, Shang Ni, I must not say that Shang Ni did something wrong, nor can I say that what the monkey did was right."
Ding Qi: "You continue to say!"
Xian Hao: "So your behavior becomes very complicated. After all, you did not remind Qingfeng, but instead stopped Shang Ni from reminding him, looking cold-blooded and ruthless. But after hearing you analyzed the motivation of your behavior, I thought of another sentence - mortals fear the fruit, and Bodhisattvas fear the cause.
In your false realm, you are actually omniscient because everything comes from your knowledge. Avalokitesvara is just a Bodhisattva in your cognition, and you are the real Bodhisattva. You know very well what will happen if you do, so you choose to save Green Snow first, and then save the spiritual roots of heaven and earth. This is your subconscious mind.”
Ding Qi spread his eyebrows and said, "Why did you call me a Bodhisattva? I am not a Buddhist."
Xian Hao: "Isn't it? I think Teacher Ding is so Buddhist!"
Ding Qi: "The so-called "doing things when you encounter something, you must first be clear about what you have encountered. The key to breaking delusion is to first be clear about yourself in the delusional realm, and then don't regard the delusional realm as a delusional realm. Mr. Zhuang told me that there is no saying to break delusional realm at all, and this is what it means."
Xian Hao smiled again: "The false realm you have attained has been very special from the beginning, and it is simply too obvious. How could you travel through the world in the book for a long time? As long as you are a normal person, you can realize that you have entered the false realm. As for not treating the false realm as a false realm, the truth seems to be right, but when you think so, you are still deliberately."
Ding Qihao looked at Xian Hao again and said, "I didn't think about it at that time, but I was thinking at this moment. All experiences are gains, just depend on whether you can gain something. The false realm is a rare experience. It can tell people a lot, so I have to experience it before I break through to the great success. Do you think so?"
Xian Hao: "Does Teacher Ding want to be a philosopher again? He called me alone, just to say this?"
Ding Qi looked at her eyes, and did not look away, and said, "There is one thing I actually lied, both deceiving you and myself."
Xian Hao: "Oh?"
Ding Qi: "I haven't entered the realm of delusion this week at all, but just now, I went in again, and went more than once. Relatively speaking, it was just a moment, which means nothing happened."
Xian Hao widened his eyes and said, "You sneaked into the realm of delusion, but didn't take me with me? Let me guess, did you run to Bai Mudan's boat in Luoyang to drink flower wine... Zhang Ruoxu did not recite poems and occupies the courtesan, but asked you to take it; Bai Mudan did not leave Lu Dongbin to spend the night, but kept you!"
Ding Qi wanted to laugh but didn't laugh out loud, so he had to shake his head and said, "It has nothing to do with Bai Mudan, it's only about myself. I'm not not bringing you into the realm of delusion. You are already in my realm of delusion. Everyone has their own delusion, and I am of course no exception. Otherwise, how can I enter the realm of delusion?
If you ask me if there is anything regrettable, I think about traveling through the past to change everything and making some things stop happening? Of course there is... "
Xian Hao's expression also became solemn, he gently bit his lip and said, "What's the matter?"
Ding Qi: "I asked Lao Tan for advice. He said that the most common false realm is actually the world where everyone is, and the new assumptions about this world. I have traveled back more than once, just traveling through the real world, and before Ye Xing had time to shoot that shot. We came out of Xiaojing Lake, and I grabbed you, but his shot did not hit him."
Xian Hao's voice trembled: "And what..."
Ding Qi still looked into her eyes: "Then, that's another kind of thing, everything will happen, you can imagine it as much as you want."
Xian Hao avoided his eyes, but his eyes turned red inexplicably, and he gently spit out two words: "Rogue!"
Is this a swearing or flirting? Ding Qi let her imagine what she thought of? Ding Qi seemed quite innocent. Then Xian Hao raised his head again, looked at him with red eyes and asked, "Why are you saying that I am the one who was shot? Isn't she already gone?"
Ding Qi held her hand again and said, "Can we go and see what happened at that time? I hope that is not my false realm."
Xian Hao's hands were also trembling: "What do you think?"
Ding Qi: "The realm of falseness is not only the Kunlun realm, but also something that has been experienced. Maybe it has been forgotten, but it has really happened. I also want to find the answer here."
As he spoke, he took out Jing Wenshi and shook it, pulled Xian Hao up and walked forward. The two of them were no longer the long table, but passed through an invisible portal and appeared in Xiaojing Lake.
The gate of Xiaojing Lake is a mountain wall, and the stone wall seems to have natural patterns formed a painting. In the painting, there are two gates, even the door posts on both sides. There is also a couplet on the door post: The cave heaven gate opens itself, and the guests come and go; the flowers in the fairyland are falling, and the moon in the lake is in your arms.
A large Ming Dynasty wardrobe was placed opposite the portal, blocking the front view, and the two stood on the side of the large wardrobe. Ding Qi opened the portal, and through the portal, he could see the backyard there. There was also a large wardrobe in the backyard pavilion, opposite the large wardrobe door here. Ye Xing hid on the side of the large wardrobe, holding a gun in his hand.
After a while, Ding Qi accompanied Xian Hao to the gate of the stone wall. They were obviously standing next to the wardrobe, but another pair of Ding Qi and Xian Hao appeared in the false realm, and they turned a blind eye to them. The feeling of watching the past was very strange.
Ding Qi took Xian Hao into the realm of delusion, traveled half a year ago, and then watched his former self, like a pair of viewers watching movies, without interfering with anything. This scene has not been long, just half a year ago, and the reason why it felt so long is that they have experienced too much since then.
Ding Qi accompanied Xian Hao out to get things. Xian Hao had broken through Yin'e Realm at this moment. He didn't have to change his clothes when entering and leaving the Xiaojing Lake gate, and Ding Qi stood in front of the door waiting.
Xian Hao had just walked out of the portal when he suddenly heard a gunshot. She shook her body and retreated back into Xiaojing Lake. She covered her chest with her hands and leaned back. Ding Qi hugged her and flashed to one side of the portal. Even the wardrobe was knocked down, making a loud noise. Tan Hanchuan and Zhu Shanxian were both alarmed and jumped down from above.
Ding Qi sat on the ground with Xian Hao in his arms, pressing the wound on her chest with his hands to stop the bleeding. Jing Wenshi in his hand had already landed. Xian Hao struggled to hand the dry bone knife to his hand and said, "I will come back if Yin'er is not dead. When you see each other again, don't forget to return this knife to me..."
Ding Qi subconsciously took the knife, and then Tan Hanchuan slashed at the side of his neck with a palm. He fainted and lost consciousness. He held Xian Hao with one hand and held the dry bone knife with the other.
Xian Hao looked up at Zhu Shanxian and Tan Hanchuan and said, "I have killed many people and thought about this day long ago, but I didn't expect that it would fall into the hands of such a person. I heard from my master that there have always been unexpected things since ancient times, since ancient times, there have always been unexpected things."
Speaking of this, she coughed a few more times, and blood foam was already coughing out from the corners of her mouth. Zhu Shanxian whispered: "Sister Xian, what else do you have to explain?"
Xian Hao: "Fan Yang once said, I have a secret, this is true... Ding Qi will not remember what happened today, tell him that I will come back. If you are worried that you will not remember it, you can go back to the villa, where there are paper and pens, and write down all the experiences... and send me to the end of the world first."
Tan Hanchuan said in a deep voice: "I can remember that just in case, let Lao Zhu write it down." As he said that, he reached out and pointed out some acupoints of Xian Hao, picked her up and climbed over the mountain where the manor was and left quickly. Tan Hanchuan was very good at kung fu, and he was running desperately. When he crossed the mountain, he was a plain. When he crossed the plain, he reached the edge of Xiaojing Lake.
The edge of Xiaojing Lake is like the end of the world. What is there at the end of the world? It is not an abyss, not a line, not a wall, but nothing. The concept of "nothing" itself is indescribable, because even definitions should not exist, and it is not a vacuum in the physical sense.
Will there be darkness without light? In fact, this is not the case, because darkness itself is also a visual image or thermodynamic concept. Language is difficult to describe. If you talk about senses, it is more like a "fog", which cannot be sensed by consciousness, and even the spiritual consciousness of an expert cannot penetrate.
When you walk to this "fog", you can't move forward any further. If you don't even have space, it's impossible for people to walk in. If you want to move forward, you will find that your body is not moving, or that consciousness has lost control of your body. When you stop this thought, everything returns to normal, just like the process just now does not exist.
Nothing means nothing, of course, there is no time and space. No one can really walk into the fog. If he does this, he will not remember what he has experienced. He only knows that he has tried it. The consciousness has stagnated, but the consciousness has not disappeared. Once he wants to come back, he will come back from the spot. This is an incredible experience.
Tan Hanchuan gently put Xian Hao down, watched her use her last strength to walk to the end of the world, and her figure seemed to solidify into eternity, and turned back and said, "Go and think of a way to provide first aid to Junior Sister Xian!"
Zhu Shanxian, who followed behind, said, "Can this work?"
Tan Hanchuan: "Maybe OK, maybe not. Since Junior Sister Xian said that, this may be the only opportunity."
Zhu Shanxian: "But we can't bring in anything."
Tan Hanchuan: "You can use local materials... hurry up and contact Mr. Zhuang and Xiao Nizi."
Is Xian Hao still saved? That shot did not hit the center, but anyone who saw the scene at that time knew that she was helpless because it was too late. If she was in the emergency room of the hospital at that time, she might have been able to recover her life, but she was in Xiaojing Lake and she had no time to prepare any medical devices or drugs.
Tan Hanchuan and Zhu Shanxian sent Xian Hao to the end of the world, and then returned to the gate of Xiaojing Lake. Ding Qi, who was unconscious, fell to the ground. Both of them had not broken through to Yin'e Realm at that time, and they could not take Ding Qi out, so they had to put him in the manor room and went out to notify Zhuang Mengzhou and Shangni.
Zhuang Mengzhou and Shangni arrived that day. Zhuang Mengzhou asked Tan Hanchuan what first aid equipment and medical equipment needed. Tan Hanchuan gave a list and Zhu Shanxian got it all. Zhuang Mengzhou brought everything into Xiaojing Lake, and his cultivation level broke through the Yin'e realm at some point. Among the few people, the person who is best at trauma first aid was not Tan Hanchuan, but Shangni. She had learned it since she was a child.
There is a magical elixir in Xiaojing Lake that has a miraculous effect on treating internal and external trauma, which is the moon detergent. However, it was during the day and everyone could not pick the moon detergent, but it was picked at night that day.
Xian Hao was in that state of solidification of consciousness and didn't know how long it had passed. It seemed like just a moment, and it seemed like it was endless years, but in fact it was less than half a day. Then she was taken back by Shang Ni and went for first aid nearby. At this time, she had completely lost consciousness. What happened next was like a fast-forward scene. She had surgery to remove bullets to stop bleeding and bandaged the wound...
Ding Qi and Xian Hao were like two non-existent bystanders, watching all this happen silently. Ding Qi in the "story" woke up once in the Xiaojing Lake Manor, and then was knocked unconscious by Tan Hanchuan. Then he was taken out of Xiaojing Lake by Zhuang Mengzhou and placed in a small building outside. When he woke up again, he turned his head to see Zhuang Mengzhou.
Chapter completed!