Chapter Twelve Late Night Journey
The battle that even sadness has no time has continued.()()()
There will always be people who want to hurt others and destroy this peace.
When you meet, there is no way, you can only try your best to stop it and continue fighting.
——Because I am the partner of justice.
An enemy fell down and a new enemy stood up, so the killing could not be stopped.
——This is my destiny.
The past that has been spent in the killing and the future that is determined to live in the killing.
This is despair, a world of despair that I will always struggle with.
In the gaps of the battle, breathe hard, feel the warmth of peace, and then continue to fight.
Or imagine that the land you fought in shines with the light of happiness, and then continue to fight.
But I have never had that warmth and happiness before.
My world is only hopeless, sad, and killing.
As long as there are people who want to hurt others, the dream of saving everyone cannot be realized.
The will to hurt cannot be changed, and in the end, he can only sacrifice the few people to save the majority.
So for the sake of my dream, I betrayed my dream.
The body as strong as steel was trained, and was burned by the guilt at all times.
But no matter how I can't stop, as long as I have someone in my heart who wants to save me, I can't stop the wielding sword.
Crossing a battlefield, we come to a new battlefield.
Before I knew it, I had experienced many battles and had never lost.
Intoxicated by victory, but with nothingness in your hands.
Looking back at the journey I have walked, there are devastated and corpses are everywhere.
The world in front of me is the only tragedy I created.
I can't find any happiness anymore.
At the end of this ideal, it is a meaningless battlefield.
The stronger you are, the more you understand your irresistible destiny. ()
Your own struggle, no reward for your efforts, and as long as you become a partner of justice, your entire life is just a joke to the world. ()
No matter how many times you wave or defeat any enemy, you cannot stop your ideal betrayal.
I have been working hard for my ideals, but what I have been rewarded is betrayal.
Or it is precisely because I work too hard that I can stand here and see the betrayal of the world.
Unprecedented regret filled my empty soul.
Why didn't I die in the battle?
How did you develop to such a state?
~~~~~~~ World~~ Need~~ Divide~~ Line~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
An unprecedented panic captured my soul.
**Sit up, my whole body was soaked with cold sweat, and my forehead was astonishingly burnt.
I felt irritated by the panic that penetrated from my dreams. The warm quilt seemed to be covered with fine needles, which made me suddenly escape from it.
I breathed in my mouth with big mouthfuls. The indoor air that I had been used to was so stuffy that I almost went crazy. ()
I struggled to open the door, and the pale moonlight poured in with the cold air at night, making my mind clearer after being hot.
I took a greedy breath and let the coldness enter my lungs and spread, and I finally sootheed my heart that was beating wildly.
The thing hidden in my body made me see the scene of him reaching the lonely sword wilderness for the first time.
The invincible and invincible hero finally sees the empty wilderness.
I have been fighting for happiness and peace, but I can't feel any trace of happiness anymore.
A lonely hero can only wander in the wilderness and repent of his mistakes.
That is the lost soul. The more you move forward, the further you will be from the goal, and you will fall into eternal despair.
I just saw other people’s past, but I felt it. My hands and feet were cold because of fear, as if that was the future I was facing.
I won't be that way.
I wouldn't have such a result.
I cried in my heart, trying to get my fear out of my limbs, but the results were minimal. ()
No, go and drink some water to calm down.
I moved my body that was still uncontrollable and staggered towards the living room.
There is only dark light in the corridor that I pass by every day. I don’t want to wake up others, distinguish the outline of the corridor in the darkness, and move forward silently.
Because it is in my familiar home, darkness not only makes me feel scared, but instead makes my heart calm.
I came to the living room and found the cold teapot. I turned out the cup and prepared to collect water.
My hands and feet were still very slow, and the cup actually fell from my hand. Fortunately, I didn't pick up very high and didn't break the cup.
After a clumsy effort, I finally successfully picked up the cup and let the cold tea flow into my stomach through my throat.
The cold feeling of the water flowing across the esophagus made me shudder. My body woke up in the coolness, my hands and feet returned to their flexibly, and my irritability and restlessness retreated like a tide.
"Huh, I finally feel much more comfortable-"
I exhaled a long breath and walked out of the living room to take a walk in the atrium.
Although it is a bit stupid to take a walk in the middle of the night, I really don't want to go back to my room.
Or, I don’t want to continue that terrible dream anymore.
I vaguely realized the cowardly feeling in my heart, and I shook my head fiercely.
It’s okay, who wants to have nightmares? My current mood is normal.
Hey—
The moment I shook my head, I noticed the moonlight shining in the direction of the entrance.
There, the door of the entrance hall was now open.
No, will Sakura forget to close the door?
I thought to myself, and as I walked out of the entrance, the streets were deserted at night.
The trees on both sides of the street can only see shadows under the faint moonlight, and stand with their teeth and claws like ghosts.
How could anyone be so late?
As I was thinking this, the shadows flashing under the tree denied my judgment.
Who is it?
I walked over in confusion.
One end of the street is downhill, and the road leading to Liudong Temple is just one side.
There is a corner on the other side of the street. I just saw someone there.
I walked around the corner and saw exactly a person, a familiar figure.
The figure in a shallow pink pajamas was walking slowly with his back to me with his head down.
The long purple hair turns into a more mysterious darker color under the faint moonlight.
Sakura? Why did he leave the room alone late at night?
I was surprised to find that the girl who always had a perfect demeanor not only appeared on the street in her pajamas, but even walked barefoot.
That, is sleepwalking?
I restrained my urge to awaken Sakura and quietly followed behind Sakura.
I have forgotten where I heard that sleepwalking people cannot be woken up.
If the other party finds that he appears in a strange place, his mental state will be greatly stimulated and cause unpredictable consequences.
I don’t know how correct my understanding is, so I will follow it first.
I've never seen any other sleepwalker, but I think it's rare to have a sleepwalking like Sakura.
Half an hour passed, and Sakura was still walking slowly, and now she had arrived at the empty commercial street in the middle of the night in Shinshan Town.
Unlike the prosperity of Xindu Commercial Street, the commercial street of Shinshan Town has completely hibernated at night, so no one can interfere with Sakura's midnight walk.
Chapter completed!