At the beginning, Mudan actually thought that after he came to Penglai Immortal Island, he would just kill Yueshan at all costs. As for his life and death, he didn't care at all, nor would he care about it.

But now, as time goes by, Mudan feels that there is no need for this. Even if he kills Yueshan, he must be able to escape unstoppable. Otherwise, even if he kills Yueshan and dies, it will be a loss.

In fact, everyone is afraid of death. When a person is angry, he can do everything, but after he calms down, he will realize how impulsive, irrational, and constantly regret it.

It's like Peony. His hatred has been hidden for several years. Peony has always lived in the sea. In this way, for Peony, his hatred will not only not diminish, but will increase.

But it’s different now, because Peony is now in brothels, and there are people coming and going every day. She can keep touching others and all kinds of people. He is no longer lonely, but a person exists in the sea.

In this way, Mudan's mentality will gradually change. In the past, he lived alone in the sea alone, and there was nothing happening every day. His existence every day means recalling what happened before, and his existence every day means remembering his hatred.

But now it’s different. What Mudan wants now is how to kill Yueshan, but as time goes by and as she gets in contact with others, Mudan suddenly discovers one day that he is killing Yueshan.

This was a terrible idea. When this idea appeared in Mudan's heart, even Mudan himself was shocked. He quickly warned himself that it was Yueshan who killed his whole family and that Yueshan who killed him, and that he wanted to take revenge.

But new things have to happen every day, and Zhang Long has to be dealt with. In this way, Mudan will often forget these things.

Mudan was drinking wine, and he didn't like this feeling. He would never let go of his hatred for Yueshan. So Mudan knew very well that he could never sit there and wait for death. Otherwise, one day, he would dilute the hatred in his heart and his hatred for Yueshan. In this way, the crazy guy Yueshan would be at large. This is something that Mudan would never want to see.

Ying'er has been dead for more than ten days. During these ten days, Liu Xin sat in front of Ying'er's tombstone every day, talking and drinking.

Sitting alone and talking to himself, drinking alone and facing the sea, the ease that has never been felt before made Liu Xin feel that it seems that people have lived their lives and pursued in the end. No one knows what they are pursuing in the end. They spend every day busy, and everyone has their own pursuits, but at the end of the pursuit, what is all this for when people die.

It's really ridiculous. Sometimes when Liu Xin drinks wine and says this, she will laugh out loud alone. He doesn't know how to describe his current mood, but Liu Xin knows very well that what he sits every day and lives every day is a torture.

Liu Xin never thought that one day he would be like this, such confusion, no matter when, no matter what he encountered, he would never have been confused.

If possible, if life can continue, Liu Xin will choose a different lifestyle.

It seems that everything is a cycle of reincarnation that fate has already been set. For Liu Xin, he didn't know how he should face all this, but what Liu Xin knew very well was that no matter how he faced all this, he would never be able to escape the rule of fate.

In fact, no matter who it is, what it is to experience or do, it is destined by God.

In the past, Liu Xin thought that man was the only one who conquered nature, but now Liu Xin has a deep sense of powerlessness.

If a man conquers nature, then why would Ying'er die, and why would his friends leave one by one? All of this made Liu Xin doubt his attitude and thoughts.

Liu Xin looked at the sea, and the waves were waves one after another, and it was like his life, constantly encountering various things, but solving them, and then constantly encountering them and solving them again. This feeling, such things, is really very tired for Liu Xin.

Liu Xin hasn't been looking for the World Gate for a long time, because for Liu Xin, if she didn't look for the World Gate, she would have more time to accompany Ying'er. Another point is that if she didn't look for the World Gate, she wouldn't have left Xuanming Kingdom at all, and perhaps Ying'er wouldn't have gotten to the sky. In this way, everything wouldn't have happened.

But nothing can be changed, and everything seems to be destined. Liu Xin doesn't want to change and is powerless to change.

Things have come to this point. For Liu Xin, what he wants to do is to find the existence of the world gate and then take everyone back to China.

But Liu Xin didn't want to find it anymore. Penglai Fairy Island is so big and this continent is so big. Looking for the world gate is like looking for a needle in a haystack. This feeling has no clue at all and makes people feel confused.

I have been confused for so many years, and I really don’t know what I should do or what I shouldn’t do. Sometimes Liu Xin suddenly asks himself, is it worth it?

When Ying'er came to another world, she followed Bai Hongfei and the other two to another world. But at that time, when Bai Hongfei opened the door of the world, she went back, but she chose to stay.

I thought that my stay would change everything and protect the people, but Liu Xin found that in the end, the human-demon war, he still could not protect so many people, and he still had no ability to fully protect everyone. In this case, wouldn’t it be better if he went back together? In this case, nothing had to do with him.

Everything is a responsibility, and a responsibility makes Liu Xin bear such pressure. A responsibility changes Liu Xin's life trajectory and makes Liu Xin never able to return to that world.

Liu Xin really wanted to cry loudly, really wanted to cry unscrupulously, but he couldn't do it. Everyone has their own stopping power. If there is no stopping power, it is a child. For Liu Xin, he doesn't need such venting, because this kind of venting will only make Liu Xin look down on him, feel that he is incompetent and has no ability.

The sky was getting darker. Liu Xin got up, patted the dust on her body, and looked at everything around her. The setting sun was really beautiful, but Liu Xin didn't have the mood to watch it. For Liu Xin, he was going back. Although Ying'er had left, he had no way to ignore other women because of Ying'er.

Ying'er is a lesson, and it also makes Liu Xin more clear that she must treat the women around her well so that she will not regret this day.

If possible, Liu Xin is willing to make every woman feel at ease, at least in this way, they will not feel that they are partial.

Liu Xin never favors everyone and treats everyone with sincerity. But now, Liu Xin feels that even if he treats everyone sincerely, it is not enough, because now he only has one, but he has so many women, and he can only spend more time to make up for this.

After the Yue family, Liu Xin came back, she had dinner with everyone and sat together to chat. Liu Xin hadn't gone out for a while. After the meal, she walked with her own woman. Everyone followed Liu Xin, looking satisfied.

Liu Xin sighed that his luck in this life was really great. None of these women were not beautiful, but they were willing to follow him and never leave him. How could such a move not touch Liu Xin?

In the evening, Liu Xin went to find Yueshan and checked Yueshan's progress during this period. Liu Xin was very satisfied. At least Yueshan is now at the peak of the early stage of the Baodan stage. If you continue to train this kind of cultivation, you will soon be able to enter the mid-stage.

Liu Xin didn't expect Yueshan's cultivation to improve so quickly. In fact, at the beginning, Liu Xin just wanted to make Yueshan more mature, but Yueshan's progress exceeded Liu Xin's expectations. Soon Liu Xin discovered that Yueshan's progress was because Yueshan had stayed in the Danjie period for too long before, so it can be said that Yueshan's foundation is very stable now. If you want to make progress, it is really simple.

Yueshan is grateful to Liu Xin. It can be said that Yueshan is really from the bottom of his heart, never before, and even to his father, Yueshan does not feel so grateful. Therefore, Yueshan also promised like Liu Xin that he would train well and would never let Liu Xin down on his expectations for him.

Liu Xin was very satisfied with this effect. This is what he wanted. After Yue Shan truly grew up, if he had the opportunity to find the gate of the world that day, when he left by himself, he would be able to take Yue Shanshan with him without any worries.

Although the relationship between Yue Shanshan and herself was forced at the beginning, it was impossible to say that she didn't like Yue Shanshan. After all, no man doesn't like beautiful women. It's just that Liu Xin wants to be loyal to her women, so she rejected Yue Shanshan.

But later everyone accepted Yue Shanshan, which was different again. At least it made Liu Xin feel that everyone accepted Yue Shanshan's words, of course he could accept them too.

And as time goes by, Liu Xin discovered that Yue Shanshan is really a very real and free-spirited girl. She has no scheming and no scheming. She can be said to be a very real person. Such a girl is so beautiful and loves herself deeply. No man would dislike her.

All Liu Xin does now is for Yue Shanshan, but suddenly I remember that Liu Xin really hasn't done anything for Ying'er.

It can be said that among these women, Liu Xin really did nothing for them, but they have always been by their side, constantly giving and silently giving for themselves, without any complaints. How could Liu Xin not cherish such feelings and how could he not be moved?
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