When I woke up, my eyes were crying.

I wiped the corners of my wet eyes, stretched out my arms and lay on the cold ground and looked up at the sky.

The night seemed particularly long. I fell asleep in a blur and woke up from the inability to dream. The sky was still dark.

How long has it been since I dreamed of my past?

Since I decided to forget my self full of fear and despair, I have not repeated that desperate dream for a long time.

But this happened again and it seemed that the scar in my heart was uncovered again and I had the same nightmare again.

Despair, fear, pain, sadness, powerlessness...

I just want to kill myself to maintain the pain of survival.

The memories I never want to recall will appear in my dream again.

Even clearer than before.

I dreamed of more things.

Black street, black shadow.

White Saiba, white girl.

Father’s care, father’s orders.

It turns out that I have lived this kind of life a long time ago.

Although the memory has long been blurred in the long river of time, the feeling is still retained in the heart.

I love Saber.

I'm back here and want to save Saber.

Even if you sacrifice yourself, you must save Saber.

Because, only saber can save me.

——But, I failed.

What should I do with the rest of my life?

I asked myself, and there was no answer for granted.

Where should I go next?

I have no goal.

I couldn't stop here, so I decided to follow my body's will and get up and walk in a certain direction.

When I left school, it was getting dawn and there seemed to be some pedestrians on the road.

It seemed that someone was saying hello to me, but I couldn't tell the difference, so I left directly.

It's impolite to do this.

My body said to me like this.

Don't worry, I ignored the warning and left.

When I returned to my empty home and walked through the entrance, I finally remembered what I could do.

I also need to prepare breakfast, I can prepare it very richly.

Today seems to be extremely inspirational. I have prepared a lot of things so many that it will make Saber impatiently wait.

I had to take the time to pull out and apologize to the blue girl who was still sitting in the living room waiting.

Saber sat quietly, her beautiful figure as before.

Compared to Sister Teng, who has always acted like a tiger coming out of the cage, it is really excellent.

One hour or two hours have passed?

The last time I opened the refrigerator, I finally found that it was empty.

The prepared food was served one by one, and the scent of fragrance filled the entire living room.

Chinese, Western, cold food, hot dishes, cold dishes, desserts, foods suitable for breakfast, not suitable for breakfast, are densely packed with the entire table.

However, Saber will never dislike these foods. You must know that waste is Saber's enemy.

When I recalled Saber's voice, a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

I also served a large bowl of rice for Saber. I sat next to Saber as usual, picked up the bowl and prepared to start.

"I'm going to start--"

No one responded.

In the empty living room, no one responded to my words.

I silently put down the bowl and turned to look at the saber who had not spoken around me.

She left-

I stood up suddenly, stumbled out of the living room, searching for Saber's figure.

"Good morning Shirou."

The blue girl, Tingting stood in the corridor and nodded to me and said hello.

Her voice was still in my ears, and my nose was sore, passing through the place where Saber was once.

He ran through the courtyard and bent down in pain, and heard a familiar voice sound in his ears.

"Shirou, your face is ugly."

I turned my head and saw her stroking my forehead with concern, and there was no other touch except the cold air.

I pushed the door of the saber room, and the blue girl who was about to go out could not look at me.

I searched all the rooms and had the shadow of saber.

When you open all the doors, only Saber's memory exists.

Reason confirmed the fact that Saber left, but his heart was filled with Saber's memory.

Then why can't this damn reality wash away my false fantasies?

The face that did not want to make any expression became numb, and the tide of reality slapped the desperate body.

That's it, it's over without thinking about anything.

"Senior, what's wrong with you?"

The concerning voice behind me awakened me. When I turned around, Sakura appeared behind me at some point. The girl's slender body seemed to be blown away in the next moment in the wind. But there was only my existence in her concerned eyes.

The heart that is about to be frozen again appears cracks, and the feelings of love and hate are awakened in the gaps.

No matter how disguised or firm, the human heart will always recover from weakness suddenly.

Such abominable weakness is like powerless when facing Saber's death.

I hate myself so much that I want to kill that kind of myself.

"It's okay, I'm fine."

I shook my body and tried to squeeze out a smile.

At that time, my smile must have been ugly.

~~~~~~~ World~~ Need~~ Divide~~ Line~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

After thinking for a long time, Rin Tosaka finally decided to come here again.

After several weeks of the war, the head of the Tosaka family found himself suddenly falling into the abyss of despair.

Archer betrayed and then exposed his biggest ace in his hand in front of the enemy - the Infinite Sword System, but he was almost defeated by the enemy named killer.

Saber blocked berserker who was suddenly on the battlefield alone, but unfortunately died in battle at the hands of another terrible black servant.

The unknown servant in front of him, the huge fear made the witch of Liudong Temple collapse and give up the battle.

As the alliance Shirou Emiya, he used a larger bow magic after projecting Archer's sword in the last battle of the Riyutoji Temple.

The projection that is almost the authentic one allows Shiro Emiya to barely confront the server, but his ability cannot control the situation.

After all the cards were played, the girl finally realized her powerlessness.

Huge humiliation and despair grasped her heart, and everything she was proud of collapsed around her, exposing the helpless girl to a dangerous world.

She could not agree that her Holy Grail War ended.

If she admits defeat now, all the efforts she has put into vain in the past ten years will be in vain, and the time she has spent will turn into a meaningless blank in a blink of an eye.

She could not accept such a result.

She couldn't let go of her father's expectations and her own struggles.

Finally, she was determined to grab the last straw to save her life.

——Yanfeng Kirei.
To be continued...