Mercury Dream

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Chapter 11: I can’t see myself clearly… (1)

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Yayi's message: In recent music class, the teacher hoped that everyone would set a goal for themselves to achieve their own results next year, but when they really needed to prepare, they didn't know where to start. It felt really difficult to say... My sister laughed at me as if I was selling tofu, saying, "Woo."

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Is this really OK?

I believe most people have had this idea before.

Moreover, such thoughts always hover in my heart all the time. Whenever I find the gap, even if it is so small, I will be quietly penetrated and whispered in the slightest words.

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What an annoying guy!

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Many people think so, after all, not many people will like such a guy who is so close to the nature of a stalker! What's more, it greatly affects the existence of their own emotions.

The lower the mood, the more difficult it is to accept such questions that disturb the mood.

But is this emotion really wrong?

If this question is really made into a questionnaire, I believe there will be a support rate of more than 85%, and recognition of this sentiment is just a mess; as for the other 15%, most of them are just randomly filled in and have not done too much thought.

But in fact, whether it is right or wrong, I am afraid no one can give this answer.

This seems to be a pretty slutty answer, but in fact it is true. After all, even if it is a high-sounding standard answer, someone will put forward a different theory, making the originally confused options more difficult to grasp.

Perhaps, the so-called answer does not exist at all.

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So, does the sister in the lamp think she hasn't helped Aria?

He supported his cheeks with his hands, biting the straws around his mouth, drinking the orange juice that had only been squeezed out not long ago. At this time, Saya looked like he was in the universe some time ago, but he was a thousand miles away.

The thrilling awe and the convincing majesty seemed to disappear completely like a false statement.

Now sitting opposite Saya is naturally in the lamp, but at this moment she looks a little different from her usual spirits. Although she is not as lazy as the young lady on the opposite side, she still lies on the table with some weakness.

Seeing this sister in the lamp, which is completely different from usual, is interesting, but it is still a bit uncomfortable, so she frowned slightly and looked at President Alia who was also sitting next to her.

However, at this time, President Alia seemed to be busy fighting the Italian noodles. His mouth was covered with red tomato sauce, and his right hand was wrapped around the noodles, constantly trying to get bigger and bigger.

Although President Ariya was completely unable to help, Saya didn't care at all, as if he had never expected it from the beginning.

I think it should be up to Sister Alicia to judge whether she has helped her or not to think about it here.

Wow, I know it too, but every time I ask Alicia, she says I help a lot, but...

...I want to help more.

Before he could answer in the lamp, Sayya gave the answer first. After all, this is not an unimaginable question.

Staying by the two of them for a long time, for Saya, who has become half a bystander, the bonds that are involuntarily connected with each other can be seen clearly. Whether it is the deep attachment or the deep compassion, it can fill every corner of this space.

Perhaps it was deliberately slowing down.

Or slow down slowly.

But no matter what, the second hand that rotates can't stop its own pace.

A faintly, such a bun-spread thought appeared in my mind.

Therefore, Saya hesitated for a very rare time about the words he wanted to say next. He wanted to open his mouth several times, but in the end he was stuck in his throat and did not make any sound.

He shook his head, as if he wanted to shake off these thoughts that made him feel a little uneasy.

However, the more I don’t want to think about something, the clearer the picture in my mind is, especially a picture that I want to put aside but cannot forget, once again appears in my mind.

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－－The brilliance of the ring finger－－

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Perhaps I had never heard the sound, and I felt a little strange in the lamp where my head was buried, and I slowly raised my head without realizing it.

Sayya...?

Ah, sorry, I was a little distracted just now. I waved my hand and said that I had no problem. Although I personally think that the pace of my sister in the lamp is a rhythm that belongs only to you. As long as I move forward slowly, there will be no problem, even if I say that, there is no way to easily eliminate the uneasiness that is wandering in my heart.

He was completely convinced. He picked up a wet tissue to help President Yaria wipe his mouth. He paused for a while now, and then he lowered his head slightly like a little frustration.

That's it. Although Lan Hua said I was thinking too much, Ai Li said the same words as Xiao Sayya, but...

He raised his hands in the lamp, looked at his hands, his right hand with gloves, and his left hand with Alicia who had personally removed the gloves a long time ago.

And this also silently shows that the navigator's stairs in the water-less lamp is single.

Although it was initially recognized, it was still unable to stand alone, which was the most embarrassing stage, especially for the single gloves who had aspirations and dreams. This can be said to be the most profound stage for self-cognitive value.

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－What do you still lack now?

－How far can you do?

－How far is it to the official navigator?

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These questions are both a suspicion of oneself, but it has to be said that this is also a test again and again. Every prima holding a boat oar and driving the pure white boat must go through.

Although he is not a navigator, he can see clearly because he is not in the field.

But in the lamp trapped in it, he also began to face these questions and doubts.

Perhaps, this is also a step closer to your dreams.

However, this step is too profound.

Therefore, the following sentence is not surprising.

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...I want to help more, whether it is for Alicia or aria!

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The setting sun sets, dyeing the sky and the sea a little lonely orange.

This may be a bit wrong. At this time, Saya should be the only one who is lonely.

Looking at the biggest sunset, slowly sank into the end of the sea, Saya, sitting alone by the embankment, was now alone, and was staring quietly here, not sure whether he was looking at the sea or the afterglow of the sunset.

Although I have long been used to this situation, the lack of others around me makes Sayya more or less difficult to adjust.

But I saw everyone working hard for the direction they were looking for.

I really can't and I don't want to speak up and let them meet this willful demand.

Anyway, the sunset can be seen at any time.

He murmured in a low voice, using only oneself who could hear it.

This sunset is so great! As expected, only the live view is the best!!

A vibrant voice suddenly came from not far away.

If it were normal, Sayya probably wouldn't take it seriously, but at this moment, it was harsh in his ears, and he couldn't help but look in the direction of the sound.

It was just as I turned my head and realized that I was hiding next to a large reef. Of course, the other party would not have noticed him. If I didn't deliberately look up and look at him, of course I would not be able to see him.

But only the line of sight was blocked, and the other party's voice came naturally.

The other party seemed to have not noticed that there was Sayah behind the reef, so he shouted loudly without any mind, full of spirit and fighting spirit, instantly overwhelming the sea breeze and waves, becoming the main theme here.

Saya, who was originally about to poke his head out, was hesitant at this moment. Although he had not confirmed it, the person on the other side was a passenger, and he should have come out alone to relax.

after all……

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I really want to eat citrus--!!

Don’t ask me to eat tomatoes anymore. The game is the most annoying!!

And, and I finally achieved my goal, Dad...

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The final sound was much smaller than the previous one. At the end, it was even quietly covered up by the sound of the cháo waves.

However, Saya, who was leaning against the reef, still heard a little vaguely.
To be continued...