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Chapter 186: The Shackles of the Mind

This feeling is really great. I suddenly discovered that Kwon Yuri has such a gentle potential. If my mother could see such a scene, she would definitely think that Kwon Yuri was the best candidate for her daughter-in-law. Thinking of this, Chen Haoyu was shocked by this sudden feeling. In the past, when she got along with Kwon Yuri seemed to be more arguing, but she was often the suppressed party. Today, Kwon Yuri is so different. Looking at her gentle face, I feel her unique charm more and more.

Why are you still thinking about it? Chen Haoyu shook his head and secretly glanced at Kwon Yuri. Kwon Yuri was packing up the tableware, and her long black hair floated in the air with her body shaking. Her quick posture and smile on her face all showed her youth and beauty. The faint sweat beads of crystal penetrated into her skin. The rosy pink color, like a beard that had just bloomed on the branches, with a shy expression. When she swayed gently, the charm of roses was also rippling on her face, which was so beautiful that it made people unable to stand gaze.

Seeing all this Kwon Yuri did for her, she felt a little unexplained in her heart. The breeze blew in from the window also became gentle. She couldn't bear to disturb her. The wind just bit her lips jealously and grabbed the curtains and shook them gently, then ran away, towards the heartbreaking blue in the distance.

The long hair flying in the wind aroused my heart. When I looked back, Chen Haoyu let the Buddha see him in a wandering mood, with a faint sadness hanging on his lips. Can this girl's tenderness bloom for himself again? Chen Haoyu felt his head start to hurt faintly, and blood-like flowers bloomed on the pale wall in a trance. Above the delicate, above the bright red, above the beauty, a kind of notes that tell the loneliness, desolation, and melancholy. Suddenly, a feeling of hatred appeared, not to others but to himself. Why did he meet such a girl without giving him the courage and opportunity to take steps? The sadness suddenly rose in Chen Haoyu's heart. How long can she bloom in such a waiting?

Looking at Chen Haoyu lying on the hospital bed, Kwon Yuri didn't know what he was thinking, but it was so good to be with him quietly at this moment. It turned out that the feeling of secretly loving someone is so beautiful. Whether young or old, they will yearn for and long for such gentle feelings. Getting close to you is because you treat me as I treat you. At this moment, I want to hold your hand and ask a little. It is a beautiful appointment in the previous life that allows each other to meet gently in this life; or is the past relationship not over, and come to this life to continue? The indulgent mood seems so colorful and warm in the quiet morning. At this moment, Kwon Yuri forgot all his hesitation and anxiety.

Kwon Yuri, who had packed up the tableware, looked in a good mood. She moved to the bed and sat down gently. A hint of blush after labor flashed across her face without makeup, and she looked full of spring breeze and her spirit was flying. Chen Haoyu looked at Kwon Yuri's dignified and quiet ladylike appearance. Her smiling eyes and lips outlined a sweet curve. Her charming and young face was like a blooming rose, emitting bursts of fragrance.

"You don't want to say anything to me?" Kwon Yuri stretched out her delicate fingers and gently tapped Chen Haoyu's nose.

"Ah..." Because of this sentence, Chen Haoyu's chaotic thoughts became even more confused. He asked in a daze, "What are you talking about?"

"For example, thank you for your hard work, may you enjoy the fruits of my labor so peacefully?" The eight-character pattern that appeared in Kwon Yuri at this moment made Chen Haoyu feel very cute, and she had the urge to reach out and caress her.

"No need to say this, it seems so natural, I would do this to you too." Chen Haoyu thought for a moment and said something with a promise.

"Really?" Kwon Yuri looked at Chen Haoyu and asked quietly.

Her eyes were charming and charming, as sparkling, vivid, agile, confused and converging as the lake water. The light emitted by such eyes made people feel tender and love.

With such eyes, Chen Haoyu's heartstrings were tugged. He did not express his mood at this moment as excited as usual. He just blinked gently, nodded slightly, and said, "Believe me!"

What are we talking about? Images of several girls appear in Kwon Yuri's mind. It turns out that choice is a very cruel thing, no matter who it is.

She turned her head, looked out the window blankly, and said, "I'm going to go back to the company to practice."

The bright girl suddenly became depressed the moment before. Chen Haoyu didn't understand what she was thinking, but she couldn't let Kwon Yuri leave like this. He couldn't help but hold her hand. Kwon Yuri turned her head, her long eyelashes fluttered, and her eyes were covered with mist, staring at Chen Haoyu in a daze.

"Let's stay for a while, I'm lonely alone after you leave. Besides, you're practicing alone when you go back to the company. That's so boring. It's never wrong to take a proper rest." Chen Haoyu didn't mention Quan Yuri's red eyes. It's best not to touch the girl's softest heart at this moment without understanding the reason.

"Do you think everyone is like you and you are just lazy?" Kwon Yuri lowered her head and looked at Chen Haoyu holding her hand and said softly.

"I'm much better, so I can't look at me with my old eyes. By the way, I wrote another song two days ago. Why don't I hum it for you?" Chen Haoyu sat up and said half-jokingly and half-seriously.

He hummed "beautiful_girls" softly under Kwon Yuri's gaze, but he did not sing the lyrics, but just hummed the melody of the song gently. The suspense should be left to be revealed on the day of the first anniversary.

The sound of the a cappella is very soft, with a sense of ignorance of entering heaven. Chen Haoyu's voice echoed in the room. The sound of Buddha condensed all kinds of sounds from the world, and it was as refreshing as the ice water of the hot summer.

Kwon Yuri looked at Chen Haoyu, and all the tenderness of a woman was poured into her affectionate eyes. Just listening to the melody of the song did not realize the meaning, but it did not prevent her from appreciating the boy who sang for her so close. The scenery outside the window was beautiful, and the girl in the room was also beautiful. Her slightly red cheeks were filled with the secrets of a young girl's heart.

"Is it good?" Chen Haoyu asked after humming the melody of the song like a treasure.

"Is this your new song? I don't feel anything!" Kwon Yuri suddenly came back to her senses, and then she realized that she was in a daze just now.

Chen Haoyu was not unhappy in his evaluation of Kwon Yuri. He needed this feeling. When he sang this song with the lyrics to them, it would definitely be ten times more effective than the current one.

He pretended to curl his lips, and looked deeply hit, trying to get the girl's comfort in a few words. Unfortunately, Kwon Yuri's mind was not here at all at the moment. She fell into an empty sense of powerlessness. The feeling was a bit like a friend who secretly fell in love with her brother when she was a child, but it was even more painful than that.

"It's too late, I'm going to go back to the company." Kwon Yuri took a deep breath and stood up as if she had made a major decision.

Do you still want to keep it? It seems that Yuri stays here and can't make her happy. Chen Haoyu said sadly: "Okay!"

Kwon Yuri was slightly stunned. He heard his irritability from Chen Haoyu's simple words. He looked at Chen Haoyu deeply, remained silent, and then pushed open the door and walked out. Chen Haoyu didn't know why Kwon Yuri was like this, but her aggrieved and resentful eyes touched him before leaving the door.

What should I do?

What kind of feelings do I have for her?

Chen Haoyu buried his head, inserted his hands into the ends of his hair, and asked himself secretly.

Is it time to awaken, the pace of time will not stop waiting for you? Why not be accompanied by the footsteps of time, take the lead in capturing the beautiful scenery you can see in front of you, cut a landscape of your own, and keep it in the memory box of your youth? Why not draw a handful of clear streams and wash away the dust covered on your soul, and let your heart stare at the traces of time like a mirror without being sad?

But can I really make a decision like this? Then what kind of mentality will I face others? Confused, helpless, entangled, and all kinds of negative emotions linger in Chen Haoyu's heart. I remember somewhere I heard the saying "The sky of love will not leave traces of tears", but can I be considered love for her? Perhaps, many things, such as feelings, do not need to be possessed to feel happy. I can miss her frequently and quietly put her into my heart. Whenever I think of such a person, I can't help but smile happily. Isn't this a kind of happiness? There is a feeling that does not need to be expressed, buried deep in my heart, but I can be deeply moved by myself.

The fingers rubbed the scalp, bringing a numb feeling, leaving a melancholy in my heart. After all, everyone has their own love, and a love naturally has the disaster that a love cannot escape. Perhaps, she does not belong to her, so why bother her again? Just worry about her, just have her in your heart, and bury the love she shouldn't have.

Looking at the open door, my heart was empty and I couldn't let go!

At this time, Chen Haoyu suddenly jumped off the bed, ran out of the ward, and chased Kwon Yuri.

"Why are you running out?" Kwon Yuri walked very slowly, and was startled by Chen Haoyu who suddenly appeared in front of her. Chen Haoyu was really embarrassed at this time, with a little disheveled look and she didn't even wear shoes.

"I...I'll give you a gift!" Chen Haoyu said crampedly, gritting his teeth.

"Why are you sending me like this? Why don't you go back to your room soon?"

Seeing the boy like this, Kwon Yuri's little unhappiness disappeared in an instant. Her gentle smile still had the power to motivate Chen Haoyu's heart.

"Are you... doing a TV series?"
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