Too close.

Le Zhishi had no time to answer Song Yu's question. His guilty conscience and panic pulled his body back. He tripped over the higher steps behind him and leaned backward.

But Song Yu was faster and grabbed his arm and pulled him forward. Le Zhishi was like a roly-poly who had lost his free will, tilting back and forth, and finally fell into Song Yu's arms.

"What's wrong with you?" Song Yu asked him with a frown, but Ke Le broke away very ungratefully when he found out, took a few steps back and stood on a higher step, speaking a little unsteadily, "I'm fine."

Song Yu stood there and stared at him, seeming to be examining the truth or falsehood of his words.

Le Zhi's state was very wrong. He couldn't explain to his brother what was strange about him now. He simply squatted down and buried his head in his knees, covering it up with other things. "I just accidentally took a sip of someone else's beer and I feel a little uncomfortable now."

.”

After hearing this, Song Yu's doubts were relieved a little, and he squatted down, held his wrist and opened it to check the inside of his arm. There was no rash for the time being. He said it was accidental, and Song Yu would not doubt it.

"How much did you drink?"

Le Zhi shook his head, but still buried his head, "Not much, just a small sip."

The part of the arm held by Song Yu was very hot, and the temperature climbed up like a snake, all the way to his heart. A thin layer of sweat formed on his back. He wanted to break free, but also wanted to stay in the same position, wanting to continue to be held like this.

Holding, even being held like just now.

This kind of contradictory psychology is so strange. Thinking of what I just saw in the KTV, I even felt a little subconscious panic when I heard about it.

He saw with his own eyes that there was some possibility that he had never thought of extending from himself, and this possibility was different from others. He thought inappropriately about what the other boys had just seen after seeing the animated pictures of two men.

The reactions were all ridiculing and ridiculing without any cover-up.

Only he is different.

Why can't he laugh?

"Go home." Song Yu let go of his wrist and patted his hand, "Go back and take a loratadine tablet."

Le Zhi raised his head, his face turned redder due to depression, "Are you going back too?"

Song Yu nodded at him, "It's quite boring."

"Then why did you come?"

Song Yu's expression changed. Faced with Le Zhi's unscrupulous direct question, he had already learned to change the subject and stood up on his own, "Are you leaving?"

"Let's go." Le Zhishi stood up with Song Yu without hesitation, but the next second he remembered that his peripherals were still on the KTV table, so he told Song Yu that he was going back to get them.

Although Song Yu didn't speak, he followed him silently. The group box booked by the junior high school students was at the end of the first floor, while their senior high school graduating class was on the second floor. Song Yu didn't want to go in, but when he thought about his accident just now,

After drinking beer, I guessed that there must be some unruly people inside, so I followed them inside.

Sure enough, Le Zhishi brought his brother in again, which attracted even more attention. The atmosphere in the ktv was obviously different from that in school, and everyone was even more energetic in making noises.

"Hey Lele, brother is taking you home."

"Your family is very strict."

Song Yu had a cold face and said nothing. Le Zhishi found that the classmates who had dragged him to watch the movie had returned to this private room. They were singing. They were a little afraid of being entangled. Le Zhishi quickly

He ran to the corner where he was sitting before.

Jiang Yufan was still sitting there playing games with others. He looked up and saw him, "Hey, you're back? They said you went to the bathroom."

"I'm going home, my brother is here." Le Zhishi picked up the peripherals on the table, "You should also go home early."

Jiang Yufan nodded repeatedly, "I have to leave after this set. I will come out to play tomorrow."

"Okay!" Le Zhishi ran away in a flash, fearing that Song Yu would feel uncomfortable staying here, and also fearing that the boys would pull him into doing something weird again.

Song Yu came out a few steps ahead of him, and his phone vibrated.

[Qin Yan: Handsome guy, are you coming back?]

Song Yu lowered his head and typed.

[Fire Hitachi: I'm going home.]

[Qin Yan:?? You are so funny. I asked you not to come before, but suddenly you changed your mind and wanted to come. After you came, you ran away again and didn’t sing a single song. I am the king of K songs and you are a pigeon.

king.]

This joke was not really funny. Song Yu didn't laugh and didn't know how to reply.

He also felt that his protectiveness was too strong.

Le Zhi came out with his beloved peripherals and walked to the bus stop with Song Yu. He found that many things were like lying in bed counting sheep after insomnia. The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't fall asleep. The more he warned himself now not to think about it.

That picture, but the advertising animation kept flashing in front of his eyes, which made him very embarrassed.

The intervals between bus departures became very long at night. They stood side by side without talking to each other. Buses were coming and going on the road. They didn't have dinner. When Le Zhishi heard his stomach growl, the atmosphere became even more awkward.

But Song Yu didn't think anything of it. He asked Le Zhishi to sit here and wait. Not long after, he came out with a red bean matcha daifuku and a box of ice cream and handed them to Le Zhishi.

The bus also came. They got on the bus. There was only a young man sleeping with headphones on the bus, sitting at the front. The two of them swiped their cards to get in and sat on the double seat in the last row. When Le Zhishi opened the Dafu, they took two

Just swallow it, tear off the lid of the ice cream and enjoy it slowly.

His attention will shift unconsciously when eating.

Song Yu helped him hold the figure and stared at it for a while, "This is why you went to the party."

"Yes." Le Zhishi made no secret of it and said that this was the peripheral he wanted most. "Actually, there is also the Hokage one, but it has been sold out. I am going to stop by Xianyu and try my luck."

Song Yu sighed silently. He felt that it was not impossible for Le Zhishi to run away with someone one day because of an anime peripheral.

The ice cream was also matcha flavored. Le Zhi thought Song Yu would like it, so he took a spoonful and put it to his mouth, but Song Yu still refused. Le Zhi had no choice but to finish it by himself and put the box into a plastic bag from the convenience store.

He was satisfied. The ice cream he ate made Le Zhishi's body heat drop down, but he still felt somewhat strange in his heart.

He found that he did not dare to think carefully and investigate deeply, as if he was afraid of knowing something.

The sprouting of puberty is like the wisdom teeth that are ready to move, hidden in the deepest part. The sense of existence can only be vaguely visible at best, but it is impossible to ignore. You always want to lick or touch it with the tip of your tongue, but you can't get it.

What clear feedback.

Worry, curiosity, panic, fear, these emotions are all hidden in the soft flesh of ambiguity, and you cannot make correct expectations.

Looking forward to it sprouting, but also afraid of the dull pain that may come at any time.

Song Yu was sitting next to him, and he put on the headphones at some point. The car swayed forward, and the reflective glass reflected his handsome profile. Together with the flash of neon, there was an illusory feeling.

Beauty.

Le Zhi looked at the glass window, feeling the curiosity of a young person toward an older person.

"Brother Song Yu." He turned his head.

Song Yu took off one of his headphones and looked at him.

"Have you ever seen that kind of video?" Le Zhishi's expression and tone showed obvious shyness, but as if he was afraid that Song Yu wouldn't understand, he specifically added, "The kind that is not suitable for children.

"

Song Yu frowned, "Why do you ask?"

Le Zhishi was not led away by his rhetorical questions this time and insisted on asking: "Have you seen it?"

Song Yu was silent for a second or two, then raised his hand to put on the earphones, as if he was not ready to answer his question. Le Zhishi hurriedly pressed his hand that was wearing the earphones, "I'm just curious."

"Why are you curious?" Song Yu stared at him with sharp eyes.

Le Zhishi did not avoid Song Yu's eyes, but paused for two seconds before speaking, "Some boys just took me to see him."

He was a little scared at first, but Song Yu's reaction was much calmer than he expected, "Then what?"

He raised his eyebrows, but his face still didn't have much expression, "Does it look good?"

Le Zhi lowered his eyes and muttered, "Just like that." He didn't dare to say what he saw later, only the first half, "I actually didn't see much clearly. They were all crowded together, and the phone screen was so small.

, and laughed very loudly. They said that the girl had a good figure, but I couldn’t tell whether it was good or not. Anyway, she was very white, and she was a foreigner. The man..."

"Not good-looking, with an unkempt beard." Le Zhishi raised his eyelids and glanced at Song Yu, like a puppy huddled in the corner after making a mistake, but what he said was so direct that it made people laugh, "Not as good-looking as you."

Song Yu had a puzzled expression on his face, "Why are you comparing yourself to me? Do you think I would be happy if you said I'm better-looking than porn actors?"

Le Zhi was also confused for a moment, but he quickly found the reason, "Because you are here. And you are very good-looking."

Song Yu was left speechless by him. The bus announced the bus station, and Le Zhishi pushed his shoulder as if waking up from a dream, and the two got off the bus.

"Don't hang out with those people in the future, you will only learn bad things." Song Yu warned him with a stern tone.

But even if he didn't say it, Le Zhishi knew it in his heart. Although the tutor he received since childhood was not an iron fist, it had always guided him in a good direction. Even Le Zhishi himself didn't like the group of people just now.

feeling.

And he always subconsciously felt that if he learned badly, he might be hated by Song Yu.

Walking on the street, the summer wind blows against my face. There are many barbecue restaurants that are busy on the roadside. The tables are placed outside, one next to the other. Everyone is sitting outside eating late-night snacks and chatting. Song Yu's voice is in

It seemed a little blurry in the noisy environment, not so harsh, "It is normal for sexual consciousness to sprout. You have grown up."

Le Zhishi didn't know how to answer the call, so he simply didn't say anything. They walked through the food stall area, and the surroundings suddenly became quiet, leaving only the chirping of cicadas at night, and the dim street lights stretched their shadows, sticking together.

With his head lowered, Le Zhi heard Song Yu ask again, "These are the only thoughts you have after reading it?"

He didn't know why Song Yu's conversation changed again, and he said stiffly, "Yeah."
To be continued...