Was it because after escaping from the research institute, he acted recklessly and dispelled my confusion?

Was it when he saved me twice? Was it when he did that kind of thing in the village?

I don't know, but I know that without him, my heart would not be so peaceful and joyful.

When I was still in the graduate school, I often thought about what would happen after I escaped.

Is revenge enough? After revenge, can I get happiness? Can I get happiness?

No, I get nothing.

If it weren't for Yi, after my revenge, I would still be distrustful of the world, still hateful, and still in pain. Whenever I recall the past, it's full of pain.

Du Zhizhu's betrayal, the death of his friend, potions, electric shocks, dissection...

These scenes will drag my heart into the endless darkness.

But I have him, cartoons, throwing sticks, hugging, acting like a baby, making love...

In this dark night, he held up a ray of light.

As long as there is a ray of light, the night will no longer be dark, it will no longer cause me pain, and it will no longer scare me. When I look back on the past, I can think: I still have that ray of light.

Thank you.

Get well soon.』

"August 22, 2020, Yi is still cute today.

Hand drawing: Xia Yi sleeping face (pose 2)

The research has made progress, maybe it will be successful in a month!』

"The final test will begin tomorrow, September 23, 2020!"

Come on, Du Zhizhu! You must get better! Then the medicine can be used on Yi's body!"

"On September 24, 2020, the test failed."

"On November 11, 2020, the test failed."

"On December 27, 2020, the test failed."

No new words have been added to the diary for a long time, one month, two months, half a year, one year...
Chapter completed!