Chapter 47 I have long regretted
It's late at night.
Anping and the others have already returned after enjoying the moon, but the two big men in charge are still drinking at the table.
Today they met again after a long separation, so they drank beer all over the place and drank until midnight.
It seemed as if they had to drink wine, there would never be enough words to say, and they both blushed.
As they were talking, the two of them somehow talked about their work. Although they were workers who came in and out of the same place, they now have completely different economic gaps, which made them feel moved.
It is indeed a pity to think that the two of them were once good brothers who were armed with each other, but later became unfamiliar with that.
If they hadn't met by chance at the farm today, maybe they might not have been together to drink together like tonight until they died of old age!
The two people who were still very excited just now, when they talked about the topic of work, they sighed for a few words, but suddenly fell silent in unison, and no one spoke for a while.
When the two were fishing together during the day today, they seemed to have made an appointment, and both avoided the previous topics.
Just sit quietly in the fishing ground, fishing for a whole day, occasionally telling a few gossips or catching fish, and compare with each other who caught more fish and who caught larger fish.
Finally, until the fish was finished, neither of them mentioned a word, and they had a very tacit understanding!
Unexpectedly, I spoke up quickly after drinking tonight.
Sometimes it only takes a suitable opportunity to have a heart-to-heart talk.
Two old men who sat together and drank again after many years finally had the chance to say what they were in their hearts tonight.
After a brief silence, the Army suddenly sighed, as if there was something in his heart and was not happy. He looked at An Ping's father sitting opposite him and said:
"Jianguo, I don't know if you still remember it. When I first went out to work, I wanted to go with you, but you didn't want to do it at that time. Later, I did a little better and often ran outside. It's rare to come back. When we both saw each other again, you looked awkward. In the end, it was rare to say hello to meet. To be honest, our brothers used to be so good before, and I felt very uncomfortable."
When An Jianguo heard this, he didn't say anything. He just picked up the wine glass and raised his head and squished. The bitter and spicy wine penetrated his throat, making him frown unconsciously.
When Lu Jun looked at An Jianguo's appearance of not saying a word and drinking, he sighed unconsciously and then continued to speak.
"Jianguo, in fact, I saw you many times later, and I wanted to ask you again. But every time I saw you lacking interest, you have strong self-esteem and are afraid that you have other ideas in your heart, so I have to hold it back. But we are brothers, so I want to ask you again while taking advantage of this glass of wine tonight. After so many years, are you willing to go out with me to explore, just think it's good to go out to see the outside world and play."
After the army finished speaking, he paused and raised the wine glass in his hand to An Jianguo: "I'm done with my words. No matter what you think, we are brothers. I'll do this glass of wine first!"
After hearing what Lu Jun said, An Jianguo couldn't help but bow his head and fell into deep thought.
When I was young, I was full of energy and took many things for granted and felt that everything was right.
So at that time, An Jianguo heard that the army was going to throw away the iron job of a state-owned factory technician and went to work on the construction site. He did not agree. This job was tiring and dangerous, and it was in danger. Maybe one day a brick would be smashed down and the person would be gone.
So at that time he insisted on his idea and did not go out with the army, but continued to work as a technical worker with stable income in the factory.
But later, the Army gradually became a contractor, contracted the project, and recruited some workers. When he had already grown from a factory technician to a small boss, he gradually felt uncomfortable.
"If I had followed him at that time, instead of staying in the factory, I might have been able to get along now!" Later, every time I saw the Army in a suit and tie, An Jianguo could not help but think of this.
Seeing that Lu Jun took off his work clothes and put on his suit, he seemed to have become people from two worlds with him, he couldn't help but feel inferior, annoyed and envious, so that every time he saw Lu Jun, he no longer knew what attitude he should face him!
So when facing the Army, he inevitably had an awkward look, a complex and contradictory mentality, which even made him avoid meeting the Army later.
Every time I hear that Army comes back, except for work, I try not to go out at other times. Even if I go out, I will avoid it if I see it from afar.
Things that I didn’t understand when I was young, but later I still didn’t want to understand even when I was mature, because it is always more difficult to admit my own failure than to admit my own excellence.
Over the years, An Jianguo has gradually become accustomed to the excellence of the army. Sometimes when he hears others talking about him, he will follow him and praise him one or two words casually.
But if someone asked him why the Army asked him to go out with him, but he didn't go, and later if he regretted it, he would still say no regrets.
Do you really don’t regret it? Actually, I still regret it.
When life day after day, the circle of life is always the unchanging three points and one line. When he wants to give his family a better life, he has secretly regretted it.
Then the next time someone asked, he still said "No regrets", his mouth was hard and stubborn!
Tonight, the Army mentioned the matter of going out together, which made him think a lot again, and unconsciously let out another sip of wine.
When the strong wine entered his throat, he suddenly felt a heat flow straight into his stomach. The feeling of burning wherever he was meridian spread, and the feeling of boiling blood suddenly made him feel a little upset.
Chapter completed!