It would be so painful for a person who could not even bear to hurt even a small animal to see so many people die because of him. He was trapped in depression, and his guilt would only grow deeper and deeper until he was swallowed up by the darkness.

Lin Feilu held his hand, as if she wanted to try to give him warmth and strength, but her tone was soft and asked him: "Brother of the Great Emperor, do you think that without you, there wouldn't be so many people?"

Lin Ting was still crying and looking at her with her eyelashes.

Lin Feilu said: "Without you, there will be others. There will always be someone who will stand in your current position and become the most important piece in this power struggle. On the contrary, because you are the one who stands in this position, many things will be spared from happening and many innocent people will be free from being implicated."

Lin Ting stared at her in a daze.

Lin Feilu said seriously: "If anyone else is not a person, or even me, can't do as kind as you. I will not hurt myself for others, protect myself, and live a better life. Many things we don't want to do in the end will be tried. But you have never, Brother Ting, you have been upholding your inner principles and kindness until now. Because of your existence, many people are spared from this battle for the throne."

No one died because of you, but because of your existence, many people have been saved.

Lin Feilu's words actually exist to change their concepts, but they also talk about the facts.

If it were any other person, he might have been on the united front with the Ruan family and fought for the position of crown prince. The more powerful the fight is, the more people will die.

All of this is controlled within the smallest range because of Lin Ting's silent resistance and stopping.

Lin Feilu reached out and gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Her fingers were still as soft and warm as she was when she was a child, just like her voice at the moment: "You can feel sad for those who died, but you don't have to feel guilty for it. Because guilt cannot change anything, and cannot make everything better. Even if you want to atone for sins, you have to live to atone for it, right?"

Lin Ting looked at her beautiful and gentle eyes, as if she was back when she was a child.

Every time he was forced by his mother and didn't know what to do, and was so anxious that he only knew how to wipe his tears, Xiaolu would always wisely help him find a solution.

She has been so omnipotent since she was a child. He not only pampered her, but also trusted her.

As she said this now, he seemed to be really not that uncomfortable. It seemed that a ray of light came in from the darkness, allowing him to breathe.

There was a burst of hurried footsteps outside the yard, and when I was inside, I heard a rushing voice outside: "Is my Ting'er awake? Ting'er!"

Then the door was pushed open, and Concubine Ruan hurriedly walked in. As soon as she entered the room, she saw Lin Ting sitting on the bed, and immediately rushed towards him crying and hugged the person in her arms.

Lin Ting hadn't been hugged like this for a long time by his mother, and was stunned for a moment.

Concubine Ruan cried and said, "Ting'er, it's the mother who is sorry for you. The mother who shouldn't force you. The mother who will never force you again. No matter what you want to be, the mother who won't stop you. My Ting'er, my child..."

Lin Ting was at a loss and looked at Lin Feilu next to him as if asking for help.

Lin Feilu had to speak: "Empress, the eldest brother has just woken up and is still empty."

When Concubine Ruan heard this, she quickly let him go, but she still held his hand and cried continuously. It was not until Emperor Lin came into the room that she barely stopped him.

When Lin Ting saw his father come in, he thought of getting up to salute, but was stopped by Emperor Lin. He looked at his eldest son with complicated eyes, cared about his body for a few words, and finally sighed and said in pain: "What are you doing to do this? Ordinary people know that it is better to live than to die. You are the prince of Dalin, what should you do to solve the problem with death?"

Lin Ting lowered his eyes and said nothing.

The imperial physician came in and reported his condition. When he learned that Lin Ting was fine, Emperor Lin and Concubine Ruan explained a few more words before finally returning to the palace.

Lin Ting learned how long he had been sleeping, and how long had Xiaolu stayed here. She was moved and guilty for a moment, and said to her: "You can go back to the palace as well."

Lin Feilu shouted with her waist and said loudly: "I'm not! I'm going to look at you here! What if you drink that grass again? Oh, by the way, where did you get that thing? I'm going to kill the person who gave you the medicine by cramps, skin and sticks!"

Lin Ting couldn't help laughing.

When he smiled, she laughed.

The two of them looked at each other and smiled for a while. Lin Feilu suddenly asked him: "Brother, now the Imperial Concubine is not forcing you. You can live your own life. Do you have anything you want to do?"

Lin Ting was stunned for a moment, as if he thought about it seriously, and finally just shook his head: "I don't know either, it seems that there is nothing I want to do."

Even though Lin Feilu's secretly changed his concept, he was not as guilty as before, but his depression could not be resolved in just a few words.

After so many years of forced and torture, the darkness has long entangled his heart like spider silk, making him feel depressed and bored all the time. Unless he completely uprooted the spider silk, he will never be able to return to the Lin Ting he used to be.

Lin Feilu has a friend who suffers from depression.

The night before, they were having fun dancing together in the bar. The girl laughed louder than anyone else and danced happily. The next morning, Lin Feilu received the news that she committed suicide by jumping off the building.

Those emotions are pervasive, even if you smile the moment before, you can make you cry the next moment.

Then, when it is late at night, you will kill you.

Lin Fei's fingers under his sleeves were pinched into a fist. When his finger abdomen was pressed against the palm of his palm, he could feel his pulse beating.

She pursed her lower lip and bent her eyes: "Brother, do you think it sounds good when you listen to me telling the story of Guo Jing and Huang Rong today?"

Lin Ting nodded: "It sounds nice."

Lin Feilu asked: "Do you want to experience the world of martial arts and swords and swords to avenge their enemies?"

Lin Ting was stunned: "Hmm?"

Lin Feilu narrowed her eyes and made a long-awaited expression, and her tone suddenly became deeper: "Hey, you don't know, in fact, my biggest dream is to be a chivalrous and righteous chivalrous woman. I have been practicing martial arts with Concubine Xi since I was a child, and I never gave up practicing martial arts when I was thunder and rain. Isn't it just to one day take a sword to the world!"

Lin Ting asked as she said: "So?"

Lin Feilu held his hand very happily: "So, should the eldest brother go and walk with me?"

Lin Ting didn't say anything for a long time.

Lin Feilu had already begun to imagine happily: "We can take the stage name "Mindless and unhappy"! When we see injustice on the road, we draw our swords to help the rich, help the poor, punish evil and promote good! We walk from Kyoto to Jiangnan, and then travel from Jiangnan to the north of the North, and see all the beautiful rivers and mountains, and walk all over the yellow sand and green water. When we are thirsty, drink and eat meat when we are hungry, and eat the earth as the mat, and the sky as the quilt! Accompany with the world, we are free and easy, ride horses and share the prosperity of the world!"

Not good, I almost sang it out.

Lin Feilu shut up in time.

But his eyes were still shining, brighter than the stars in the sky. He looked at Lin Ting with anticipation and enthusiasm, waiting for his reply.

After a long time, Lin Ting finally burst out laughing and said while laughing: "I agree with the others, but what are the brainlessness and unhappiness?"

Lin Feilu: "Hey, if you don't like it, I have something else." She blinked and asked very seriously: "How about Ultraman and the little monster?"

She always likes to say something that others don’t understand but is very interesting.

His fifth sister is the most beautiful, kindest and most interesting girl in the world.

Lin Feilu also smiled, then stretched out his little finger and shook it: "Then we have agreed to do it? Pull the hook!"

Lin Ting lowered his eyes, after a while, slowly stretched out his fingers, hooked them with her seriously, and said softly: "Well, I've agreed."

...

Without further ado, after Lin Ting woke up, Lin Feilu stayed in the Qi Palace for two more days. Seeing him taking medicine and eating well, his complexion improved little by little, he finally returned to the palace with confidence. After returning to the palace, he headed straight to Yangxin Palace.

Emperor Lin just finished his nap and sat lazily on the soft collapse and read the memorial. When he saw her running in, he sat up straight with a smile and patted the position beside him: "Sit here."

He also ordered Peng Man to get her favorite snacks and crispy tea.

Always say that Xiao Wu is Xiao Fuxing in the palace. This is really true. He saved the prince before, but now he saved the King of Qi. Emperor Lin really likes her more and more, and said to her: "After the spring begins, I plan to give you a title."

According to Dalin's rules, princesses who have made great contributions can only be awarded the title, otherwise it is based on rankings, such as the eldest princess, the third princess, and the fifth princess.

In Lin Feilu's generation, or even in the previous generation, no princess has been given a title, which is a great honor. Although Lin Feilu has never made any achievements, she should be considered a great achievement because she saved the lives of the two princes during her life and death.

But Lin Feilu didn't know much about this, and thought it was a very common thing to give a title, so he nodded: "Okay, what title should my father give me?"

Emperor Lin pondered: "You have always loved flowers. I saw that you have loved plantings in the past two years. The green camellia in your flower field grows the best, so how about giving you the title "Green Tea"?"

Lin Feilu: "????????"

Emperor Lin pondered alone: ​​"The Green Tea Princess, this name is very beautiful, as if it has the fragrance of tea."

Lin Feilu: “…………………”

I suspect you are connoting me.
Chapter completed!