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"You said you wanted to marry me. Over the years, I have been waiting for you. I attended the Hundred Flowers Banquet because I wanted to get the emperor to give you and me. If we are together openly, we don't have to be suspicious of others. But what about you, because I have not responded for a long time and marry another woman? Are you gentle and considerate to other women, where are you? "
Xu Zhilan's words and sentences were full of accusations, and his eyes were slightly wet due to excitement. Under the reflection of the lanterns in the corridor, his eyes looked particularly crystal clear.
"What's the use of saying this now?" The man was indifferent to her accusations.
"What's the use?" Hearing his indifferent tone, Xu Zhilan felt a hole in his heart. The cold air in his heart suddenly leaked out, empty, and in the end there was no air left. She knew that if she didn't say anything, she would really not be able to save this man.
"I don't want you to marry another woman, don't you feel it? Lin Chenyao, when do you want to have a cold war with me?"
She was willing to lower her posture and only wanted a warm gaze from the man. However, Lin Chenyao's gaze fell on her face, with a little scrutiny, then curled her thin lips and a cold voice, "You are just coming out to object now, is it too late? Cold war? Do you think our relationship is suitable for these two words?"
Xu Zhilan looked up at him incredibly. The man's facial features were so handsome that people could not ignore it. The restrained, calm and relaxed spirits in the edges and corners were what she loved the most. Now she realized that everything she had pursued before could not resist the man's cold eyes.
"Are you blaming me?" She cried and said, "Are I wrong? Let's not fight, I don't care about anything. Even if I violate the family rules, I will be with you."
Lin Chenyao looked at her with a deep look, raised his hand and slapped his face impatiently, his voice overflowing from his lips and teeth, as cold as ever, "Yinghua, you have to think clearly about this."
Did he think he was just talking casually? Before coming, she had thought deeply that he had not loved himself so much that he had loved Fu Yinghua in his previous life. If she abandoned him now, he would definitely marry Chu Xinyu and fall in love with her. Before everything could happen, she would have to stabilize him. If both must be chosen by her, she would have chosen him.
He can also give himself wealth and honor, but Mother Yi must give up a lot of things, including his love. Therefore, after repeated measurements, she couldn't bear to give up him.
Xu Zhilan looked at him and said firmly: "I have already thought clearly. I want to be with you!"
Together.
Perhaps she could tell him unswervingly before the Hundred Flowers Feast, or everything was different, but what does it mean to say these three words now?
The man closed his eyes slightly, and when he opened them again, his black eyes were as deep as a long night alley, leading to the direction where Xu Zhilan could not see the bottom.
Lin Chenyao took a deep breath and said in a cold voice: "Do you know what it means to say this?"
Xu Zhilan was slightly stunned. What does it mean?
He and Chu Xinyu were given a marriage by the emperor. In front of everyone, he promised the emperor that even if they were repeatedly challenged and made things difficult for everyone, Chu Xinyu would still win the best award. Their marriage was well known. If he was with him, it meant that they were resisting the order. He was a famous war god in the Xu Dynasty. If he resisted the order, then his reputation would be ruined.
But she was unwilling to give up!
She had already planned not to give up on him anymore. Between Mo Yi Tianxia and being with him, she had already poured out and chose him. How could she give up like this?
Thinking of this, Xu Zhilan said with red eyes: "I know that it's too late to say that everything is going to be, but I have you in my heart. I always remember your promise to me. You said that you will marry me after finding "Mid-Autumn Night". This jade pendant is our love token and I have always worn it."
She had always pressed these things into her heart, but now she was forced by his indifference. She poured them out in one go, and found that it was an unprecedented pleasure.
After saying that, she took out a jade pendant from the collar and raised it. Chu Xinyu in the distance couldn't see what the jade pendant looked like, but when she heard Xu Zhilan's words, her heart felt like she was cut open by a knife.
This jade pendant was given to Lin Chenyao by her, and Lin Chenyao gave it to her. At that time, she half-jokingly said whether they were considered to be the token of love between each other. Lin Chenyao blushed and did not answer. Although she didn't care at that time, she kept wearing it on her body, she had already agreed that it was their token of love.
Later, Xu Zhilan came to her house and saw that her jade pendant always kept leaving her, and she seemed to ask about it unintentionally. At that time, she lowered her guard against her and divided her into trusted relatives. She told her this as a joke. Unexpectedly, Xu Zhilan had planned everything at that time.
When she was stabbed by her, she pulled the jade pendant off her neck. At that time, the jade pendant was still stained with her blood. She saw Xu Zhilan wiping carefully. At that time, she didn't understand why Xu Zhilan cared about a jade pendant. Now she finally understood.
Xu Zhilan likes Lin Chenyao. Seeing her look at Lin Chenyao so eagerly, it doesn’t look like she is acting. Maybe she really falls in love with him, but she is greedy and strong, and wants to replace herself in her previous life and be the most noble woman in the world.
Chu Xinyu sneered in his heart, all of which are long and short, not to mention that two people with similar appearances but completely different personalities. Even if they have the same identity and imitate, once some behaviors and thoughts have similarities, the direction of their destiny will be different.
Xu Zhilan, so what if you are reborn? So what if you take my identity? You are not the master of all things. In the end, I will make you regret everything you have done!
Chu Xinyu knew that she was distracted. When she came back to her senses, she didn't know what Lin Chenyao and Xu Zhilan said, but she heard her excitedly: "You keep your promise to her, what about me? You said you would marry me. Isn't this a promise?"
Xu Zhilan didn't expect that she was so pitiful that Lin Chenyao could still calm down. Could it be that he really had to kneel down and beg him so that he could change his mind?
But if you do this yourself, you will be afraid that he will look down on him even more.
Lin Chenyao's eyes were still moving when he heard this, and it was as dark as an abyss. When he pulled his thin lips, he said coldly: "You refused, didn't you?"
"I refuse? How could I refuse?! I just asked you to wait until I am eighteen years old, but what did you repay me?"
Compared to Xu Zhilan's hysteria, Lin Chenyao was still so slow that it was crazy. He lowered his eyes and looked at the shadows of the two on the ground, and said in a light voice: "What did I say to you that day at Longhua Temple?"
Longhua Temple? Xu Zhilan instantly recalled what happened that day. That day he seemed to say: I will find you painting, but tomorrow you must give me an answer.
On the day of Baihua Banquet, she asked him to come out and told him not to consider getting married for the time being. After the murderer who killed his parents was arrested, she would consider the major marriage. In fact, she said this that day just an excuse for delay, but she did not expect him to take it seriously.
Lin Chenyao looked at her, with a deep but calm expression on his face, saying word by word: "I promised to marry you, but you refused, and I didn't promise you, and I will wait for you forever."
Just as the manic and ostentatious emotions were instantly strangled, Xu Zhilan felt a short loss of breath.
Yes, he hadn't told her that he would wait for himself.
At this moment, she was sadly discovering that she could no longer understand the noble and indifferent man in front of her.
Xu Zhilan smiled, but the smile on her face was very far-fetched. Anyone who saw it would feel sad and distressed, "Lin Chenyao, you have changed."
He was not like this before, and he never talked to her so coldly. Today, he was like a cold god possessed her, and he was not warm at all when facing her. No, he was like this to a strange girl because he refused his proposal and now he returned to the position of a stranger.
Could it be that the relationship between him and Fu Yinghuan when he was a child was gone like this? Can he let it go?
"I haven't changed." The man looked at her quietly, "It's you who have never really known me."
Xu Zhilan suddenly laughed and couldn't stop laughing. Ruoxia felt the smile of her girl was very sad, and she couldn't help but glared at Lin Chenyao resentfully. She had never seen a girl who had ever begged so lowly, but for the sake of the Marquis of Peking, she even abandoned her upbringing and came to see him secretly. But how could he say such heartless words?
"Lin Chenyao, are you telling me that I used to be alone and self-indulgent?" Xu Zhilan chuckled.
"I will never forget the time we spent together when we were young." Lin Chenyao said: "I once said something that I would protect you will not change. If you need help, it is within my ability. I will do my best to do it, but there is only one thing, I can't marry you, I'm sorry."
The last few shaking Xu Zhilan really shocked. She seemed to be struck by lightning, looking at him in dismay, not knowing whether she understood it or not.
She thought that her rebirth had taken the lead, and that he would love himself to the core, and no matter how he treated him, he would continue to protect himself.
But when did she feel ashamed to be unable to control him?
Or was it that when she changed his fate two years ago, he was out of control?
According to his fate in his previous life, after defeating the rebel Cheng Zeli, he mistakenly entered the Jurchens's smoke soul formation and disappeared for two years. No one knew where he went in those two years. Even after returning, he still didn't mention it. Until Fu Yinghua got married with the King of Jin, he kept silently guarding him. Although a girl next to him later appeared, he heard that the girl met in the two years after he disappeared. He gave the girl infinite favor, but did not give her a title.
As for what happened later, she was not sure. Because she was dead, she opened her eyes and returned to when she was seven years old, when the plague was in trouble in her hometown.
Is this her retribution for changing his destiny?
She shouldn't have changed his life without authorization, and told him to return to the court immediately after defeating the rebels, not to hit the Jurchens, and returned to Jincheng two years in advance, so that he and Chu Xinyu had an intersection.
sorry.
No one knows how big and cruel these three words will hit her!
She admired him in her previous life, and started again. She fell in love with him. She thought she had taken a wrong step. When she turned around, he was still in the same place, but found that she had never really understood him. She was too confident.
Xu Zhilan pinched her palm and finally put away her sad face, regaining her gentle and calm face that could not be seen in any emotion.
After a long time, she smiled and said, "That's it, I understand."
After saying that, he turned around and walked back.
Ruoxia glared at Lin Chenyao viciously, then hurriedly chased after him with a lantern, "Girl, are you okay?"
Xu Zhilan didn't make a sound, her steps were a little hurry, and she even stepped on the hem of her skirt and fell down.
After walking a little further, Ruoxia said, "Miss, are you forgetting this way?"
Forget it? Of course not!
Xu Zhilan stopped suddenly, clenched his fists in his sleeves, and turned around to look at the end of the corridor. His eyes were fierce. She couldn't get this man, but Chu Xinyu couldn't imagine it!
Chu Xinyu stared at the direction where Xu Zhilan left with a faint eyes. She didn't expect Xu Zhilan would leave like this. This is not her personality. She has been thinking about it for so long, how could she give up so easily?
What's more, she has given up the King of Jin and turned around to fight for Lin Chenyao's love. I guess there is a way to go.
At this moment, a low magnetic sound sounded, and it was obviously particularly beautiful in the quiet night.
"I have heard it for so long, but I haven't come out yet."
Are you talking about her?
Chu Xinyu withdrew his gaze and looked at the source of the sound. He saw Lin Chenyao standing in place, but facing his side. The light behind him hit him, making his originally tall body look taller and taller. He looked at him from afar, his eyes were dark in line with the night color.
When he discovered it, Chu Xinyu stopped hiding, stepped out and smiled and said, "You know I'm here, so you talked to her so coldly?"
Lin Chenyao looked at the slender figure walking towards him and said indifferently: "No."
Chu Xinyu walked one step away from him, looked up at him, and said in a slightly coquettish tone: "But you have been talking to her for too long, and my feet are a little numb when standing." When she spoke, she turned sideways slightly, pounded her calves lightly, and made a numb movement.
"Who told you to stand? Wouldn't you sit down?" Lin Chenyao said, pulling her into the room, letting her sit on a chair, then sitting next to her, lifting her legs and putting them on her knees, and gently pinching her.
Lin Chenyao himself did not realize that when he did all these actions, he was very natural and without any awkward, as if he often helped her do this when they were together.
Chu Xinyu was also surprised. His heart string seemed to be touched by something. He looked at his movements and said, "I have to stand even if my legs are numb because I want to see if you have done too much to her, such as helping her wipe her tears, hug her, etc."
Lin Chenyao raised his eyes and glanced at her and asked lightly: "Did you see it?"
Chu Xinyu grinned and said, "Fortunately you didn't, otherwise, I wouldn't let you go."
Lin Chenyao looked at her with his hands pinched her legs and raised his eyebrows slightly, as if her words pleased him, and the corners of his lips raised lightly, "If there is really, what do you want to do not let me go?"
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