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Chapter 190 Goodbye to the girl I love

"Wow, hahahahahahahaha, oh, hahahaha." I laughed wildly. She said she was a little girl, she said she cared about her reputation, who would believe it!!

"You are laughing at me so badly. I'll beat you up. OK, go upstairs."

Chi Xiaoya squatted in front of me and made the move to carry me on her back, which made the waiter laugh.

At this moment, I suddenly felt a pair of eyes looking at me disappointed behind me. When I turned around, I was stunned.

Qin Ziqing kept nodding, and then gave me a thumbs up: "Zhang Yaoyang, you are so good."

After saying that, he covered his mouth and turned around and ran away. I rubbed it and chased it out, which made Chi Xiaoya behind him angrily jump: "Bastard, you are pretending!"

It’s not the point of pretending or not now, the point is that I’m causing trouble.

Recently, the relationship between Qin Ziqing and I has never stopped. I have regretted it all the time. I had known that I should have told her the truth if I called just now. Who knew that the idea would be so intimate?

"Let me go, you're so disgusting." After running a few steps, I chased Qin Ziqing. She shook me hard and said disappointedly: "Zhang Yaoyang, I've decided, let's break up."

"Don't make a fuss, please listen to my explanation." I was anxious, I was really scared this time.

"Is it me making trouble again?" Qin Ziqing said: "Why do you think I'm making trouble every time we quarrel? It's not your problem?"

"Okay, OK, my question, listen to me." I raised my hands: "We are really nothing, not what you see. When you make a fuss with your brother, you explain it to me, and I listened to it. Why don't you listen to me if I explain it?"

"Okay, please explain why you lied to me when you called, why I didn't let you stay with Chi Xiaoya, but you still stayed together, why you two even opened a hotel." At the end of the day, she squatted down and turned her head: "Disgusting."

"…This.” I explained, and I suddenly didn't know how to explain it.

"Haha, I have nothing to say, let's just do it."

"Okay, I'll explain!" After organizing a while, I spoke, "Chi Xiaoya's mother has returned from abroad. You know that she has never had a mother since she was a child. She longs for maternal love, and she dare not see her..."

Before I finished speaking, I could no longer say anything.

Because... in Qin Ziqing's opinion, what does it have to do with you if you have a mother? How come you have so many things!

Indeed, from her perspective, I shouldn’t care about Chi Xiaoya, nor should I deceive my girlfriend for the sake of her. So after realizing my serious mistake, I chose to lower my head and admit my mistake: "I’m sorry, I was wrong."

Qin Ziqing took two steps back desperately, shook her head at the same time: "In my impression, you said sorry to me for the first time, but this is also the last time you said sorry to me. I won't give you a chance. Zhang Yaoyang, maybe, we don't like each other as we imagined, break up."

This time she said she was serious and said goodbye. Finally, I said something good.

Qin Ziqing turned around and ran away and disappeared in the night, while I was stunned and at a loss.

I don’t know how long it took, but my phone rang. It was a text message from Qin Ziqing: “You are very nice to me, but I found that the person you really like is not me. Your love for me may just come from the unwillingness I didn’t get when I was young. Break up, don’t be bothered, be good to each other. Perhaps, we are destined to be destined to be together.”

After reading this text message, I cried for a long time, until many years later, and I thought that if I could try to keep her at that time, maybe she would have been able to return to me.

I am not obedient to Chi Xiaoya, because this matter has nothing to do with her. I only blame myself for deceiving Qin Ziqing, who has been injured once, so my actions this time made her even more disappointed. She no longer trusts her in love, even Yaoyang, who loves her the most, and likes her for ten years, can deceive her, so who else will not deceive her?

Qin Ziqing is my second girlfriend who left me after Fang Rou.

School has started, and we are also promoted to the second year of junior high school. We are no longer the youngest group in junior high school. Many new juniors and sisters have also sent away the wave of Li Mingyang and the others in the fourth year of junior high school.

Although my English grades have improved a lot, I still don’t sit at the same table. This time, she took the initiative to leave me. I have no complaints, and I deserve it.

My friends have also advised me that I can get better by coaxing me a few words, but I know that it is impossible. The most awesome thing is to give up. Whenever I see her talking and laughing with other boys, but only being indifferent to me, I feel even more sad.

A girl is really different before and after a relationship. Before a relationship, we can be good friends and talk about everything. In love, we snuggle each other and tell love words. When I already think we are the ones we need the most, and when no one can live without, we broke up. After the breakup, she was even more indifferent to me than strangers. We were obviously so familiar with each other that we couldn't be familiar with, but we couldn't even say hello or goodbye.

An extremely awkward strange wall was blocking our hearts.

Although I don’t take the initiative to speak, I often peek at her, and I can only peek at her.

Several times when I was taking physical education classes or on the way to school, I would stand on the windowsill and stare at her silently.

I still love her, but I still can't let her go. After leaving her, I realized that when I was in love with her, I was not as good as I thought. I was pampering and spoiling her. That was what I thought, alas.

Once again, I couldn't get interested in studying. It can be said that I couldn't get interested in eating. When I was surfing the Internet, I was also staring at the computer screen in a daze and didn't know what to do. I stared at her lit QQ avatar several times but didn't dare to speak. I flipped through our chat records before, and felt a suffocation inside.

At night, I would silently browse her circle of friends and check her latest updates. When I clicked on it several times, I would be so nervous that I was afraid of deleting my friends.

This day was just over the English class. Mie Jue Lao Ni appointed a few classmates to cooperate with Qin Ziqing to make a newspaper. This newspaper was to participate in the grade selection activity. Mie Jue Lao Ni knew that I like to cooperate with Qin Ziqing, so he took the initiative to call me and asked me to cooperate.
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