The young scholar's appetite has been reduced until he had increased his appetite.

No.

Even less.

After all, the black monster does not appear for a day, and the young scholar feels that his heart cannot be completely settled all day long.

The inability to settle down affects the young scholar's appetite.

The young scholar ate less than he was at the beginning.

...

This is not good.

The young scholar knows.

As the brother and sister-in-law completely let him go, as time passed, the young scholar gradually felt uneasy.

He is very impetuous now.

I can't calm down.

How long has he been...

I haven't read books seriously...

...

The black monster has not appeared.

The young scholars' reading has not made any progress.

It seemed that he was still staying in the capital.

In fact, a long time has passed.

...

The young scholar who realized this became increasingly impatient.

He was even a little angry that his brother really didn't care about him anymore.

Say nothing to him.

My sister-in-law just put down the lunch box and left.

The young scholar suddenly felt a little lonely in his heart.

...

This is a feeling he has never had before.

Even though my parents left him too early.

But he has an older brother.

Their brothers depend on each other for life.

He never felt lonely.

My brother has a wife.

My sister-in-law is also very nice to him.

Originally, the somewhat deserted home had a smell of fireworks because of the departure of my parents.

He studied so hard not only to strive for a future for himself, but also to enable his brother and sister-in-law to live a better life.

...

He failed.

Are the brother and sister-in-law disappointed in him?

The young scholar was stunned.

He is more than half a beat slower...

It took him so long to realize this problem.

His heart felt uncomfortable in an instant.

He didn't want to disappoint his brother and sister-in-law.

They trust him so much and support him...

For him to explain and even argue with others...

...

The young scholar suddenly stood up.

After a while, he sat down slowly again.

He looked at the books that were tall on the desk.

It feels both familiar and unfamiliar.

...

The young scholar feels like he is enlightened.

This statement may be inaccurate.

He wanted to describe the feeling of his brain buzzing and then it was heard.

he……

It was really affected too much by the black monster.

Even if it is gone...

It still had such a profound influence on him.

...

The young scholar stretched out his hand and gently rubbed his fingers on the book.

He thought of what his brother said to him that day...

just in case…….

He also failed the exam next year...

Who can he... blame?

...

The young scholar was almost shocked.

He has never realized so clearly...

He wasted a lot of time waiting for no results.

...

He could not control the appearance of the black monster.

He couldn't make any effort.

but……

The only thing that comes from reading is his hard work.

This is something he can do.

...

Why didn't he do what he could do...

And have to waste time and energy on uncontrollable things?

Aren't you losing money?

Is he a fool?

...

The young scholar reached out to cover his face.

His whole body was trembling slightly.

That was a vague fear.

What did that black monster do to him?

Why did it have such a big impact on him?

He was obviously so eager to prove himself through reading...

I am so proud of my talent and talent...

He obviously never thought of using other powers to help him achieve his goals before the black monster appeared.
To be continued...