"Sirou, this is your past and his past. () (the full text novel is updated the fastest) You can contact us here to start."

The girl opposite walked up to me and her cold right hand touched my forehead.

"Seba, what's going on?"

"Can't you remember it yet? This is your memory."

My memory? Here is my memory?

Aren't we looking for that nightmare?

——The burning street.

Is this my memory?

——Stretch out your hand and want to touch the sky that is about to rain.

Is this my past?

——When I decided to die, I was held by a person's hand.

Who is that person?

——He said with an overly happy smile, it’s great to find you

That's - my father.

——Kitsuke Emiya.

The cold temperature emitted from the depths of my soul almost freezes me.

I staggered away from Saiba.

"Is this my memory? But I clearly..."

I can't continue talking.

Have you been living happily with Saipa?

——But I don’t even have the impression of my parents and relatives.

Have fun together, work hard together, and live a happy life together?

But I can't remember any specific memories.

false----?

false----!!

false----!!!

"Seba, why is this so? Why is this happening?"

"You remembered it?"

The girl opposite asked affirmatively. ()

That wasn't what she really looked like.

I have never lived with anyone, I have never been alone.

“saber——”

I pronounced this name.

Silver moonlight shone into the warehouse in the middle of the night.

The girl in knight's armor said in a stern voice.

“servant”

Saber, follow the call,—I ask you: Are you my master?"

——That was the scene when I first met her.

The girl's awesome posture is engraved in the depths of her soul, and she can remember it as soon as she recalls it.

But--

"So who are you?"

What is in front of the saber shell? Who is it?

"I am Seba, the Seba in your heart."

"I never know what to do, Ba..."

When I wanted to refute, I suddenly lost my firm strength.

"You know, I am Saber, and I am Saber, the saber you desire."

Sebasheng's green eyes stared at me without emotion, and I couldn't help but want to avoid my eyes.

"Maybe saber will live a happy life, maybe saber will always be by my side, maybe I can always have saber, ordinary saber, cute saber, saber I want to possess..."

Every time the other person says something, I take a step back. ()

——That is delusion.

——Dislusions come true in my dreams.

When it came true, I retreated in shame in front of my delusion.

"I understand, I am the saber you long for. It was born out of your imagination and formed in your dreams. ()"

“My imagination—”

The perfect girl you want to have.

Girl who wants to pursue dreams.

A girl who wants to give happiness.

——The one that exists in front of me is my dream.

I suppressed my feelings in shame, but couldn't help but follow my eyes.

It's better to have no feelings.

The other party just swore to protect my knight.

So both parties are just doing their responsibilities.

Men will feel a little impulsive when they mature.

There is not any emotion.

It's a fool to make this mistake.

The other person is the perfect girl.

So there is no emotion.

So deceive yourself.

———

"Shirou, do you still have any questions?"

The girl's question woke me up, and my eyes wandered left and right and couldn't look at each other.

"Does my imagination become like you, who is the real person?"

"Have you seen it?"

"Yes, indeed, that's true."

"So, let's keep moving forward."

"go ahead--?"

When I heard Saiba's words, I recalled my original goal.

Looking around, under the burning streets, the black shadows around them were motionless as if solidified.

The black sun hangs in the distance, staring quietly at the hell on earth.

"Yes, we're going to move forward."

As if the switch was pressed, the shadows moved, shaking left and right, and then noticed me. ()

"Shirou, come with us."

It was a woman's mourning voice.

"Mother--"

"Do you still want to stay here?"

Seba held my hand and stopped my shake.

"Why can I see them? Isn't this someone else's dream?"

"Because there is a deeper connection between you, keep going and you will understand."
To be continued...