God knows how scared he was when he saw Qin Youning knowing that he was pregnant.

Fear she doesn't want this child.

What I was even more afraid of was that she didn't want his children.

But now Ouyang Linrui is no longer afraid. His baby doesn’t love him, so how could he not want his children?

But... she seemed to have no preparation to be a mother at all.

In fact, the arrival of this child was not as expected by him, but he couldn't help but feel moved when he thought of a soft little life with his and Qin Youning's blood flowing in a few months.

He was also worried about whether Qin Youning would not want to have children, because Qin Youning had said before that he was afraid of pain, so he didn't want children, but now it seems that fear of pain is not the main reason.

But...why...is it?

Ouyang Linrui reached out and touched Qin Youning's head, quietly waited for her to sleep more peacefully before carefully taking out her cell phone.

Qin Youning's physical condition is not suitable for Qin Hai to know what happened, so even if he has questions, he cannot directly ask Qin Hai, so there is only one person left, which is Ye Weiyin.

Because Ouyang Linrui was held by Qin Youning in one hand, he could only use one hand to make a message, and he was very slow and had to be careful. After finally getting the message out, Ye Weiyin called directly.

Fortunately, Ouyang Linrui's mobile phone was silent, otherwise Qin Youning, who had finally had a more stable sleep, would definitely be awakened again.

Ouyang Linrui did not answer the phone, but hung up the phone and continued the message.

Ouyang Linrui looked at the passage of Qin Youning, and felt sad. Yes, she clearly likes children, otherwise how could she have the patience to teach children to play the piano?

In fact, he had guessed that Qin Youning probably didn't want to have children.

Then...what should their child do?

Did it really just let it go like this? It didn't have time to see the world.

Ouyang Linrui looked at Qin Youning silently for a long time, and after a while, he replied to Qin Youning.

After the last message came out, Ouyang Linrui silently put his phone aside and quietly looked at Qin Youning sleeping soundly.

What Ye Weiyin said just now is not unreasonable. Ye Weiyin rarely mentions her mother to others, including him.

In the past, he thought that Qin Youning had no memory of her because her mother left too early, but now it seems that this is not the case.

The facts may be exactly the opposite of what he thought.

Qin Youning didn't want to mention it because she didn't have much memory, but because she had too deep memories of her mother, she didn't want to mention it.

Maybe... he really should ask Qin Hai.

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Qin Youning did not sleep soundly this time, and finally started to dream after a little deeper sleep.

In the dream, she seemed to be back when she was young. She was only three years old. Since she became a little sensible, she knew that her mother was not happy, but she was still very gentle when facing her.

She would wear herself in a beautiful little skirt, then comb her a little princess-like shape, she would smile at her gently, and teach her to play the piano.

But later, my mother's health became worse and worse. She had to rely on a lot of medicine to maintain her life every day. She would still smile at her gently, but there was emotions in her smile that she couldn't understand.

Later, she grew up and understood that her mother was not in good health. She was told by the doctor that she was in good health and that she was better off not having children, but she still insisted on giving birth to her.

When she was pregnant, her physical condition was already very bad, and it became even worse after giving birth to her.

In the end, my mother's body was already very weak and she was already very laborious in speaking. The doctor said she needed chemotherapy, but my mother was so gentle and beautiful woman. She didn't want her young daughter and husband to see her so undescending side.

What is the meaning of a short life bought with money?

She can no longer have dinner with her husband and daughter, and can no longer do anything for them.

If life has really come to an end, she would rather leave a beautiful image.

So when she and Qin Hai discussed giving up treatment, Qin Hai finally couldn't resist her and agreed.

Qin Youning’s most memorable memory was the day her mother was about to leave.

The weather was very clear that day, and the sun was shining brightly. The warm sunlight shone on my mother's face through the glass window of the hospital. She still smiled at her and her father so gently.

"Ningning, baby, mom doesn't regret giving birth to you. You are the greatest luck in your life. You are very healthy. Do you know if you have to listen to your father in the future?"

"Mom, I know, where are you going?"

"Mom is going to a very far place. Ningning will come in the future, and she will wait for you."

"Why can't I go now?"

"You will know when you grow up. Ningning, you have to remember that Mom loves you."

This is the last sentence Qin Youning’s mother said to her.

It took a long time before Qin Youning realized that in her mother's last smile, there was relief, reluctance, and relief, but there was no regret.

But she was sad and uneasy.

For a long time, she would think that if it weren't for her, her gentle mother wouldn't have had such a tragic ending.
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