Chapter 19 The Obsession of the Heart(1/2)
The little moonlight shot into the dark room from the crack of the window. The girl who had been waiting rushed into her senior's arms, and her slender arms hugged the boy's thin body tightly.
Under the night, the girl raised her head and was obsessed with her lover who was staring at her.
The mysterious lines on the boy's face faded away under gaze. In his pale and thin cheeks, the unemotional pupils reflected the girl's figure.
Although the boy's expression was a little strange, the feeling of only staring at her will and souls was connected, hugging her arms tightly, making the girl so sure that the other person was her love.
They are one.
Whether it is the world or hell, no matter how many deaths and killings have passed, my hands are covered with indelible blood, and the heavy sins have suppressed me and breathlessly, but the senior has always been with her. As long as I think of this, the girl's feelings will be overwhelmed by happiness.
"Senior..."
So what if you are covered in blood, so what if you fall into hell forever? This soul full of happiness has ignored everything.
"I really want to go with you and leave this disgusting world."
The boy's face showed sadness and determination that made the girl feel so cruel that she was crazy.
"I will always be with you."
Even if this life is not complete, I will be with you forever in this limited time.
In the connection between hearts and minds, the girl understands the boy’s heart’s heart.
In a corner of the city, there is still a young man who shares his life with his senior. But that is not her senior, the young man who has never looked at her and has never lived for her is not her senior.
And the senior in front of him is just an incomplete life that exists because of the Holy Grail.
"Senior..."
So what? Even if this life is incomplete, even if you fall into hell forever in this life, your heart is connected, and the happiness you spend with each other is enough to replace everything.
"Even in hell, I will accompany you, senior..."
Like a dream chanting, the firmest oath in my heart was expressed. The girl lay in the boy's heart, her breath intertwined, her heart connected, and her happiness was fulfilled.
But dreams will wake up...
Suddenly, the boy's solid arms almost made Sakura hug the girl's slender waist tightly, and pressed her long purple hair with the other hand to protect the girl's head.
The calm air suddenly revealed its hideous claws, and huge force wrapped around the soles of the feet and shoulders, trying to firmly bind the purple-haired girl's body. As a side to fight this force, the figure of the young man holding Ying was bombarded like a cannonball, destroying the locked door, breaking through the walls of the corridor, and then twisting against the powerful inertia and twisting to the right side.
boom------
The girl leaned in fear in the arms of her senior, only felt a huge sound coming from behind the boy, and the burning heat radiated to her exposed fingers.
The girl clenched her fingers without saying a word and hugged her conservative. When the boy finally stopped and let go of Sakura, she had the opportunity to look at the room she was in.
——There is already a ruin that has just experienced huge destruction.
Get out of here soon.
Without a trace of hesitation, the boy turned around and walked away with a pale cherry blossom, jumping into the dark night sky, hoping to leave before the enemy discovered him.
However, a figure running from the ground to the sky along the wall as if walking on flat ground had captured the existence of the two. After several jumps and running, the figure stood in front of Ying.
Above the tall building and under the moonlight, the sword-holder wearing silver armor stood in front of the avenger who was surrounded by darkness, and his green pupils burned with angry flames.
~~~~~~~ World~~ Need~~ Divide~~ Line~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The night gradually deepened, and on the city road with few traffic, a heavy black motorcycle turned into flowing light and galloped in the wind. On the top of the tall building, a red figure looked down at the galloping knight with complex eyes.
The figure was chasing his alternative self, and his distance from the other party became truly out of reach.
Because I am no longer Shirou Emiya.
The Knight of Bow was silent and moved forward with his master at a high speed. Next to him was a female Knight named rider.
He has been silent for too long since the last Battle of the Forest.
In the showdown between the past and the future, the strong boy finally crossed the boundary called maturity and knocked down the broken future.
A man named Shirou Emiya made a wish to the world and turned himself into a prop of justice. A war machine without resentment and regret, saving the world with his sword dance.
Swords are weapons, and they cannot avoid damage no matter how they are used.
The deviation between his goals and behavior brought about the pain of Shiro Emiya and gave the Holy Grail the opportunity to summon archer.
After death, heroes no longer have the ability to record. After being summoned, clones walk around the world. When they return, the memories will disappear because they cannot be saved.
The Holy Grail made Archer return to the past with Shiro Emiya's regret, and from the perspective of a third party, he observed Shiro Emiya who was trapped in another chaotic timeline.
The boy still overestimated his ability to fight in pain.
Even though he knew the miserable future, he still did not stop his own pace.
No matter how many times I think about it, what I want to do has not changed.
Ten years ago, in the sea of fire, when the boy saw his father's face that was so happy that he was sad, the seeds had been planted.
Even after experiencing all kinds of twists and turns, the boy's struggle has not been shaken, but has become more determined.
To make a wish to save others, to sacrifice yourself in your life without asking for anything in return, to save countless people's lives without asking for anything in return, this is a great selflessness for many people.
But is this really the case for Shirou Emiya?
It is impossible for Shiro Emiya to persist for so long if he does not give back.
Shirou Emiya's reward was received before that.
He betrayed everyone and lay alone in the sea of fire in despair, waiting for the end of his life, he was saved by that person. He longed to be a hero like his father, possess the touch and joy of that person, and wash away his despicableness with that emotion.
By saving others as a means to gain the feeling of becoming a hero. His goals have never changed, and his gains have long been obtained.
Being a partner of justice is not the intention to act for others, but the goal set by Shiro Emiya to satisfy his desires.
Despise your life, ignore the people you care about, trap yourself in a Jedi again and again, and save others overestimate yourself again and again. For Shiro Emiya, it is just ignoring all reality and morality, and taking everything you have, at the price of caring for everyone you care for, in exchange for an opportunity to become a hero, and an opportunity to wash away your despicableness.
What people call selflessness is the most extreme selfishness for Shirou Emiya.
However, is this an extreme mistake?
The boy asked himself.
He wanted to be a hero, and the boy waved the sword in his hand and looked up at the sky. The brilliant light shone by the stars named Heroes in the sky.
Is it wrong to be a hero?
The boy affirmed himself and moved towards the future without wavering.
Embrace the light called the hero.
Feel the feeling called joy.
Even though he had long been sure of his extreme selfishness, he still wanted to become a hero like his father and have the dazzling light of his father.
Forget all the confusion, forget the darkness of the past, and no longer respond to the call of despair deep in memory.
It is not for the dead people, not for the inheritance of their father's ideals, nor for the redemption of their past sins.
The boy who only wants to become a hero and yearns for the light of the hero, finally takes his dream into his heart.
Unconsciously, he completed the sword making that surpassed Archer.
Following the bright red bow knight cut off the future constraints with Shiro Emiya, he calmly faced the regrets he had in his body. The young man named Shiro Emiya resolutely waved his sword towards the future, cutting off the shadow of the future symbolized by Archer.
Shirou Emiya and the Knight of the Bow were finally freed from all their constraints and went on different paths.
However, looking back at each other's journey, Archer found that he was confused.
No longer bound by the regret of the future, he let go of his obsession with the past. Whether it is the future or the past, it is meaningless to him.
All the reasons for participating in this Holy Grail War and maintaining one's existence have become blank.
Like the new knight of the bow, he maintained his belief in moving forward in a daze with the belief that he could only rely on the belief that he could protect Rin.
Looking at the Saber who was still looking for Shirou and the Sword Girl who kept fighting for the Holy Grail.
In a trance, I remembered the mysterious blue figures that appeared under the clear moonlight many years ago.
It is as far away as before.
The ethereal and empty memory emerges in the subconscious, washed away by the constantly sorted thoughts, and finally becomes a real blank.
Shirou Emiya's connection with the name he once believed has been cut off by himself.
In a daze and relieved mood, Archer saw the explosion in the building in front of him.
Just in the direction of the black motorcycle moving forward, a certain floor near the top of a hotel was hung on an exterior wall. A violent explosion occurred. The strong magic fluctuations showed their existence incredibly.
This is a blatant provocation.
Without discovering the enemy's position, the heavy locomotive suddenly stopped, and a blue figure ran straight up along the exterior wall of the building.
"The enemy's location has not been found yet..."
Do not appear easily before discovering an enemy.
But Saber completely treated himself as bait, and all the enemies behind him were entrusted to Rin and her servant.
The next step is to hide yourself and find your real enemies.
However--
To be continued...