107、Forget it
There may be a fate between people, whether it is good or bad.
Before, when Jiang Tian and the others were in Jiangsu, Ji Huanyu was also in Jiangsu because Du Cheng wanted to go back to his hometown and wanted to return to his roots.
Now that Jiang Tian and the others are in Beijing, Ji Huanyu also happened to be in Beijing, because he did not have the idea of Du Cheng. He was an orphan and his family was not an important intention for him. He wanted a good hospital, good conditions, and a little more glamorous and decent.
Jiang Ou didn't mention it to anyone before coming to the hospital.
She always remembered that bad night a long time ago, when everyone in the hospital was turned around to another fork in life, and they walked for five or six years. The relationship between these people was like a tied tree root, but to the bottom of it, the source of everything was just a bad debt between her and Ji Huanyu and Du Cheng.
When she was most devastated, she was once surrounded by those interlaced relationships and could not get out of the deepest horns. Later, she spent two years taking medicine to treat her, and under the guidance, she slowly sorted out most of the time, and finally realized that the biggest knot was herself.
Sometimes people are like this, and the authorities are confused. When she is in good condition, she feels that such a simple truth is not clear before? When she is in bad condition, she feels that there is no end to trouble.
It was not until this year that I heard that Ji Huanyu had entered the hospital that she changed. She was like floating in the gray clouds for a long time and suddenly fell to the ground.
The doctor suggested that she could try to solve the problem from the source. So she received a call from the nurse and decided to come and see Ji Huanyu again. This time there was no one else and she would not implicate the others. She would untie the knot herself.
But before going upstairs, she encountered a small episode at the hospital door. At that time, she had just gotten out of the car and covered her coat and was about to walk into the door when she suddenly saw a man in a navy blue coat standing on the side of the road to answer the phone. He was facing here and holding the car door with one hand.
Jiang Ou was myopic, but his degree was not particularly deep, so he didn't wear glasses on weekdays. At this distance, she could only confirm that the other party was a tall, thin, white and outstanding young man, and could not see his face clearly. But at some point when he turned his head, Jiang Ou felt that he was talking with his cell phone and was calm and cold, a bit like Jiang Tian, and even she almost admitted her mistake.
Fortunately, she realized in time that Jiang Tian didn't have a coat of this color and rarely wore such a thick black scarf. So she laughed and shook her head, and went straight to the hospital.
Jiang Ou hasn't seen Ji Huanyu for a long time. The last time she saw him was in Du Cheng's ward.
The other party came late that night, and was beaten by Jiang Tian again with cold air on his body. He was a little embarrassed when he was dressed in a well-decorated manner. In her impression, that was Ji Huanyu's most indecent appearance.
At first I heard that Ji Huanyu was sick, so she imagined that night - she was thinner, paler, and sloppy. Because of her deep hatred, she became uglier.
But when she actually saw Ji Huanyu in the ward, she was still stunned.
If someone hadn't told her in advance, she wouldn't have recognized that this was the person she had been entangled with for more than ten years.
The "liar" who once had a good skin was wearing a hospital uniform without any cuts. He was supported by a nurse in one hand and grabbed a steel stick on the ground with the other - it was actually a crutch. But this word was too awkward to put on Ji Huanyu.
He bent his waist and moved to the bathroom step by step, but when he saw someone at the door halfway, he turned his head slowly...
So Jiangou saw a pale and swollen face.
It is said that a person's walking posture will affect his bones and temperament. Over time, even his appearance will change. A long time ago, when Jiang Ou and Ji Huanyu had a good relationship, she often heard people praise her husband, saying that her husband was a handsome man and elegant. But now, this swollen and slow man can no longer find any shadow of the past.
Jiang Ou had a lot of words, and all the moment she saw him disappeared completely.
For a few seconds, she even fell into a daze. She was wondering who this pale and bloated middle-aged man was? Why did the moment she saw her, she would subconsciously raise her hand to cover her face, and then drag the caregiver to the bathroom in a hurry, so that her posture became even more funny.
It took a long time before she came to her senses and said softly in her heart: This is Ji Huanyu.
This is actually... Ji Huanyu.
Because of such a person's mental breakdown, she forced herself to catch Jiang Tian, the only one she could catch, wasted five or six years in the world...
How ridiculous.
Ji Huanyu stayed in the bathroom for a long time, not sure whether it was simply because of inconvenience or because he was not ready to meet people. By the time the nurse helped him out again, Jiang Ou had already covered the door of the ward for him.
Ji Huanyu moved back to the bed little by little. His eyes used to be very sharp, and he could be gentle or warm when needed, but now he has been hanging down, looking numb and weak.
The nurse helped him onto the bed, adjusted the inclination of the backrest, then pulled a chair to the edge of the bed, and said to Jiangou: "Sit."
"No need." Jiang Ou said: "I'll come and take a look, just stand."
The nurse wanted to stay by the side, but saw Ji Huanyu wave his hand and said in a vague way: "Go outside."
"Then..." The nurse hesitated for a moment, then happily went out with leisure, with only two people left in the ward.
Jiang Ou said: "Did you let me see how miserable you are, Ji Huanyu?"
The other party still didn't look at her and sat on the head of the bed with his eyebrows down. When he just walked around, although it was difficult, he was still a little energetic. Now he was lying on the bed, and the dead numbness was wrapped around again. After a long time, he blinked and said vaguely: "Xiao Ou, I'm sorry."
Jiang Ou was always a little aggrieved when he heard him say this more than ten years ago. When Jiang Ou heard him say this in the hospital five or six years ago, he was so angry that he was hysterical.
Now that she heard this sentence again, she should have sneered and disdained it, but at this moment, she was extremely calm.
A strange Ji Huanyu pulled her out of the shadow of the past and became a bystander. She stood by the bed with her bag, looking at the unfamiliar patient and saying irrelevant words.
At that moment, she suddenly realized why the doctor suggested that she come to see this person.
Only when you really see her will you understand that things change and change. The person she likes, is tired of, and hates has long disappeared, and no one stays in place to wait for her to explain. What tortured her over the years is just a phantom in her memory.
"Do you still disgusted me that much?" Ji Huanyu said.
Jiang Ou looked at this strange middle-aged man and suddenly wanted to laugh a little, and she really laughed in her heart, and then it became complicated.
She pulled a strand of her hair that had fallen from her ears, took a deep breath and said, "Forget it."
It's really funny to say hatred to such people.
Ji Huanyu raised his eyes, his movements were still slow, but he still captured the emotions in her eyes.
He has been competing for decades, just for a little decent. Whether he likes him or hates him, he can accept it calmly as long as he doesn't look down on him. He once felt that anyone in this world might look down on him because of something, except Jiang Ou. Because she will only never see him or hate him.
I never thought that in the end, he saw what he didn't want to see in the eyes of this most unlikely person.
Perhaps... this is his greatest retribution.
He would rather Jiang Ou be as hysterical as a few years ago, cursing and beating him with red eyes, venting his anger and grievances. As a result, Jiang Ou just took out his cell phone and looked at the time, and then said to him: "I don't know what to say. I don't want to say what I originally thought about now. Just do that, just pretend I just answered the phone and took a look, and I will leave first. You..."
Jiang Ou was stunned for a moment and said, "You should recuperate well and do your rehabilitation."
Ji Huanyu showed a self-deprecating smile with difficulty, and that expression fell on his face now, more like a muscle twitch. He opened his mouth and was about to say something.
Jiang Ou interrupted him: "Don't think too much, no one wants your property and money."
This was exactly the same as Jiang Tian. Ji Huanyu slowly lowered his head, stared at the point in the void, and stopped moving. He had been living in the flies for most of his life, but in the end he had a rare conscience to find out that he wanted to give out the things in his hand, but no one wanted them.
Jiang Ou glanced at him for the last time and pushed the door out of the ward.
This ward is at the end of the corridor, next to it is a wide glass window. The deep winter sun shines, not warm, but pale and a little dazzling.
She walked a few steps away and sat down on an empty bench. She just spoke calmly in the ward, but when she sat down, she couldn't help but become stunned. Just as students were studying hard for more than ten years, they would always fall into emptiness on the day after the college entrance examination.
It was hard to describe what it felt, and it was difficult to describe whether it was a loss or a relief. It was not until someone sat down next to her and handed her a glass of water in front of her that she suddenly woke up.
"Xiaotian?" Jiang Ou took the water and stared at the people beside her.
For a moment, she suddenly felt a strange sense of strangeness. Perhaps she hadn't sat peacefully with Jiang Tian like this for too long. It was like having a long and boring dream, and suddenly woke up. Her tall and thin son, who always pursed his lips tightly and turned his head, had become an adult.
"Why are you here?" Jiang Ou asked blankly, "When did you come?"
"It's been a long time," said Jiang Tian.
As soon as he received the news that Jiang Ou had arrived in Beijing, he immediately came to the hospital, almost from the other party. The difference was that he delayed downstairs for a few minutes because he saw Sheng Wang.
Jiang Tian originally wanted to let Sheng Wang come over, so when he called, he just said something and went back later. Unexpectedly, the other party guessed it was right. But he still didn't want Sheng Wang to face these old messes, so he coaxed him and asked the other party to stay in the car and wait for him.
Chapter completed!