Chapter 25 Nightmare.
Facts have proved that people are more likely to fall into depression when they are hungry.
Lu Chuheng stuffed the chopsticks into Ye Weiyin's hand and said, "Do you need me to feed you?"
Ye Weiyin didn't answer, but just held the chopsticks and picked up the noodles.
After Ye Weiyin took the first bite of noodles, she thought it was quite delicious.
The warm and delicious hot noodle soup couldn't help but warm Ye Weiyin's stomach and also warmed her heart.
Lu Chuheng sat opposite Ye Weiyin and looked at her.
Seeing that she finally moved her chopsticks, she gradually breathed a sigh of relief, and then spoke tentatively, "What happened to you... I can tell me that if you keep something in your heart for too long, people will collapse."
Ye Weiyin paused the movements on her hands, looked up at Lu Chuheng, pursed her lips, and said nothing.
Lu Chuheng was not discouraged. He had time to understand slowly. One day she would open her heart to herself and tell him her story.
After seeing the bowl of noodles, Ye Weiyin felt as if she had come back to life and her mood was not as depressed as before.
But after eating, I get sleepy.
When Ye Weiyin encounters all things that she doesn’t know what to do or is unable to make up for, the first thing she does must be to have a nap!
After waking up, I probably know what to do.
Ye Weiyin got up and walked towards her room. Halfway through, she turned around and said to Lu Chuheng, "Thank you."
Then he went back to his room, covered himself with a blanket, and closed his eyes.
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In the early morning, Ye Weiyin slept more and more uneasy, and she was dreaming.
In the dream, she seemed to be like an outsider, looking at her when she was a child.
She was only five years old at that time, and it was the innocent and carefree childhood of a child, but she completely ended her childhood when she was five years old.
The picture in my mind changed, and Ye Weiyin saw the deep alley again.
When she came home from school that day, she passed by this alley with her mother and heard someone shouting for help inside, like the sound of her sister Xiao Douya, who was three years older than her, who was handed over here. She trotted to the entrance of the alley and saw two men watching one next to her, while the other was lying on Xiao Douya. Xiao Douya cried and struggled violently, and her clothes were all messy around, but the two men had no intention of stopping.
Xiao Weiyin cried in fear and shouted loudly, "Ah!"
Xu Man rushed over and saw this scene and shouted inside: I have called the police, the police will arrive soon!
The two men inside were panicked and ran away before they had time to put on their clothes.
Xiao Weiyin ran to Xiao Douya and cried and asked, "Xiao Douya, what's wrong with you? Woooooo, mom, come and see, Xiao Douya has shed a lot of blood."
Ye Weiyin's tender cry pierced the little bean sperm's ears. She opened her eyes weakly and stretched out her hand that was grinding blood due to the violent struggle and patted Ye Weiyin's face weakly, "Weiyin, thank you."
At that time, Ye Weiyin didn't know the emotions in Xiao Douya's eyes, which were called despair.
Xu Man took Ye Weiyin to the hospital and informed her mother to come, and then took Ye Weiyin back home.
"Mom, will Sister Xiao Douya be fine, right?"
“Yes.”
That night, Ye Weiyin had a nightmare and dreamed of Xiao Douya's crying in the alley, the two men's obscene laughter, the eyes of Xiao Douya's last look at her, and various scenes were circulating in her dream.
Although I don’t know if the birth happened, Ye Weiyin knew that the little bean sprouts must be very painful.
Until later, she saw Xiao Douya's mother crying heartbrokenly, wearing white clothes, calling Xiao Douya's name at the top of her lungs. She knew that Xiao Douya would not come back, and she almost fainted when she saw Xiao Douya's mother crying. She knew something vaguely. When she got home, she had a high fever. After waking up, Ye Weiyin completely sealed this bad experience in her memory.
Yes, she forgot.
The picture changed, and this time Ye Weiyin saw a hotel.
She remembers this room.
This is the last time she performed her mission, and the last time she wore a military uniform.
Ye Weiyin looked at herself wearing military uniform and kicked open the door and came in.
Ye Weiyin shouted desperately in her dream, "Don't go in, don't go in! Please! Don't......"
Because now Ye Weiyin knows that she will regret pushing open the door inside, she will lose all the things she is proud of and awaken the dirty memories she once closed.
But in the dream, she shouted hysterically and did not stop her from walking.
She looked at herself in despair and pushed open the door.
Then... the picture disappeared.
Because Ye Weiyin felt the warmth, she was like a person walking alone in the cold winter and finally saw the sunshine. She tried her best to hug him and tried hard to get close to him.
Because getting close to him would make her feel at ease.
Lu Chuheng was afraid of what would happen to Ye Weiyin at night, so he kept sitting in the living room with his computer on processing files.
He felt something was wrong in the early morning, and there seemed to be a sound in Ye Weiyin's room.
Lu Chuheng walked to Ye Weiyin's bedroom door with concern. Ye Weiyin just closed the door, but it was not locked, so Lu Chuheng easily pushed open the door.
When I walked to the big bed, I saw Ye Weiyin looking in pain, her pale face was covered with cold sweat, and she was still shouting in a daze, "Don't go in, don't go in! Please! Don't......"
Lu Chuheng looked at her worriedly, reached out and patted her face, "Ye Weiyin, wake up, wake up."
Feeling his touch. Ye Weiyin tightly held his hand as if she had grabbed the life-saving straw.
"Don't go in! Don't! Please......"
"Okay, if you don't go in, if you don't go in, we won't go there."
Lu Chuheng quickly comforted him softly, and Ye Weiyin also listened to his voice gradually calming down, but her body was still trembling.
Lu Chuheng was wearing his clothes and lay down on his side, holding her sideways. Ye Weiyin felt his presence and tried hard to shrink herself into a ball and squeeze into his arms.
It was not until the two of them had no gap between them that they stopped moving.
Lu Chuheng allowed her movements. When she calmed down, he hugged her tightly, patted her lightly on her back, coaxing her gently and patiently.
Although Lu Chuheng had never been in a relationship before, under the influence of his parents who feed him dog food at all times and when he met Ye Weiyin, he had an instinctive reaction, and he was extremely easy to do these things.
Chapter completed!