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115 I am just an ordinary high school student

Shui Hoshino seemed to be thinking, but seemed to be just listening.

"What kind of person do you think I am?" asked Mitsukoshi.

"I don't know what kind of person you are." Shui Hoshino said truthfully, because he couldn't see through, so he became interested.

"Do you know what kind of person you are in my eyes?" Kurakawa Shin put the lid of the bento box, sitting cross-legged with an umbrella to cover the direct sunlight. "Although I have known you for a short time, you are like a robot. There is no joy, anger, sorrow, and only run according to the set program."

Hoshino Shui did not refute. Although his thoughts and actions were independent, he was right without joy, anger, sorrow and happiness. He didn't know when he started, but he didn't know what kind of emotions happiness, sadness, anger, fear, and when did he start?

It was the year when he was left alone.

He has been different from others since he was a child. He is very smart and can learn something once he learns. It is not difficult for him to learn. He rarely cries or makes trouble. Most of the time, he just sits quietly and observes everything around him.

He remembered it very early, as if his parents had been quarreling since he gave birth to him, and later both of them left him. He was not a child who was expected to be born, nor was he a child who was blessed.

No one loves him in this world, nor does he loves. He cannot find happiness, nor the pleasure of living.

He is just living in this world.

"Why are you happy? You are in a good mood now."

Kurakawa raised his eyebrows. He was in a good mood. Even if he was disturbed by this guy, it would not affect his good mood.

"Blue sky, white clouds, and breeze, this is a pleasant thing."

“This is very common.”

"What is the meaning of life?" Kurakawa Shin closed his eyes and felt the breeze blowing across his cheeks. "For me, the meaning of life is to live, and only by living can you enjoy life."

He understood each of the separate words "Enjoy life?", but he didn't understand them very well. For Hoshino Shin, life is gray, boring and boring.

"There are many beautiful things in the world, but you just see too little." Kurakawa Shun did not try to tell him how beautiful the world is. What others say is just the word "empathy" in the eyes of others, but no one can really empathy.

"Maybe it was because I had lost too much, so these little bits of beauty seemed even more precious." Shangchuan Shun's voice was very light, and the memories of his previous life were no longer a nightmare for him.

It feels really good to regain the light.

Shou Hoshino sat on the side, his legs swung in the air. The height of the fifth floor of the teaching building was not high at all for him, and he couldn't even feel scared when he sat on the side.

Below is a lively school where people play, are happy, excited, and depressed. They are either light or hurrying, for life, study, for their own goals, and for the sun in their hearts.

Because I am needed, I work hard, and because I am recognized, I work hard.

Where is him?

He seemed to have nothing.

He looked at his feet, as if he could leave the world with just a slight leap.

Guaikawa Shin felt that he was even more lonely, as if he had been separated from this world, and he spoke to break his divergent thoughts.

"Don't sit next to you, it will be troublesome if you are seen by the people below."

Shu Hoshino turned to look at him, without any action. "How about you tell me I'll jump from here?"

Hum? This guy really wants to jump off the building?

Shangchuan felt his paws and jumped off the building and committed suicide on the first day of transferring school. This is to make big news!

"Not very good, the height here is not high, if you jump down and fail to die, you will end up being paralyzed."

"Often people comfort me when I ask this." His tone was still like a line, without any fluctuations.

"I'm not an ordinary person!" Kurakawa's eyes narrowed and showed a very kind smile.

"It's too troublesome to persuade someone who wants to commit suicide. If I don't want to commit suicide, it doesn't make any sense for me to persuade him or not. If my heart is firm in committing suicide, then my advice to him will not have any effect."

If it were a detective here, he would definitely not agree with him. But why would he be so tired? He doesn't like to do thankless things.

"You're funny." This is the second time he said this.

"That's because there are so few interesting people you've seen." Seeing him jumping off the building just casually, Katsukawa also relaxed. Although he said that, he really had to save this guy if he really wanted to jump down.

"Some people like to be arrogant, like flying under the moonlight, like gorgeous magic and enjoy the audience's cheers; some people like reasoning, like analysis of decorating, and enjoy the sense of accomplishment of finding the truth; some people like excitement, wandering in danger and enjoying the thrilling and thrilling of walking on tightropes on cliffs; some people like wealth, like money but also spend money like soil..." Shangchuan Shun used a series of parallel sentences to describe it. Except for the first two people he is familiar with, the ones behind him are analogies.

"Don't you say these people are interesting?"

"And you?"

"Me? I'm just an ordinary high school student."

"But you are not ordinary at all." Hoshino Shu was very straightforward.

Shangchuan Shun felt that this person was a bit awesome to him. Is it okay to chat like this? And when I talk to him, I feel like I am chatting with a robot. Luo Tianyi’s voice sounds better than him!

"That's just your opinion." Kurakawa Shin looked him up and down, "You are only 18 years old at most, only 18 years old. No matter how smart you are, no matter how much you have experienced in the past 18 years, how many things can you really see through?"

"The human masks are thicker than the other ones, how many can you see?"

"What you call seeing through a person is just a surface. It may be easy for these teenagers who have no experience, but what about meeting those who are very good at disguising?"

"Can you see the essence through performance? Or do you have any superpowers and can you hear what others are thinking in your heart?"

Shou Hoshino didn't say anything, he fell into silence.

After a long time, four words appeared, "You are right."

He stood up from the side and looked down at the campus under his feet. The boy next to him sat cross-legged on the ground, with a serious and serious expression. He is still different from him. If he is still in a dark world where there is no sunshine, then he has already walked out to bathe in the sunshine.
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