Like many people at Lingbo Gate, they sat down on the trestle. The sky sank a little deeper, the dark blue became thicker, and the September wind mixed with the moist smell of the lake, softly hit their faces.

On the other side of the lake, lights were lit up, the lights were bright and gentle.

Le Zhishi swung his legs and moved towards Song Yu, "Brother, have you come here often before?"

Song Yu looked into the distance and shook his head, "I have only sat on a bench on the shore. This is my first time on the trestle."

Le Zhi felt incredible, "This place is so beautiful, why don't you come up?"

It’s just because it’s so beautiful that I want to save the first experience for when you come.

Not only the pier at Lingbo Gate, but also the small playground of Meiyuan where open-air movies are screened every Friday, the cherry blossom tops with blooming cherry blossoms in early spring, and the arches of the old studio reflecting the golden ginkgo sea in the distant mountains. In winter, they will be

The playground of the administration building covered with snow...

There were too many places where Song Yu walked silently by himself, but never stopped, as if if he stayed a little longer, it would not be so nice next time he came to see it with him.

Even at that time, he felt that Le Zhishi might not come to this school.

Song Yu was silent for a moment, and then found an excuse to excuse his question, "Because I don't want to sit on the ground, it's too dirty."

Le Zhi thought it was funny, even though it fit the style of a mysophobic, "Then you are sitting on it now, too? What's the difference?"

"The difference is that you are here." Song Yu looked at him and said seriously, "If I don't come up, how will I explain to my mother if you fall?"

That makes sense.

"Okay." Le Zhishi swung his long legs and was about to speak. A few meters away, a boy jumped off the plank road, splashing water all over Le Zhishi and startling him.

He immediately remembered and was grabbed by Song Yu again.

"It's normal." Song Yu still held his hand, "Look there are many people swimming down there."

Only then did he realize that there were indeed a group of people swimming in the lake not far away, looking like they were having a great time.

"In the summer, there is also an activity of jumping down to the East Lake. There are various ways to jump down." Song Yu stared at the lake, as if reminiscing, "Some go directly on bicycles, some bring a springboard, and there are couples hugging each other.

Let’s dance together.”

In the dim light of the lamp, Le Zhishi looked at Song Yu's side face, feeling that his words were gentle and his eyes were empty, as if he had seen these with his own eyes, had been here many times, and saw all kinds of people.

He was curious whether Song Yu came by himself or with others. But once Le Zhishi imagined that scene and thought of Song Yu sitting alone on a bench by the shore, he felt sad. He couldn't accept it.

Song Yu looks lonely and lonely, which makes you feel sad for him.

But Le Zhi seemed even more unable to imagine that Song Yu would come with others and sit on that bench together, and that he would feel sorry for himself.

Such contradictory emotions were like chronic-acting drugs, eroding Le Zhishi's heart bit by bit. At first he couldn't feel it, but gradually, these feelings became stronger and stronger, and they would attack from time to time, making him fall into a negative state for no reason.

In fantasy.

"You can sometimes take a boat here." Song Yu interrupted his thoughts, "You can try your luck next time."

"Yeah." Le Zhishi responded, "It's definitely nice to watch the sunset here, right? Let's watch the sunset together next time, okay? When you're not busy."

Song Yu nodded.

He thought about Qin Yan's renting a house, so he said casually, "I also like to see the lake. The scenery here is really beautiful."

"Although our house is very big, we can only see the greenery of the community. It would be great to be able to see the lake from the balcony."

I felt very satisfied after imagining it. Le Zhi looked around and found that there were new people coming up at the corner of the trestle where he had just jumped into the lake. They were also two boys, but they were closer than Song Yu and him, head to head.

Almost overlap.

Le Zhi was a little curious, so he looked at them for a while, and he was surprised to find that they were holding hands and their fingers were intertwined.

This caused an unknown emotion to well up in his heart. The next second, as far as he could see, the boy on the right turned his head and kissed the person next to him very quickly, because

This bold move brought a shy and cute smile to his face.

The sky was completely dark, the lake surface was sparkling, and those hidden emotions were blown away by the wind, scattered in these shining fragments, and dissolved into the lake water.

"What are you looking at?" Song Yu subconsciously looked in the direction of Le Zhishi's gaze and spotted the pair, but he didn't say much.

Le Zhi turned his face away, lowered his head, held his palms on the stone surface of the plank road, and shook his dangling legs uneasily, "It's nothing."

Even though he said this, Le Zhishi was still not used to hiding things from Song Yu. So after two seconds, he turned to Song Yu and said, "They just kissed, I saw it."

Song Yu was not as surprised as he thought, and said calmly, "Really?" He nodded at him happily, "They even held hands."

Le Zhi discovered very slowly that he did not think of the kissing of two boys as the scene he was accidentally forced to see when he graduated from junior high school. On the contrary, he felt that it was very pure, especially the boy who took the initiative.

The smile on his face.

How cute, he must like his boyfriend very much.

Seeing that Le Zhishi was silent, Song Yu thought about whether to say something else, but unexpectedly, Le Zhishi actually raised his head and asked him, "Brother, do you think it's weird for them to kiss?"

While speaking, Le Zhishi's hand that was leaning on the plank moved and his fingertips touched Song Yu's, feeling a little cold. When Song Yu looked at Le Zhi, he turned away his eyes casually and said in a calm tone, "What's the matter?"

Weird? What does it have to do with us?"

He didn't seem to be asking a rhetorical question, just a simple statement.

"So are you okay with boys being with boys?"

Facing Le Zhishi's questions, Song Yu fell into a deadlock. He didn't want to give any guidance, but he also didn't want to say anything against his will.

"It's not my turn to accept it or not. It's their own business."

Such words seemed too cold, so Song Yu added, "As long as you really like her, there is nothing wrong with her."

"Yes." Le Zhishi agreed softly, as if he was persuading himself.

Song Yu found that his heart was really hard. Even if the person he liked was right in front of him and asked him questions that could take the opportunity to reveal his secret love to the world, he still did nothing because he was an older brother.

The relationship between them is like a bubble that is about to burst. Le Zhishi can be unscrupulous, but he must be careful and bear all the consequences.

He hopes that he is really a stubborn stone, without consciousness, and can remain stubborn without being weak.

When the wind cooled down, Le Zhishi pressed close to Song Yu's arm, as if trying to get some warmth from him, and he smelled the good smell of Song Yu's body again.

I don't know when he started to want to hug Song Yu and possess him. He felt powerless when he learned that he had had so many memories in which he was not involved.

He seemed to be suffering from a serious illness. He thought he could pursue someone without asking for anything in return, but he was actually not that great.

He needs repayment, a Song Yu that is completely and only for him.

This somewhat pathological possessiveness almost swallowed up Le Zhishi's heart.

He couldn't continue the topic, so he sniffed and changed to a new one.

"Brother, when is the next time you go out for homework?" Le Zhishi asked.

Song Yu said he was not sure, and Le Zhi asked if he could follow. Song Yu refused, "It's a bit dangerous."

Le Zhishi compromised very wisely, "Then you will bring me rocks."

He turned his head and looked at Song Yu, "I'll be the one to take care of him."

"I will bring them to you." Song Yu gave him a definite promise, "But these stones are useless. If you don't study them, they will actually mean nothing to you."

“Would it make more sense to give it to someone else?”

Faced with Le Zhi's sudden question, Song Yu frowned, "Why do you say that?"

Le Zhi was speechless for a moment and did not give him an answer.

He suddenly felt very insecure in all aspects. He was afraid that there would be someone who made Song Yu care more about him, and then there would be no place for him. He was even more afraid that Song Yu would suddenly disappear one day and never come back.

"I just don't want you to give it to anyone else. Is it okay if you don't give it to others?"

Song Yu was keenly aware of Le Zhishi's changes and quickly softened his heart. He raised his hand and gently touched the top of Le Zhishi's hair, "It's okay."

He didn't want to disappoint Le Zhishi, "I will try my best to find different souvenirs for you. They may not be so valuable every time, so don't have high expectations."

Le Zhi took out the turquoise he gave him and stared down at the blue facet that exuded porcelain light. "Okay. No matter what you give me, I will be very happy."

He will take good care of these gifts that he has traveled across mountains and rivers.

"Why?" Song Yu suddenly wanted to ask, so he blurted out.

This time Le Zhi was very honest, "Because I know you will give me gifts when you come back, it will be easier for me to accept your departure."

After hearing his words, Song Yu suddenly understood.

It turned out that Le Zhi heard what Qin Yan said at the dinner table, the joke about asking him to learn rock climbing to prepare for unexpected events. He just pretended not to hear it, pretended that he was eating seriously, and did not want them to be embarrassed by him at the dinner table.

He also suddenly realized that Le Zhishi was not as slow and easy to deceive as he thought.

He is no longer the child who didn't understand anything.

"Brother," his voice lowered, "you can go to far away places, or very dangerous places, if you really like."

Le Zhishi's hands were clenched tightly. He didn't actually need a souvenir. He wasn't that naive. Even if a recipient appeared who would make the stone more meaningful, it didn't matter.

"But don't forget, I'm still waiting for your gift."

Le Zhishi just wanted a promise and a habit from Song Yu. Let him remember to protect himself at all times and that someone is waiting for him.

He looked at Song Yu. The wind by the lake blew his forehead hair away, revealing his beautiful eyebrows. He spoke with a rare calm tone.

"I was too young at that time and had no ability to keep them. They would never come back, so I had to accept them. But now that I have grown up, I don't want to accept anything like this anymore."
Chapter completed!