She is the best one to arrive.”

The smile that had always been on his face since they met, disappeared from Ikuta Katsuma's face for the first time. He didn't even drink the wine in his hand, he just held it and watched the people and cars passing by outside.

You say you don’t like it that much, but do you feel the same way in your heart?

The best person you can come into contact with is her. Is it because she is the best, or do you think she is the best in your heart?

Chiba Cheng thinks it should be the latter, because everyone's definition of beauty is different, but everyone's definition of like is the same, that is, 'what I like is the best', in your opinion

When he is at his best, he is your favorite.

It's best just because you like it.

It would be best if you liked me too, but unfortunately, things are often not like that in the world.

"Actually, I've forgotten it a long time ago, and I don't feel the same way now, but... I'm not willing to give in. I didn't catch her when I wanted to the most, so I just missed her. It must have been because of jealousy, why should I chase her?

It's so difficult, but that person makes it so easy.

But then I figured it out, that’s how it should be.

"I have not been very outstanding since I was a child. I have been very ordinary and ordinary. My academic performance is neither good nor bad, my work is neither good nor bad, and my life is neither good nor bad, but I want to give her the best. How is it possible? How can it be possible?

So good."

Katsuma Ikuta said mockingly to himself, suddenly raised his hand and took a big sip into his mouth. Even though a lot of it flowed out from the corner of his mouth and soaked his clothes, he didn't care.

Chiba Makoto also took a sip without saying anything. What Katsuma Ikuta needed now was not understanding, but just listening.

If you say what you have been holding in your heart, say it to someone you are familiar with but whom you will never see again, you will not think about it when you wake up, nor will you try to find a way to disappear because of it.

What I am saying now is more to myself than to Chiba Cheng.

Comfort yourself, comfort yourself.

The jealousy in the past has turned into the unwillingness now. I regret why I didn't do this in the past. Maybe...

I also fantasize that if I do this, I will have a happy ending.

But will this really happen?

There is no answer to be found, let alone known.

Only the regrets in my heart and the fantasies in my mind are left.

"You said, can't this world be better?" Ikuta Katsuma was asking, asking Chiba Makoto, but his eyes were not looking towards Chiba Makoto, he was still looking out the window, as if looking at the city.

Enjoying the feasting and feasting, thinking about the helplessness of the world.

What was once a great ambition has become hard to come by now.

Especially for Katsuma Ikuta, I have the deepest experience.

Everything he has learned and everything he knows has been eliminated by this society.

The high degree of integration of big data, cloud computing, and artificial intelligence has replaced too many manual tasks.

His pencil drawings are no longer needed, but if he doesn't do this, what else can he do?

Ikuta Katsuma didn't know, but he tried it, and finally found out that he had no choice but to be chosen.

Of course it's not impossible to find them all, it's just that...

Katsuma Ikuta was unwilling to do it.

Because that's just living, and life shouldn't be like this.

In the end, he made the only choice, which was to go back to the place where he was born and grew up to try to see if he could relieve himself of some of the burden and make himself feel more relaxed.

"Life, why is it so hard?"

After a long time, Katsuma Ikuta raised his head and sighed: "If you endure hardship, the more you endure, the more you suffer; if you suffer losses, the more you endure, the more you suffer.

But I finally let it go, and I can finally let it go.”

It is true that I have let go, but I have also given up.

The house I bought after so many years of hard work is sold;

The place to stay that I finally found in the city is gone.

Years of hard work have been in vain, it has become nothing, it has become a dream, leaving only fatigue and scars in the heart.

"This world is so wonderful," Ikuta Katsuma looked at the lights outside the window and the dancing colorful neon lights. His eyes gradually blurred, and finally he fell on the table, smashing the beer in his hand on the ground and splashing it.

The ground was sprinkled all over the body, and the murmur in his mouth became weaker and weaker:

"Don't come here again in the next life."

It's daybreak and I'm awake.

The city turned from silence to hustle and bustle, and Katsuma Ikuta set out on his way home, smelling of alcohol.

Before getting into the car, the unshaven man turned around, waved to Chiba Makoto coolly, showed a bright smile, and then got into the car without looking back, with expectations for the future, and set off.
Chapter completed!