"In a room in the hotel, I opened the door and saw a scene that looked very similar to when I was five years old. However, this time it was more impactful than the last time. In fact, I was a little scared of my condition at that time, as if the whole world had nothing to do with me, and I just wanted to kill him.

But later I didn't really beat him to death, but I wasn't far from death, and then I remembered all my memories."

"So you retired because of this?"

Ye Weiyin nodded, "Well, at that time I was completely collapsed and I had no way to continue staying in the army, so I retired."

"I was really desperate when I came back. Every day, as soon as I closed my eyes, all kinds of memories appeared in my mind alternately. It was really uncomfortable. I often wonder, if I could go back earlier, would the little bean sprouts be fine? If I could be more decisive when I was 23 years old, would that girl not be hurt?"

"I also... I thought about suicide. I think there are not many more people in this world. My dad was the one who abandoned me, and my mom also had her own home. I had nothing to nostalgic for. It's okay if I die, I can't remember anything."

Ye Weiyin was very calm when she said this, but Lu Chuheng was very scared, and even his arm holding Ye Weiyin was exerting force unconsciously.

"Yinyin..."

Ye Weiyin touched Lu Chuheng's head, then smiled and said, "You don't have to be so nervous. Didn't I commit suicide in the end? What a pity I'm so smart and died alone."

After calming Lu Chuheng's emotions, Ye Weiyin adjusted her thoughts and continued to speak, "Later, I met Mo Yao. I think he is a very strange person. When he talks to you, you will always make you say everything unconsciously."

"I received psychological treatment for a long time with him. My condition improved a lot, but I couldn't accept excessive intimacy between the opposite sex. Later, I met you, and then I was surprised to find that I could accept your approach. After talking to Mo Yao, he suggested that I contact you more, saying that it would be good for my condition, and you will know everything later."

"So you haven't rejected me very hard because it's good for your condition?"

"Yeah, I can say that."

"So you pulled me to bed so anxiously later because you wondered if the world could accept going further with me?"

Ye Weiyin nodded hesitantly.

It is actually nothing wrong to say this, but why is it so wrong to say it from Lu Chuheng?

"So you are with me not because you like me..."

The more Lu Chuheng spoke, the lower his tone, the lower his mood became.

Originally, he thought that Ye Weiyin would be with him because Ye Weiyin liked him a little bit, so in fact, was he thinking too much?

Seeing that Ye Weiyin looked aggrieved, she suddenly felt that she was a person who deceived Lu Chuheng's feelings and lied to Lu Chuheng's body...

Ye Weiyin quickly threw away the strange thoughts in her mind and reached out to pinch Lu Chuheng without any politeness.

"What are you saying? You are so unconfident in yourself?"

"No, I've been gone since I met you."

Lu Chuheng's answer was very straightforward, and it was completely subconsciously answered.

Ye Weiyin was about to be angry with him and laughed. What's going on with this man?

I usually look arrogant and want to go to heaven, but now I don’t even have this confidence?

"Do you know, you are like redemption to me. Without you, I might be alone, and I might be like this in my life."

Ye Weiyin was actually her limit to being able to say this, but Lu Chuheng still looked ignoring her.

Ye Weiyin pressed her temple, then thought for a while before speaking.

"I'll tell you this. I was with you before because of what Mo Yao said, but then now, I promised to be with you because of this, because of this..."

Ye Weiyin took Lu Chuheng's hand and put it in his heart, "Did you feel it? It told me that I was very happy when I was with you, so I really wanted to be with you."

"Really?"

Lu Chuheng asked uncertainly.

Ye Weiyin nodded seriously without any impatientness, "Really."

She herself is a person who lacks a sense of security, so she can understand Lu Chuheng's current feelings and knows how to comfort him.

But as soon as Lu Chuheng opened his mouth, Ye Weiyin was crazy, "I don't believe it."

Ye Weiyin felt that her head was about to stand up. When did she have such a hard time explaining things to others?!

Very tired, okay?

Ye Weiyin simply stopped talking and looked straight at Lu Chuheng. The two of them looked at each other for a while. Ye Weiyin stretched out one hand and pulled Lu Chuheng's collar, pulled him towards him, and then pointed it hard and kissed Lu Chuheng's lips.

Ye Weiyin really integrated her crazy emotions into this kiss, which was even more fierce than Lu Chuheng kissed her before.

So much so that when Ye Weiyin let go of Lu Chuheng, she was panting, and Lu Chuheng's lips were swollen, as if they were wearing lip gloss.

Ye Weiyin couldn't believe that this was her masterpiece after reading it.

She was really led by Lu Chuheng and became more and more relaxed...

"Have you written this time?!"

Ye Weiyin calmed down for a while and asked loudly.

Lu Chuheng was probably also scared by Ye Weiyin's sudden and fierce kiss. After all, Ye Weiyin has never been so proactive.

Lu Chuheng didn't say anything, but slowly approached Ye Weiyin. The distance between the two was getting smaller and smaller, and when they were about to stick Ye Weiyin's lips, Lu Chuheng seemed to sigh, so small that Ye Weiyin even doubted whether he was hallucinating.

"letter……"

However, Ye Weiyin had no time to think about Lu Chuheng or not, because Lu Chuheng had already lost control and kissed him.

Ye Weiyin was a little scared and couldn't help but want to hide back, but Lu Chuheng had already put her waist behind her at some point. She stepped back a little and was brought back vigorously by Lu Chuheng.
Chapter completed!