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[078] Qingqing's autobiography

"It was also since then that Dong Ye and I began to act separately. I played mine. She looked for her. Only when we both returned home at night, we lay in bed, and then exchanged our experiences with each other. We talked about our own affairs without reservation. At that time, we often laughed at what we said. Thinking about that period, we were also very happy. After so many years, we have been going through ups and downs together until now."

"But I have always believed that people's ideals are always ideals, and there is always a gap between ideals and reality. When I was in M ​​City, I always went smoothly. On the other hand, Dong Ye was not very smooth. But now I have returned to Z City, I have really not been very smooth. For a long time, I have not even encountered a suitable candidate, all kinds of disagreements and all kinds of disagreements."

"Maybe it is because all my luck before was used on that old man. After getting a house and a car, it was not that easy to meet another one. So from that time on, it has been going on until now. I am still like this. I have been in love a few times, met a few scumbags, and never met a suitable young man who can take the bait and get married. It's Fire Knife. After so many years, I'm still behind me. I'm begging for nothing and insisting on chasing me and living with me. I can't figure it out. Just because of the many experiences we have had before, any man knows, I have to worry about it. It's impossible to live with us. I don't know anything about this Fire Knife, but I'm still begging for me all day long. It's really annoying. I can't scold you, and I can't beat you. I really don't know what he thinks, and my brain is sick."

Qingqing smiled and continued to open the beer from the side, drinking in big mouthfuls, "Dong Ye and I are both very good actors. We deeply know that after returning to this city, everything will be said goodbye to the past. We know what kind of self is shown in front of whom, and what not to do. But no matter how I am in front of the fire knife, I never hide my own, so it is comfortable to stay with him. Who doesn't want to serve me multiple servants? He is still so hard-working and hard-earned, but sometimes thinking about it, maybe all my luck is used on these two people, so God deprive me of finding the ideal man I want."

"Do you know why Dong Ye is so suspicious now?" Qingqing smiled and said, "Actually, it is normal for those who have been in our industry. When we were on the stage, we later asked for a drink, and then we were outside, we were basically people with families and families. Ordinary people did not have this kind of consumption ability. So we often saw with our own eyes how they deceived our family and their wives, and we saw too many corruption and indulgence. So we developed suspicion in this way. So when we were about to get married, we were very concerned about our partner's behavior, fearing that the other party would cheat, fear that the other party would be sorry for ourselves, and we were very insecure and self-confidence. This is all related to experience. Not only Dong Ye was very suspicious, but I was also very suspicious. The group of sisters we used to be together, and we also had contact with each other. When we chat occasionally, we were basically very suspicious."

Wen Xiaoyu was already acting very normal at this time. He didn't say anything, but just picked up the beer from the side, drank it in big mouthfuls again, and didn't say anything from head to toe, and he looked dumb.

Qingqing lifted her hair and continued, "In this world, there is a cycle of cause and effect, good and evil will be rewarded. This is right. We used to do something like a mistress, but now we are going to get married, but we are afraid that we will become those women. We know that we will grow old one day, and we are afraid that when we grow old, there will be young and beautiful girls to destroy our family. We have also seen some men, for the sake of the women outside, their words, deeds, attitudes, and even many abandoned their children. One by one, one by one, all of them are deeply reflected in our minds, so we become extremely sensitive. Dong Ye's sensitivity and suspicion are actually this way, but she is just serious."

"Actually, if you say that women who like money like money and who are pursuing money and want loyalty, then I can only say that people are greedy, and all women have very strong possessiveness. Our first criterion for measuring each other is money. Only when money is over is character. Can I hold him and can I entrust him to life? For us, it is as important as his money. After all, we are women, and we will definitely not be generous and can't do that. If I play mine, you can give me money. As for you, you play yours and then live your life. We also have the day when we grow old. We don't want to be abandoned. We have a serious lack of security. This is a common problem. It has nothing to do with whether we are beautiful or not."

"So we have to find a target so hard, not only to be rich but also to be reliable. We have to find a man who can hold it firmly and hold it. I have never found it. At first, I thought Dong Ye would be with Big Cat, but not long after, Dong Ye suddenly pulled me out for a trip. I asked her why she traveled. She said she wanted to hide from Big Cat. This big cat was so annoying. She pestered her all day long. I wondered why the two people suddenly looked like this. When I asked her, she didn't say it. Later, she asked again, but Dong Ye still didn't say it, so I didn't ask. I don't know what the story happened to the two people, but what I know was that the big cat must have fallen into Dong Ye's trap at the beginning, but the big cat was pursuing Dong Ye crazy, and I knew that Dong Ye had to commit suicide for Dong Ye."

When he heard this, Wen Xiaoyu suddenly laughed. He threw the beer can aside, picked up a can again, and touched the can with Qingqing, and fucked it in one bite. Qingqing also had a smile on the corner of her mouth. Before she could finish drinking it, she continued.

"I was deeply impressed by it. Because Dong Ye didn't answer Big Cat's call, Big Cat lit his wrist and broadcast it to Dong Ye live. The little blades bombed from Dong Ye's WeChat one by one. Dong Ye didn't reply, but he also saw it. However, Dong Ye was indeed a cruel person. I couldn't bear to watch it at that time. I can say, reply to a message first, don't be dead by the time others are really dead. Dong Ye shook his head and told me that if you want to die, you must be decisive. When it's time to be decisive, you must be decisive. I admired her very much at that time. Sure enough, she really didn't reply Big Cat."

"But in the end, the big cat did not die, but this self-harm incident was true. We two came back after playing outside for more than a month. When we came back, Dong Ye and I were drinking in a small restaurant. When we were drinking again, Dong Ye suddenly said to me, "Say she wants to take you." Qingqing got up, opened the window, looked outside the window, seemed to be still making up her mind.

"I thought she was crazy at the time. I said, don't talk nonsense. Wen Xiaoyu and Big Cat met. Big Cat would expose her. Dong Ye said to me at that time, "Tell me not to worry about it. She has confidence and has a way. Let the Big Cat know nothing. Let the Big Cat keep its mouth shut. I really thought she was drunk at first, but I didn't expect that Dong Ye moved out of the house the next day. I think she should have prepared enough and sufficient to get you. She went home to reconcile with her parents, rented a house from outside, and then you have to go to school every day.

I found a very ordinary job on the road that I had passed, making myself gentle, subtle, quiet and smiling. The Dong Ye before was completely different, but this was indeed Mr. Wen’s dish. He was so weak, cognitive and capable, and this was fascinated by Mr. Wen. Later, according to Dong Ye’s words, that was all Dong Ye’s luck was used on you. You are very good, we both are fair. I met the old man and the fire knife, and then Dong Ye met you, and this time, it hit your heart, the most critical position."

"You must still remember how you and Dong Ye met. I don't know about this, because when Dong Ye first went to get you, I didn't take it seriously and was still busy with my own affairs. After all, I also want to make money and live, but you really got along with Dong Ye later. And you did so much for Dong Ye. In addition to being macho, you Wen Xiaoyu is indeed a real good man. When I was chatting with Dong Ye, when I heard her say what you did, I was curious about you, but I definitely couldn't show up. I just chatted with her, listened to her quietly and told her everything about you, and helped her make suggestions. I am the most

The person you trust is also her best friend. At first, she told me everything about you two, so I knew too much about you two, but later, she didn't say much, because we met less later, and after she was with you, she rarely met me. I could even feel that she was actually a little alienated and a little wary of me, because the only person in this city who knew all her past was me. Although she didn't say anything, she called me and said that I was her best sister. I have always felt that she was also my best sister. Until now, both of us are actually still

I deliberately avoided it and didn't want to face it, but the reality is that over the years, our relationship is indeed not as good as before, and the trajectory and habits of life are completely different. She is in the circle of you rich second generations, and her status and grade are getting higher and higher. Can I be the same as me? I am still looking for prey all day long, or I am with the gangsters like Fire Knife. I have no home or relatives. Since she got along with you, her father and her stepmother have different attitudes towards her, and she is treating her as big babies. So when we are together, we have gradually lost all the topics of common things. We are talking about them all the time before.

, After chatting too much, there will be no trace of it. She is getting better and better. I am still standing still, and even regressing a little. In many cases, I can’t even be self-sufficient in money. But you give her a house, a car, and all your savings. How many people are envious? Sometimes when I ask her, she doesn’t come out, but I understand that she is afraid of being seen by others. Sometimes when she asks me, I will refuse, because I think I am with her and I don’t know what to talk about, but we don’t mention these feelings. We also deliberately treat each other as our best friends and deceive ourselves.”

"But time and distance can really smooth everything. Dong Ye has changed a lot over the years, and I have changed a lot. Just like I have never thought before, I might appear in front of you and tell you everything that Dong Ye used to betray her best sister." Qingqing bit her lips and lowered her head, like a child who made a mistake. At this moment, her eyes were still full of entanglement and depression. After a while, she shook her head, smiled, and continued.

"When you first met Dong Ye, he saw an immature child, including now, and he was also a child. Dong Ye said that she could see your heart, she liked this feeling. You and Zheng Chenglong, you always thought you were smart and had hidden many things from Dong Ye, but in fact, there were few things that were really hidden from her. She couldn't say that they knew everything, but they also knew most of them. Dong Ye knew a lot about you and Zheng Chenglong and others' spending money outside, but she knew that it was unlikely that they would not let a man play, but as long as they were moderate, it would be enough."
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