Seeing the change in the expression on the old man's face, the man knew that he had made the old man worry again.

but……

He is an adult.

He knows what he's doing.

He will take responsibility for his actions.

In the short term, he doesn't want to change.

He couldn't find a reason to change.

He couldn't convince himself.

His emotions need an outlet.

otherwise……

He will be depressed to the point of going crazy.

…

This is his choice.

However, he didn't want the kind old man in front of him to worry too much about him.

He changed the subject.

"Aunt Zhang, why am I here?"

"I……"

The man's eyebrows were carved with deep creases.

He drank a lot of wine.

But in fact, his brain is still awake.

His drinking capacity can be considered to have been developed by himself.

He remembered... going to the front desk to pay... and then leaving the restaurant...

He performed very well.

He doesn't look like a drunk person at all.

…

"……It's raining……"

The man murmured.

He remembered...

As he walked out of the restaurant, raindrops fell on his face.

Very cold.

But his face was very hot.

His brain was like a ball of mush.

…

"Yes, it started to rain in the morning."

The old lady nodded.

"Did you go out without an umbrella?"

…

The man shook his head.

Hiss~

He covered his head with his hands.

His brain is very fragile now.

Can't stand any stimulation.

"...I found out it was raining when I went out..."

"It's not raining heavily."

"I'm too lazy to go back and get an umbrella."

He went directly to the restaurant in the rain.

When he came out, he noticed that the rain had not stopped, but he didn't care.

Just like that, we walked straight into the rain.

…

"Why aren't you too lazy to go out for a drink?"

The old lady looked disapproving.

"We all know it's raining, but I don't want to walk even a few steps."

"If you catch a cold later."

"It's not you who is sad..."

…..

The man smiled bitterly.

He knew that the old man cared about him.

But for him who was in a bad state at this time, the old man's continuous words were really like machine gun bullets shooting at him.

He felt like his head hurt a little more.

"Aunt Zhang."

The man twitched his lips.

interrupted the old man.

"You haven't told me yet, why am I here?"

…

"..."

His long speech was interrupted, and the old man was stunned for a moment.

Immediately, the old man glared at the man angrily.

"Don't you have any impression of yourself?"

…

The man took a deep breath.

His fingers pressed his temples harder and harder.

he……

I remember walking into the rain.

He should be going home.

He takes the road less traveled by.

His condition is very strange.

There is a contradictory feeling of being drunk and awake at the same time.

He felt like his feet were floating when he walked.

It's also soft underfoot.

His complexion was very plain.

With his customary solemnity.

It was impossible to tell that he was actually quite drunk at this time.

…

"ah……"

The man thought about the attempted car accident.

He fell to the ground.

It's actually quite painful.

But at that time, all my senses were eroded by alcohol.
To be continued...