32. Chapter 32(1/2)
If you were still happy about the fifteen-day holiday before, Chu Qing would be left with only worry. She had no money and had no home outside. Once she went out of school, she would not find a second option except sleeping on the streets.
...What should I do?
Chu Qing sighed sadly, fell into infinite concern for the future, frowned all afternoon, completely losing her usual liveliness.
When she sighed for the eighth time, Qi Muyang finally couldn't help but wonder: "What's wrong with you?"
"It's okay, I just don't want to have a holiday." Chu Qing lying on the table and said with a bitter face.
Qi Muyang: "..." I'm sick.
Because the concept of holidays was not very consistent, Qi Muyang decided to end the chat.
After the evening study, Qi Muyang ran away early, Chu Qing slowly packed up her things. When she was about to leave, there was no one in the class. She pinched her nose, frowned and walked out. After walking a few steps, she saw a figure standing outside. She paused and walked over: "Where are you waiting for me?"
Qi Weichen turned around and nodded silently. Chu Qing stared at him for a while, sighed and said, "Then let's go."
The two of them went downstairs side by side and walked together on the main road of the school. No one spoke. Until they entered the dormitory gate, Chu Qing said first: "I'm back, you go back too."
"Why are you in a bad mood?" Qi Weichen asked.
Chu Qing paused, rubbed her hair and said, "It's not that she's in a bad mood, but that she's a little worried."
"What are you worried about?" Qi Weichen asked.
Chu Qing sighed: "It's a holiday, it seems that the school will be closed at that time and you can't stay in the school."
Qi Weichen understood, and after a moment of silence, he slowly said, "I'm here, don't worry."
Chu Qing paused for a moment, and when she thought of something, she immediately smiled: "Do you want to lend me money?"
"No borrowing." Qi Weichen answered very simply.
The smile on Chu Qing's face was quickly replaced by mourning. Qi Weichen was silent for a moment and opened his face stiffly: "But I can take care of you." As he said that, his ears gradually turned red.
"...what to take care of me means helping me find a place to live?" Chu Qing asked hesitantly.
Qi Weichen remained silent. Chu Qing stared at him with some distress: "I don't want to lend me money, but I'm willing to help me take care of me in another place. I really don't know what you think."
"You really don't know?" Qi Weichen asked calmly.
Chu Qing wanted to say that she didn't know, but for some reason, she could not say anything when she met his black eyes.
Qi Weichen lowered his eyes and pursed his lips for a while: "I have something to say to you."
"...I suddenly thought that I wouldn't talk to you before I was washed. I'll leave first." For some reason, I always felt that what he wanted to say was what he was most afraid of. Chu Qing turned around and was about to run away after she was perfunctory, but Qi Weichen grabbed her arm in time.
Her arms were slender and white and tender, like a piece of lotus root, and Qi Weichen held it all the way. When the temperature in her palm came, her face also became hot, and she squeezed out with great difficulty: "I really have something to do..."
"Let's break up." Qi Weichen interrupted her.
Chu Qing froze all over, and looked back at him dryly for a while, and saw him repeating seriously: "Can you not break up?"
The moonlight was very beautiful tonight. The moonlight fell on his eyelashes and formed a small shadow under his eyes. His eyes were very dark, and his originally bottomless pupils became dark and bright because of the moonlight.
Chu Qing stared at him in a daze, and after a long time, she lowered her head at a loss: "That... why did you suddenly want to say this?"
"I don't want to break up." Qi Weichen lowered his eyes.
Chu Qing smiled embarrassedly and tried to pull her arm back, but she struggled for a few times but failed. She had to talk to him in this position: "Yes, but we are not suitable. It doesn't matter if we persist. Only breaking up is the best choice."
"It's appropriate." Qi Weichen looked at her stubbornly.
Chu Qing paused for a moment and sighed helplessly: "Do you really think it's appropriate?"
Qi Weichen stopped talking.
Chu Qing didn't know what to say, so she had been struggling for a long time and decided to chat with him: "Let's go to the playground, this is not a place to talk."
Although there were fewer people at this moment, there was not a single person. When they saw them pulling and pulling here, they couldn't explain it clearly. Qi Weichen understood what she meant. Although he obediently let her go and followed her out of the dormitory and walked towards the playground, the air pressure around him was much lower.
After finding a bench in the playground to sit down, he slowly spoke: "You wouldn't mind other people's gaze before."
"I used to be a boyfriend and girlfriend, but now I'm not. I must have to mind a little bit." Chu Qing said casually.
Qi Weichen was silent for a moment: "If you don't break up, don't mind."
Seeing that he brought the topic back, Chu Qing was silent.
After a long time of silence, she sighed: "When we broke up before, you didn't say a word to keep us, and I think you didn't like me much..."
"I've tried to keep it," Qi Weichen interrupted her, "You didn't hear it."
Chu Qing twitched: "Did you try to keep me? Just think you keep me. This is the problem. Compared with you, my IQ is really too low. Sometimes I can't even understand what you say. Moreover, I always think about fighting and skipping school, but you are studying for competitions and have no common topics at all. How could it be appropriate?"
Qi Weichen remained silent, but his breath all over his body expressed resistance to her words.
Chu Qing looked at him like this and felt a little emotional for a moment: "I understand why you want to get back together because of time travel. She has come to an era that should not be. She has no sense of belonging. The only spiritual support is me, a person who also has no sense of belonging. I understand, and I am the same. I want to rely on you whenever something happens."
Qi Weichen looked at her and his eyes slowed down slightly.
She sucked her nose: "But I understand in my heart that this kind of dependence has nothing to do with liking, it is more like trust... I am very happy that you can trust me. Really, have you not noticed that we are more suitable for being friends. Just like the way we get along now, I think it is very good, much happier than when we were in love..."
Before she finished her last sentence, she silted under Qi Weichen's gradually cold eyes, and her right foot unconsciously adjusted her pace and was ready to run away at any time.
"When you are with me, aren't you happy?" Qi Weichen spoke coldly.
Chu Qing swallowed her saliva: "In fact, she wasn't particularly unhappy, she was just a little stressed and couldn't help but want to escape..."
"You provoked me first." Qi Weichen spoke word by word, and the more he spoke, the colder he became.
Chu Qing embarrassedly: "Yes, yes, when I was chasing you, I didn't expect it..."
"I didn't expect anything?" Qi Weichen stared at her and asked.
Chu Qing laughed dryly: "I didn't expect that dating you is so different from what I imagined." After saying that, she was afraid of hurting his heart, so she quickly added, "Of course you are very good, it's my problem. I don't know the mercy. In fact, your love style is particularly positive, but... it's not suitable for me."
As she said, she was also a little depressed: "But I really tried hard to adapt. I went to the library with you, to try my questions to please you, not fight or skip school, or contact my former friends, I really worked hard, but every second I was with you was very difficult..."
She has been trying to satisfy him since she was in love. She knew that the process meant losing herself, but she still did it. But it turned out that she could pretend for a while, but she couldn't pretend for the rest of her life. She felt sincerely afraid when she thought of cutting her feet for him for the rest of her life.
After she said the truth, she didn't dare to look up at Qi Weichen, but just waited quietly for his words, but waited for him to speak for a long time. She finally couldn't help but look up at him, and was caught off guard and met with him staring at her eyes.
Chu Qing pursed her lips and her eyes drifted to the side silently.
"You treat our date as torture." Qi Weichen said calmly, his voice unable to hear any emotions.
Chu Qing embarrassedly: "It's mainly different from the date I want..."
"But you never said that." Qi Weichen stared at her.
Chu Qing smiled dryly: "How dare I say it." The God of Academic Affairs is the most awesome existence in Chengde. Being able to fall in love with her is already a condescending noble person. She dares to have any objections, even if she has any objections, she will hold back. But after seeing this, the relationship between the two people has been unequal from the beginning, no wonder she always feels under great pressure.
She sighed again, bringing the words back to the point: "In short, what you think now is not because you like me, but because you have experienced too many things and need to find a support. Don't worry, even if you don't fall in love, we will be our best friends..."
"I don't want friends." Qi Weichen interrupted her.
Chu Qing was quiet for a moment, and was so pressed by the cold air he released that he couldn't raise his head: "Then, then I won't be your friend anymore. Give me some time, I will make up for all the money you spent during this period. I am really grateful for the ID card and the ID card, but I don't know how to repay it. If you need it..."
Before he finished speaking, he felt lightening all over his body. He looked up and saw Qi Weichen leaving. Chu Qing felt uncomfortable in his heart, and pursed her lips and walked slowly towards the dormitory building.
This time it was completely explained, but Chu Qing was not happy, because Qi Weichen really helped her a lot during this period and refused to be kind to her, which made her feel like a ungrateful wolf. If the first breakup made her feel relieved, then this time she would definitely feel full of guilt.
...If she had known that she was so uncomfortable, she would have been caught by the Special Research Institute as a guinea pig from the beginning. She walked forward with heavy steps. When she was about to reach the door of the dormitory, she noticed that Qi Weichen was still standing outside the gate and couldn't help but slow down.
Unfortunately, no matter how slow he walked, he was still slow but he didn't move at all. Chu Qing rubbed for a while, but still walked to Qi Weichen, looked at his cold side face and gritted his teeth and asked, "Why don't you go in?"
Qi Weichen looked at her and she suddenly became excited and took a step back awkwardly. Qi Weichen's eyes darkened and turned toward the path next to the dormitory. There was only one place where it was, the low wall behind the dormitory building, and the only way to skip school.
Chu Qing looked at him in confusion, walked to the door of the dormitory and pushed the door. When she found that the door was locked, she was stunned. When she looked at the time on her phone, it happened to be 10:05, and the dormitory door was 10:00.
Chu Qing: "..." Very good. It's the best punishment for a poor-free girl who just showed up with her ex-boyfriend.
At this time, knocking on the door and entering, you will be given a name. If the school is severely arrested, you may have to be punished. Chu Qing did not hesitate and followed the path Qi Weichen had just walked.
She walked for a while and suddenly noticed the figure in front of her. She was stunned for a moment. She didn't expect that Qi Weichen had not walked out of ten meters after walking for so long. Could it be... she was waiting for her specifically?
As soon as this thought made her feel even more guilty, Chu Qing's head weighed a thousand pounds, and she followed him with her head down. The two walked silently one after another. When they arrived outside the school, Qi Weichen got into a taxi. Chu Qing hesitated for a moment and did not follow him, but walked along the road next to the school.
She walked alone decadently. Before she could walk for a while, she glanced at a taxi next to her. Her scalp tightened and she quietly accelerated her pace. However, no matter how fast she walked, the taxi was following her. Chu Qing finally got close to trotting, but the taxi was still in a state of gloom. She tried her best not to look at her, for fear of looking at Qi Weichen who was sitting in the car.
But being followed without saying anything seemed to be a solution. Chu Qing, who was confused, turned her eyes to the roadside.
"Get on the car." Qi Weichen pressed the car window and spoke coldly.
As soon as he spoke, Chu Qing couldn't run away anymore, so he could only stop and carefully and said, "I won't go up, you can go first."
"Get on the bus." Qi Weichen's tone was slightly heavier.
Chu Qing was silent for a moment, and after a while, she climbed into the back seat silently. The taxi came to a nearby hotel in a suffocating silence. Chu Qing took the lead in paying before Qi Weichen, and then said with difficulty in facing his cold eyes: "I, I'll come."
Qi Weichen got off the car without saying a word. She sat in the taxi for another minute before she drove the door and got off under the driver's urging gaze.
When he arrived in the hotel, Qi Weichen had already taken the door key. When he saw her, he gave her one, and he took another one upstairs. Chu Qing stared at the key for a long time, walked to the counter silently and returned the key: "Please return this room and give him the money tomorrow morning."
"You don't stay?" the front desk asked.
Chu Qing smiled embarrassedly: "Yes."
After checking the room, she turned around and left the hotel, found a small Internet cafe and opened a private room for 40 yuan, and lay down directly in the private room. Although the private room was not soundproof, there were cigarette butts everywhere on the ground, and even the small blankets covered her body looked dirty, but Chu Qing felt a little relieved.
She had already thought about it. Since Qi Weichen only wanted to have a relationship with her and she couldn't satisfy him, so for the sake of each other's good, she could not have too much contact. It seems that she still had to find a job as soon as possible, to earn living expenses, and to save money to pay Qi Weichen back. It would be better to pay him a little more and compensate him as much as possible.
Chu Qing's mind was messy, and she gradually became uneasy after falling asleep. In the dream, Qi Weichen held a knife and chased her behind her expressionlessly for a night. When she woke up, her nose was full of smoke and her body felt smelly. After looking at the time, it was only five o'clock in the morning.
To be continued...