Chapter 41 Go and Stay(1/2)
"Nothing, I just suddenly felt palpitations and felt something bad happened."
Jiang Linlin shook her head and said.
But her eyes were still looking out the window, facing the direction of her pleasure boat.
Zhao Mingming was not very understandable when he heard Jiang Linlin say this.
Everything in the world is new to her and she has no feeling at all. If she is the first time to come into contact with anything, she will naturally not notice any signs.
Feeling is an extremely mysterious emotion, which is natural difference between joy, anger, sorrow and happiness, but it requires knowledge to accumulate to obtain it. Whether a person's feelings is accurate is closely related to the person's experience.
Zhao Mingming has less experience than Liu Ruiying, and of course he has never had this feeling. However, for many people, this is fortunate.
If you don’t know whether something happens or not, or even before it even begins, you have a premonition of the final result, which will make this matter more or less strange. If you have a good premonition, you will inevitably be lazy. If you have a bad premonition, you will be filled with sadness from beginning to end. There may be a turning point, and those opportunities that come with great shame will be wiped out in such sorrow.
Since coming to Taishang River, Jiang Linlin's life can be described as calm. The excitement outsiders see only peace for her.
As the days are bright and bright, it becomes a habit, and there is nothing to make a fuss. Outsiders who come to Taishang River occasionally experience it, but Jiang Linlin, who lives in Taishang River, only thinks it is ordinary. The feeling of palpitations like the one just now has not happened for a long time. She is so strange that she forgot that she has already gained this emotion.
"Do you want to go back and have a look?"
Zhao Mingming saw that Jiang Linlin was still standing beside the bed, frowned.
"No need... It's too rude to go back now!"
Jiang Linlin said.
He simply shook his head and left the window, returned to the table and sat down.
"Miss Jiang has any trouble?"
There is a moon asking about it today.
"This is how women's minds are, one after another, never at a time to calm down. In the random thoughts, there are so many things that are going to die. But if I really tell you something, I will feel that it's nothing for a moment."
Jiang Linlin said.
Then he picked up the wine glass and gently touched the moon.
No matter what purpose the care of others is, they always contain a little kindness. In a place like Taishang River, it is already an extremely valuable thing to be able to hear a word of concern from people who have nothing to do with you. Of course, it is worth a drink to thank you.
Rather than saying it is to celebrate yourself.
From now on, she did not see any desire in her eyes, nor did she be greedy for her beauty or body. Although the words just now were nothing more than politeness, as long as she spoke it, it proved that there are still people in this world who are sincere, not all words and behaviors are plotted.
"I decided!"
Just as Chao Youyue was just opening his mouth and was about to say something, Shen Qingqiu, who had been silent, suddenly spoke.
“What decided?”
There is a moon asking about it today.
“It decided where I’m going.”
Shen Qingqiu picked up the wine glass and drank it himself.
Jin Chao Youyue thought he was going to toast to him, but the wine glass he just raised stopped in the air, which seemed a little embarrassed.
However, he had long been accustomed to Shen Qingqiu's temper and character, so he naturally would not care too much about these trivial matters. After Shen Qingqiu's wine glass returned to the table, he picked up the wine pot and added a full glass to him.
"Think about it?"
Jin Chao asked while pouring wine.
"Think about it."
Shen Qingqiu nodded.
Even though Zhao Mingming was so patient, he couldn't help but clench his fists when he heard them talking.
It is obvious that something can be explained clearly in just two sentences. I have to take a look at you. I said it back and forth twice in one sentence. If I don’t want to say it at all, why do you have to start this? Since I have started, why don’t you finish it quickly?
Thinking of the premonition that Jiang Linlin said before, Zhao Mingming felt more and more that she was really out of place with this world... Today, Youyue and Shen Qingqiu should have been in a very close relationship, but he still talked in circles little by little. How much did you say this topic have been promoted? Thinking about it carefully, it was the same as if it wasn't said, but the two of them were indeed talking back and forth. When would it be as good as drinking?
Thinking of this, Zhao Mingming felt a little depressed. As for whether it was so-called palpitations, she didn't know. But she also picked up her glass and slapped her neck and drank it all.
But she forgot a little.
People who drink happily must have things that they usually want to say but cannot say, or want to say something they don’t know how to say. If a person can speak happily, he doesn’t need to drink.
Those things that are kept in your heart will not turn into farts even if they are rotten in your stomach. Instead, they need to be slowly mixed up until they melt in the wine and finally spit out with a sound. This is a break.
Children can't hold back their words and can't keep their worries, so they just drink water. As they grow up, there are more and more bad things, and the water no longer works, so they pick up the wine glass.
“Where are you going?”
Now I asked again.
After drinking a glass of wine, Zhao Mingming felt that most of her irritability had been diluted. She could continue to adjust her mood and listen to the conversation between the two of them as if they were old donkeys were pulling millstones.
"I'm going to Zhongdu."
Shen Qingqiu's words were amazing.
At least it surprised Jinchao Youyueda.
He had thought about the farthest fishing village in the Andong King's realm, and also thought about the barbarian land that was more difficult than Xia Weizhou. Or he might just wander around the world and make his home in the world, but he did not expect that Shen Qingqiu would want to go to Zhongdu City.
"no?"
Shen Qingqiu saw Jin Chao Youyue’s face strange expression with his eyes and asked, “Les are on your own, you can go anywhere, how can you not do it?”
There is a moon saying today.
When he said this, his tone was like an angry young wife. Such words were always a bit jealous. Either her husband was drinking and gambling outside, letting her stay alone in the empty room every night, or she had a thought and wanted to marry her to be a child.
Jin Chao Youyue and Shen Qingqiu are two big men. It is awkward to speak in such a resentful tone. Jiang Linlin couldn't help laughing, and she had to sigh in her heart that the relationship between these two is really good!
Today, I don’t want to go to Zhongdu City at all.
If it is done normally, it doesn't matter.
But the literary world is about to begin. At that time, the Bogu Tower in the north and Tongjin Pavilion in the south gather in Zhongdu. What is the meaning of Zhongdu City? He has been operating in the Bogu Tower for many years. Although he still has nostalgia for that place, he doesn't want to reunite with those familiar faces so soon.
The reason why reunion is expected is precisely because of the time between them.
The longer the interval, the greater the charm of reunion.
For this expectation and the surprise of goodbye, people will hold back their nostalgia, carry their bags, and go far away. Since they have chosen to leave, they must not go back too quickly. Otherwise, the expectation of reunion has not yet arisen, the surprise has not yet been brewed, and everything has returned to its original state and is unremitting. So what is the point of leaving? It is better to stay in the place where you are extremely familiar, know the roots, birth, old age, sickness and death, and fallen leaves return to their roots.
Jin Chao Youyue thinks that Shen Qingqiu should be such a talent.
They both stayed in Bogu Building for many years, and Shen Qingqiu even had a month earlier than today.
After being in a place for a long time, no matter where you go, you will be marked by that place. It is said that people can slowly adapt to the environment, but rather that the environment gradually changes people into what they like.
The mountains, rivers and waters on the Leyouyuan are all printed in Shen Qingqiu's mind. Even if you close your eyes, you can still draw a complete map of geography. Now you have finally made up your mind to leave, but why do you have to go where you can meet your old friends and old places? Today, I can't figure it out.
"Don't you want to go?"
Shen Qingqiu asked.
"I don't want to go, I don't want to go at all!"
Jinchao Youyue curled her lips and said.
"Then where do you want to go?"
Shen Qingqiu asked.
"I haven't thought about it yet."
There is a moon saying today.
He originally wanted to go with Shen Qingqiu, after all, meeting an old friend in a foreign land is one of the great joys in the world. But what he didn't expect was that Shen Qingqiu's idea this time was a world apart from him... It was a little difficult to make a choice for a while.
If he finds a place for himself, although he has an ordinary person who can't spend all his money for several lifetimes, he can't speak. He can buy people and buy them. However, these people may not like them now if they have a month, and they may not be able to hear what they say. It's better to let yourself be wronged and walk with Shen Qingqiu together. At least there is a way to relieve boredom on the way.
Even if it was covered up, he still didn't want to go to Zhongdu...
In addition to the reasons for the battle between dragons and tigers in the literary world, there are some things he is unwilling to mention. Although he has never forgotten it, as long as he does not go to Zhongdu, such emotions can be suppressed and aroused perfectly by him. When he sees Zhongdu City's towering strength, the city gates are like flowing water and horses, it is probably difficult for him to maintain such a spirit, so he does not want to go. Such refusal is more due to disbelief in himself.
"You have to go if you don't go!"
Shen Qingqiu said domineeringly.
"Why? How can this be true? The legs are on you, and I have my own legs! I have the final say where I want to go!"
Jin Chao Youyue was already a little anxious and irritable when Shen Qingqiu mentioned Zhongdu City. He heard that he was so indifferent and immediately slapped the table and started yelling with him.
"You have legs, but I don't have money."
Shen Qingqiu spread her hands and said.
Jin Chao Youyue was stunned and pondered for a while.
Then he suddenly stood up, stretched out his right hand, and connected it less than an inch from Shen Qingqiu's nose. His whole face was swollen and purple, and he couldn't even say a word of anger.
He treated Shen Qingqiu as his confidant, but this old guy only treated him as his own wallet. No one could accept such a gap for a while.
"Is there any problem with what I said? We all have legs, so we can go anywhere. But we don't have money on our right leg, and we probably have starved to death and thirst before we even walked into the middle of the road. Even if I eat more tonight, I can't hold it up tomorrow afternoon, right? Besides, I not only have to eat, but also drink alcohol! It's much more expensive than rice. If I only eat but don't drink alcohol, I can't eat it at all... No matter how steamed rice is, I feel that it will scratch my throat."
Shen Qingqiu said innocently.
To be continued...