Chapter 290 My Love (Part 2)
Chen Haoyu sat beside her, and Li Qingxi gently held a glass of soju and smiled lightly under the candlelight. Her faint smile was still very moving. She took a sip of wine gracefully and put it back on the wine table. Then, her slender fingers gently stroked the pendant hanging on her chest. Seeing such delicate female actions in such a glittering and noisy occasion, Chen Haoyu inexplicably sighed at this simple behavior.
"Yingxi, go home! Sister Boa is very worried about you." Chen Haoyu rubbed his hands at a loss, took out the phone from his pocket to tell Boa about his safety...
"Go home?" Li Qingxi's cheeks were red, she shook her head and said with a hint of coquettishness: "No, I'm very lonely at home alone."
Chen Haoyu had no choice but to call Boa first and told her that she had found Yingxi and told her not to worry anymore, he would send her home.
Just as Chen Haoyu was talking to Boa, Li Yingxi called the waiter and ordered two bottles of soju. She filled two glasses of wine, picked up one glass, then gave the other glass to Chen Haoyu, then raised the glass in his hand and raised it in the air to Chen Haoyu, graceful and elegant.
"Thank you, I'm with me when I'm unhappy..." After Li Yingxi said that, she leaned back her neck and drank all the wine in the glass. Then, she filled herself with another glass, picked up the wine glass and wanted to pour it into her mouth.
"Yingxi, stop drinking, you will get drunk like this." Chen Haoyu said and grabbed her wine glass.
"I just want to be drunk..." Li Yingxi grabbed Chen Haoyu's hand and said relentlessly: "I need to be free!"
In fact, Li Yingxi was already a little drunk at this time.
Chen Haoyu avoided Li Yingxi's hand, held the wine glass and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
"Don't you know?" Li Yingxi blinked, a self-deprecating smile appeared on her face, and she said, "I'm broken..."
"Do you have a boyfriend? Who?" Chen Haoyu asked tentatively.
"A man who made me fall into it unconsciously..." Li Yingxi seemed to be talking to herself. The pendant on her chest shone brightly, reflecting her melancholy at this moment.
Through that strange pink, Chen Haoyu saw her charming face. She was beautiful, but she showed a hint of decadence...
"Why did they break up?" Chen Haoyu asked, looking at Li Xianxi at this moment. He felt very distressed, and at the same time he hated the man who didn't know what he was talking about.
"He is with others!" Li Yingxi replied helplessly.
Chen Haoyu was speechless. He stared at Li Xianxi deeply, not knowing how to comfort this sad girl. She was like duckweed in the water. She was sad and moving. Seeing her beautiful and resentful face, a burst of pain that had not been experiencing for a long time was like a ray of evening breeze that passed by the sea, instantly brushing through Chen Haoyu's heart.
At this time, more and more people were in the bar. Everyone twisted their bodies and raised their wine glasses to relieve worries and happiness. The big screen occupying the entire wall was filled with some MVs. In the red floating and unpredictable heart-shaped patterns, fireworks disappeared into the hollow darkness after blooming their splendor. Then there was a long silence. It was like a heart withered from despair after deeply loving.
Li Xunxi looked at the dark screen, shook her head gently, slowly closed her eyes, and clear tears fell down her cheeks...
Chen Haoyu unfolded a tissue, reached out and gently wiped away the tears from her cheeks, and said, "Since you can't hold it anymore, let go of your hand. Letting go is a kind of open-mindedness and generosity in life. A barely grasping can only break the crystal in your hand and only make yourself suffer. Why bother? The highest level of love is to bless each other if you can't get it. Being able to watch your beloved live happily is a kind of sincere love! Learn to let go, let go of love that does not belong to you, maybe the person who belongs to you is waiting for you in the dim light."
Li Qingxi stroked the pink crystal pendant on her chest and sighed slightly without comment. He still didn't know that he might have let go as soon as possible, but he was so unwilling to accept it. He just watched him gradually moving away and throw himself into the arms of another woman.
The electronic dance music in the bar began to sound deafeningly. Here, men and women under the bright lights and wine were drunk and dreaming. Everything happens here has nothing to do with feelings, but is driven by instinct. It does not require too much words or even too much physical movement. With just one look, you can find the person who can comfort each other in the lonely crowd.
Suddenly, a fierce quarrel sounded in the bar. Chen Haoyu walked over curiously and opened the door of the private room, leaving a gap to observe carefully. At a table not far from the private room, two girls confronted each other tensely, their equally beautiful faces, and their expressions were as angry as they looked a little ferocious. A big boy in his early twenties sat next to them, frowned, with helpless faces all over his face, and shouted loudly: "Are you finished?"
It was probably because the boy's sudden roaring worked, and the two girls calmed down a little. The boy stood up and reached out to pull the two girls to sit down, but no one bought his account. One of the tall and thin girls slapped the boy casually, and the other girl then rushed up and pulled the boy's arm, trying to drag him out the door. The boy touched his face and looked at the two girls beside him suddenly yelled: "It's okay!" As he said that, he grabbed a bottle of beer on the table and slapped him into the head. The wine mixed with blood flowed down from the boy's forehead.
The two girls were stunned. The short girl cried out and ran out of the bar with a cry. The other girl stomped her feet, glanced at the boy and ran out. After the two girls left, the boy walked to the bar expressionlessly and asked for another bottle of wine.
This scene fell into the eyes of the two, and they had their own different feelings. Chen Haoyu felt that the impetuousness and noise here were not suitable for a girl like Li Yingxi. He could no longer indulge her to get drunk here, so he returned to her and grabbed her arm, and said with a hint of command: "Yingxi, let's go home!"
I don’t know why Li Yingxi suddenly burst out with huge power. Not only did Chen Haoyu not pull her up, she instead pulled her back to the sofa in the private room.
"Haoyu, drink with me!" Li Yingxi said, and then reached out to grab the bottle on the table.
"Can't drink anymore, see what you've drunk?" Chen Haoyu stopped her and whispered at the empty wine bottles scattered on the table.
"How long has it been since we met? Can't you satisfy me with such a small request?" Li Xianxi asked resentfully.
Chen Haoyu raised his head and stared at Li Yingxi. Perhaps it was because of the sincerity in her eyes, or perhaps it was her sad posture that made him unable to refuse or refuse, so he had to compromise and said, "Okay, after drinking this drink, we will go home."
"Well, I know you can't drink. Just have a drink with me, and the rest will belong to me." A blurred smile appeared on Li Xianxi's blushing face.
"No, if this happens, I won't drink a single drink. If you do this again, I'll leave!" Chen Haoyu said loudly.
Of course, his so-called departure was just a bluff. Even without Boa's explanation, he would not allow Li Qingxi to stay here alone. But at this moment, Li Qingxi was obviously very sensitive. She suddenly seemed very excited when she heard Chen Haoyu say this, her eyes were wet, and then she burst into tears. She looked at Chen Haoyu, and something very profound appeared in her eyes, and she shouted: "You... why are you treating me like this? Do you really understand me? Do you know what I am looking forward to? When I heard the news that you were with her, do you know how painful I felt in my heart?"
After saying that, Li Qingxi reached out and pulled the necklace off her neck, threw it on Chen Haoyu, and said in tears: "This is the first gift you gave me. I have been wearing it all the time. Maybe it's time to give it back to you!"
Before Chen Haoyu could react, Li Qingxi raised her neck and poured half of the bottle of wine into her mouth.
At this time, Chen Haoyu was really speechless about Li Xianxi's series of questions. It was not until this moment that he truly realized that the person Li Xianxi was talking about was him. On the other hand, Boa's inconsistent attitude also found annotations.
"I'm sorry..." Chen Haoyu said stammering the pink crystal pendant tightly, gritting his teeth.
So, he no longer stopped Li Yingxi, but instead poured wine with her one sip. Although Chen Haoyu didn't like wine, he could reject this relationship on such a desperate night, but he could not suppress this relationship, let alone that girl was the beautiful Wenxi.
Looking at Chen Haoyu who was drinking silently, Li Yingxi reached out and knocked over the wine glass in his hand, smiled sadly, and said, "You did nothing wrong. If you were to say something wrong, it was our common mistake. In fact, I think you and I have already felt something, but we are not willing to admit it, and we are all trying to avoid it.
I don’t know if you can understand my mood, but I think I understand you. In fact, we shouldn’t blame you. We are all selfish when dealing with love, but we don’t have the courage and always worry too much, so we are tolerant, humble, wronged, depressed, and cautious, and always hope that the other party can take that step first. So we created opportunities for her and created such a situation today. Compared to me, she is indeed more suitable for you, she is much braver than me..."
After listening to what Li Yingxi said, Chen Haoyu was speechless for a long time.
When he looked up and looked at her again, Li Yingxi was looking at him with a solemn look, looking at him...
It seemed like I wanted to find something in his eyes.
For the first time, Chen Haoyu found that her eyes were like this, which made him feel ashamed...
What can he say?
Chapter completed!