Chapter 122: Embrace what you love (4800 characters)(2/3)
Then, tell her what happened when she was a professional three years ago.
This includes the fact that after I left home, I went to Tianhai to work as a network administrator for a while, and while raising points, I ranked alone at the top of the national server.
Then, Yan Cheng took a fancy to him and pulled him into the club of the LPL at that time and became a professional player.
Then, during the first time I entered the arena, I almost defeated all my opponents, performed well, praised by the commentator, sought after by the audience, received enthusiastic attention from people, and had high expectations, and was infinity in glory.
Later, the bubble match failed to advance, the team was in a sluggish state, and conflicts arose between the players. How did they be isolated by the team? During the game, they were targeted by teammates and opponents. In a sluggish state, their condition declined and became deeper and deeper. They were also refrigerated by the club because of quarrels and furious at the base, and were kicked away in the end.
Today, I told her all these things that had never been revealed to Ning Jing.
"That's all. You know what's going on as an anchor and so on, right?"
After Ning Yuan finished speaking, he suddenly laughed: "Doesn't it sound a bit fucked?"
"Um"
Ning Jing pondered slightly, and after a long time, she said, "I feel that your experience is too tortuous." She shook her head with emotion.
Although she also knew that it would never be so easy for Ning Yuan to go out to a big city alone after leaving home, she never thought that such a rough encounter would happen.
It's like listening to a story.
I stumbled all the way, with constant ups and downs. Three or four years of experience seemed to be worth more than ten years.
I usually see him careless and careless, but I don’t know that there are so many things hidden in his heart.
well
Very difficult
Ning Jing sighed slightly.
"Later I thought about it and I might have some problems at that time." Ning Yuan said calmly, "The emotions may not be right, and I shouldn't be so extreme."
"No."
Ning Jing shook her head: "You are not wrong, they are wrong."
"I jealous of the virtuous, jealous of the capable, exclude and suppress, send a group to keep warm, and do these small moves behind my back. How ugly is this face? This may be the true face of this society, no matter where you go."
"Okay, okay, you don't have to worry about me." Ning Yuan smiled and waved his hand, "It's been so long since I didn't take it to heart and keep it down."
"That's good."
Ning Jing nodded.
Indeed, over time, many things may be out of reach.
It’s not that you have to tolerate others, but at least you have to tolerate yourself. There is no need to keep getting stuck because of these messy things and make yourself unable to get out.
"so?"
Ning Jing looked at him straight and asked, "What are you struggling with now?"
Ha ~
Ning Yuan let out a breath and rubbed his face.
"I have read a lot of comments on the Internet these days. Everyone hopes that I can return to the peak of my life in the field."
"What is the return of the king? I'm going to beat everything. I'm going to dominate the LPL. Anyway, I feel like I'm invincible."
Ning Yuan smiled bitterly: "Everyone's expectations for me are really too high. I believe that I will definitely lead the team out of the predicament and end the losing streak of me. I don't know what to say, really."
Indeed, he reached the top of the world and RANK was very powerful.
He usually broadcasts various random shows and defeats countless Grandmaster Kings in the rankings. He has clear ideas and delicate operations. It can be seen that he has strong strength.
The most important thing is that the promotional short film "Return" posted on the official blog not long ago has aroused the passion in the hearts of netizens.
Before they knew it, they put all their hopes on Ning Yuan, hoping that after he returned to the arena, they would be invincible and invincible!
Just like the scenes of heroes returning in American comics!
How romantic!
However, comics are just comics, not reality.
Reality is often cruel.
In RANK, he may be able to control lightning, but the professional arena is still different from RANK after all.
Compared with the two, ranking tends to be personal strength, while competitions focus more on team cooperation.
Moreover, from the recent training matches, some clues can be seen. After fighting with those professional teams, Ning Yuan himself knew that it was not that good at Carrey.
Perhaps, some people may think that he has the system in hand and there is something else to worry about.
But in fact, the system enhancement and improvement is only his personal ability, not the kind of plug-in that modifys the game, and he cannot let him wear endlessly more than others when he goes out.
It’s not easy to support the entire team with just relying on him?
Netizens regarded him as the savior.
Then I think of the most glorious moment when I first played for my career, which was praised by countless fans.
In my mind vividly
Ning Yuan felt that he had carried too much.
If you fail this time
“That is,”
Ning Jing thought for a while, looked at him and said, "You are still addicted to your past glory and can't forget your past pride?"
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"Do you think I have so many fans now that I have idol burden?"
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"If Carrey can't play and can't show it, she can't become what they imagined in their hearts. I'm afraid of embarrassing?"
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"If you lose the game, do you feel that you will be criticized? Are you afraid that you will be ridiculed and ridiculed by others?"
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"Then the fans were disappointed with you, afraid that no one would pay attention to you again and support you? Is that true?"
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Ning Yuan only felt that his heart was being pulled hard!
Every word kills the heart!
Every sentence is a soul question!
"You're here"
Ning Yuan rubbed the position of his chest and smiled bitterly.
This is too cruel!
My sister has always been like this. She never talks around the bush, always hitting the nail on the head and hitting the nail on the head.
And before he could say a few words, she had conceived the thoughts in her heart.
"I"
Ning Yuan scratched his head in distress: "I just don't want to disappoint those who support me and don't want to let down their expectations."
"Isn't that the same thing to me?"
"All right."
One thing to say, it is true.
Why
Ning Yuan sighed, leaned back and leaned back.
"Your brother is such an ordinary person, not that high level of thought. The pattern is really a bit small. What is the average person like? What am I like?"
I immediately laughed at myself: "Do you think I am very cowardly and useless?"
However, Ning Jing shook her head: "No, I don't think you are cowardly, in fact, everyone is the same."
"Oh, is that?" Ning Yuan asked back a little surprised, "What about you?"
"Me? Of course I am the same."
Ning Jing smiled calmly, sat closer to Ning Yuan, and told him: "Let me tell you, look, people generally think that I have good grades and no difficulty in studying. I always have a clear chance of getting the exam, so I don't have to worry at all, right?"
"But it is not the case. In fact, every exam, I am so nervous like last year's college entrance examination. To be honest, before the exam, I really didn't have any idea. Will I suddenly perform abnormally in the exam? Will I just don't know how to do the questions I encountered? Will I not even be able to get one in the end and become a laughing stock of others?"
"Will others say behind their backs, 'Oh, the top ten in the grades are so good, but the college entrance examination is the only one?' I have thought about these things."
"Is this how?"
Ning Yuan was surprised.
To be continued...