Chapter 292 What is like
"Hey Yigu, are you crazy?" Han Junnan glanced at Chen Haoyu who was staggering in the waiting hall and hurried over. Fortunately, everyone was resting quietly at the airport late at night, and no one paid too much attention to Chen Haoyu.
Chen Haoyu calmed down and found that Han Junnan was supporting him. He smiled reluctantly and said, "Go to the bathroom, I feel so uncomfortable now."
Han Junnan helped him walk and asked, "I said, what did you do? Why did you look like this?"
"Hehe..." Chen Haoyu suppressed the discomfort and smiled foolishly: "Junnan, I can probably drink half a bottle of soju now!"
"You ran out so anxiously just now just to drink?" Han Junnan asked in confusion. With his understanding of Chen Haoyu, he clearly knew that he was not such an ignorant person.
"Ha... I only realized that alcohol is really a good thing now, no wonder so many people like it." After entering the bathroom, Chen Haoyu lay on the bathroom and said incoherently.
"What happened?" Han Junnan patted Chen Haoyu's back and asked with concern.
"Disgusting..." Chen Haoyu retching a few times, with an abnormal blush on his cheeks, and he gasped and said, "I don't know what happened, I feel unhappy anyway..."
Chen Haoyu's lonely appearance was very lazy and spoke coldly, with inexplicably a hint of displeasure, and the sadness was even more unpredictable.
"Haoyu, this is not like you!" Han Junnan sighed and said, "You are a genius in everyone's eyes!"
"Okay, what a genius is not a genius? I am just a bastard, a bastard who makes everyone's life a mess." Chen Haoyu raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror, and said gritting his teeth.
"Don't say yourself so badly. In this life, many things are not something we can control." Han Junnan wiped the stains on Chen Haoyu with a tissue, reached out to make corrections on his collar, and continued: "Actually, sometimes I really envy you. Look at you handsome and upright. Just such an ordinary shirt is dressed elegantly by you, exuding a sense of elegance and lightness."
"Haha..." Chen Haoyu laughed loudly, with sadness and loneliness in his laughter.
After tossing in the bathroom for more than ten minutes, Han Junnan saw that he stopped vomiting, so he asked, "Do you feel better?"
Chen Haoyu nodded and asked, "Have you signed the ticket? When will we board the plane?"
Han Junnan looked at the watch and replied: "I don't know how long you will leave, so I chose the latest flight, but I can catch up with the daytime shooting. Now there is still an hour before boarding."
"Okay, let's go out and wait!" Chen Haoyu said and turned around and went out. However, Han Junnan grabbed him and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Let's talk!" Han Junnan smiled at Chen Haoyu and said.
"Here?" Chen Haoyu felt a little more awake than before. He looked at Han Junnan with a serious look on his face and nodded and asked, "What do you want to talk about?"
"I don't know what happened to you in the past few hours. It probably has something to do with feelings, right?" Han Junnan asked carefully.
Chen Haoyu was not sure or deny, and he just stared at Han Junnan in a daze.
Seeing that he did not react violently, Han Junnan said again: "I am not qualified to interfere in your emotional affairs. Sasaki is indeed very beautiful. I can understand that you like her. However, I think you should be more cautious when facing feelings. It's not that she is not good, but that you should recognize what you want..."
Chen Haoyu was silent for a moment and asked, "Am I not cautious enough?"
"You need to judge this yourself." Han Junnan did not directly judge his behavior. He looked at Chen Haoyu and suddenly said, "I don't know what it means to you to like, but have you ever liked a girl like this?"
"What's the meaning……"
"The first time I met her was in the corridor of the school." Han Junnan interrupted Chen Haoyu. He fell into his own memories. After a while, he continued: "Maybe this is the so-called fate. When I saw her, I realized that I fell in love with her. I don't know why I liked her so much. I still remember how she looked in the school uniform that day, with long hair and a cute hairpin on her head." As he said that, Han Junnan gestured in front of Chen Haoyu, as if he was about to reproduce the scene he had in the past.
Feelings are the most unreasonable thing in the world. As Chen Haoyu, who knows Han Junnan's best, he knows who the girl he described is. Perhaps just like him, that shadow has always been in his heart and never forgotten for a moment.
"She looks cute when walking, jumping like a little boy. Anyway, I was completely stunned at that time, but I accidentally bumped into her. There was a faint fragrance on her body, but it was not the cheesy perfume smell, which smelled very nice. Her body was also soft, and she was not angry when I hit her. Before I could apologize, she smiled and said sorry to me. That smile was really good.
You also know that I have always talked a lot, but at that time I was really at a loss and didn't know what to say to her. My face was flushed and I held it in a long time before responding to her, "It's okay." At that time, I was so stupid as if I was like a pig. Maybe you don't know that I was known for being good at speaking and being eloquent in middle school, but when I stood in front of her that day, I didn't know what happened to me. Looking at her smiling face, I became a fool and a mute...
Later, when I saw her again in the classroom, I realized that she was my classmate and knew her name - Yoona. The name Yoona sounded very nice. What made me most happy was that she sat next to me, with only an empty seat and an aisle between us. At that time, I really felt so happy. I could see her side face and her long soft hair when I turned my head. But you also know that she didn't come to school often. During that time, my world was full of her figure. Whether it was day or night, or even in my dreams, I liked how I thought about her like this, and like this kind of love that penetrated my bones.
Occasionally, when I see her at school, I will say hello to her. Although I am not a friend yet, even such simple greetings often make me happy. I cherish her time at school very much, even if her eyes have never stopped on me, I still cherish it very much. Through the desk, through the air and sunshine, I enjoy every minute and every second with her.
After a while, you transferred to school. Maybe we were both very compatible with each other and became friends without realizing it. I knew I was not good-looking, so I tried my best to persuade you to get close to her, hoping that you would make me and her friends. Later, we did become friends, but I could feel that she did not treat me as much as I did to her, but instead treated you a little differently.
Maybe you don’t know that when I discovered this, I had been jealous of you and even hated you a little. But when I got to know you more and more, this jealousy disappeared. Especially after the incident in the park, I felt that you were actually a better choice for her than me. Since I like her so much, why not let her have a better choice and make her happier? So, I hope you can be together in the open and secret, and even made some small moves self-righteously."
"Haoyu, have you ever liked a girl like me?" Han Junnan said, then turned around and stared at Chen Haoyu, and asked him the same question again.
"..." Chen Haoyu opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he felt that there was nothing to say.
There are many girls around him, who are smart, gentle, kind, hardworking and persistent, and have many shining places in them, no matter which one is impeccable. But if you really want to do this, Han Junnan and take their happiness as happiness, he will not be able to give an answer to such an unreserved liking.
Han Junnan reached out and patted Chen Haoyu on the shoulder and smiled, "This is what I like. Maybe you think it's stupid to do this, but I really think that's how I think it's like. But don't think too much. I don't want you to be like me, I just hope you think about it carefully and what it means to like!"
The city was very quiet under the night sky. A girl hid in the quilt and quietly took out her cell phone to look at the familiar number. She looked at it for a long time, but in the end she still couldn't press the dial button. She turned over, thought about it and typed a long string of words on her cell phone, but in the end she sighed slightly and put down her cell phone.
Maybe I am used to being with him, maybe I have suppressed my love mood for too long, and sometimes I really want to say it out. When I see him, my mood will be beautiful. If I can't see him, I will secretly guess what he has been busy with these days, is he okay? Is his work still going well? Will he forget her so much, and will he suddenly disappear into the crowd?
However, you can't ask anything and say nothing. Once you say it, you are wrong. Once the paper is broken, you will lose the tacit understanding of the past. You don't want to put pressure and burden on him, you just want to be with him happily, you just want to be happy and laughter in the years you accompany you. You just want to communicate sincerely with him like a close friend, care for each other and love. There is no need to get close, distance is also a kind of beauty, just like some feelings, don't be too straightforward, just let it be hazy in the distant gaze, and be beautiful in each other's blessings.
Like means not saying love, this is her choice. Because liking is just her own business and will not affect others, and it will not cause a heavy burden to him or anyone else. It is a special feeling, a feeling of ease.
Like is like a kind of elegant family affection and a kind of mellow friendship, which is also wrapped in the family affection and friendship. To be continued...
Chapter completed!