The girl is indeed pretty good, but because my heart is filled with Jiang Xi, there is almost no extra look to admire other girls.

To put it bluntly, I don’t feel anything except Jiang Xi now.

The girl is a talkative person with a warm and cheerful tone. It can be seen that she is quite interested in me, but it is a bit unnatural, because she is talking alone from beginning to end, so I just nodded or um.

While eating the chocolate shake and bread, she tore off a piece of bread and delivered it to my mouth, "It's really delicious, you can eat something."

I shook my head and avoided, "You eat, I'm not hungry, I want to drink coffee!"

I usually don’t like drinking coffee. I can easily suffer from insomnia after drinking it, but today I drink it because if I don’t drink coffee, I feel like I’m going to fall asleep.

She put down her hand a little boredly and said inadvertently, "Do you rarely come to such places? Do you think this place is particularly bourgeois. The things here are delicious and the environment is very good. The young people who come here are dressed cleanly and dressed neatly, and they look very high in quality."

I didn't pay special attention to what she said, so I didn't care about the meaning of her words. I replied casually, "Whether good quality is not related to whether she is dressed cleanly or not, and whether she is not well dressed properly can only mean that she has money. Under her gorgeous appearance, it is easier to hide a dirty heart."

The last sentence was once said by Jiang Xi, so Jiang Xi is a person who doesn’t pay much attention to appearance. Of course, it doesn’t mean that she likes to be sloppy. Didn’t she write about her marriage introduction? She hopes to find a simple and responsible man.

After hearing my words, the girl smiled awkwardly, "Haha, you're right, but Jiangdong, can you change your clothes next time you date me? Look at your monthly salary of more than 4,000 yuan, buying a suit that costs two or three hundred yuan is definitely not a problem, right? Your outfit looks really old. This style is probably from ten years ago, right?"

She looked uncertain and showed a look of expectation because she might have guessed correctly. I didn't disappoint her and nodded, "The style has been more than ten years, more than ten years."

"Ah? Hahahaha! Oh my God! Jiangdong, you are so cute and so simple. You are still wearing the styles from more than ten years ago. I admire you!"

She smiled happily. I don't know if she was really happy or to hide other emotions. Anyway, I don't care much about her true thoughts.

After she finished her meal, she said, "Let's go to the movie?"

I said, "Okay!"

We walked towards the nearby cinema, and she asked me.

"Why are you feeling a little dazed?"

"Oh, I haven't slept well lately!"

"Are you unhappy with me?"

I,"……"

I don’t know how to answer the girl, but I promised my second sister. Even if I don’t want to date the girl, I will wait until the date is over before I go back.

The girl smiled, not seemingly caring.

When I was about to enter the cinema, the girl's hand was always rubbing on the back of my hand intentionally or unintentionally. I didn't know if it was my illusion or if she wanted me to hold her hand, but I didn't have the energy to guess, so I just pretended not to notice it.

She bought the movie tickets, and I didn't pay attention to what movie it was because I was not in the mood at all, and my mind was full of the first time I went on a date with Jiang Xi to watch a movie.

At that time... how passionately I wanted to trick her? At this moment, what kind of heart is so numb that I want to go home and lie on the bed and cover my head and continue to be depressed.

Dating this girl did not relieve my slight depression, and also made me fall into a patient state. I don’t know how long I can endure it.

When I arrived at the dark cinema, I looked at the big screen like a stone, staring blankly.

"Does it look good? Jiangdong?" the girl asked me.

"It looks good!" I answered.

Actually, I didn’t even see what the name was, just like last time, but my mood felt a sense of desolation that things changed.

Suddenly, the girl leaned her head on my shoulder and said, "I have a good impression of you. How about we try to get along with each other? If you think it's appropriate after a while, then you can continue to get along. If you think it's not appropriate and break up, do you think it's good?"

I was suddenly stunned. I couldn't say that sentence is bad, so I always wanted to give her some face and promised her second sister that I would refuse when I went back, but I couldn't say that sentence is good, so I could only pretend that I didn't hear it.

I smelled a perfume smell on the girl, and Jiangxi never applied perfume. I only remember that she had a faint fragrance that belonged to a woman.

Jiang Xi would not take the initiative to lean on her, but as long as I give her some signal, she will definitely get what I mean.

Jiang Xi never disliked me for not wearing well. She would just wash my clothes clean, iron them and put them in the closet.

Invisibly, I compared Jiang Xi with this girl in my heart. No matter how I compared her, I felt that she was not as good as Jiang Xi.

For a moment, I suddenly had an epiphany. In fact, it wasn't that this girl was bad, but I just couldn't see her goodness in my eyes.

It's like, what I originally liked was the horse that was so happy on the grassland, but now I have to force myself to be with a sheep I don't know.

It seems that what I want to eat is always steak, but now I have to change it to Dongpo elbow.

I have no appetite and can't eat it, but I just feel fat and nauseous.

Before the movie ended, I could no longer bear the torment in my heart. I said to the girl, "I feel a little uncomfortable, go out and wait a moment."

The girl immediately noticed something was wrong and came out with me with a cold face.

"What do you mean by Jiangdong?"

She followed me and asked, but I didn't say anything because I didn't know what to say. As a result, when I looked up inadvertently, I actually saw Jiang Xi and... the man beside her.

I was shocked not only by these, but also by the men around her.

He is the leader of another department project team.

Although I don’t know him very well, I often meet him in the company and say hello.

Our colleagues have talked about Team Leader Wang in private, and they all know that he entered the company three years earlier than us. His work number is within 20,000, and my work number is within 50,000. Employees with less than 20,000 were assigned a large amount of stocks in a certain W company. When I joined the company, I no longer gave employees a large amount of stocks. What I could get was the superficial one.

At that time, my salary was 4,000 yuan a month, and the team leader estimated that it was about 20,000 yuan a month. Therefore, he is the big name among us little programmers. He can buy a house like the kind of house from Uncle Jiang Xi’s family with an annual salary of one year.

At this moment, because Jiang Xi was standing beside him, I felt a strong sense of inferiority. It seemed that Jiang Xi would be better than me if he found any one.

This team leader is about the same height as me. Although he is not as handsome as me, he is not very ugly. In the eyes of straight men like me, except for tall and mighty and particularly ugly, most men are not much different in my eyes.
Chapter completed!