Xu Lie left Su Hao's side in the middle of the night and could no longer enter the school, so he stayed in the school district house that Shi Jiayan rented nearby for one night.

Shi Jiayan returned to the city center to live with his parents on the weekend, and the house here was vacant and there was no one. After Xu Lie woke up naturally because of his biological clock in the morning, he rarely forced himself to wake up quickly and let himself sleep and go back to bed.

This is his first slack in nearly half a year since something happened at home.

Perhaps it was the exciting fight last night that made him accidentally find a gap in his long-term depression.

In that gap, he can live as he pleases, without exposing his darkness and evil, and can temporarily forget yesterday and not worry about tomorrow.

After returning to school, Xu Lie went to the classroom to study for self-study until he received a call at 2 pm.

Caller ID Su Hao.

Last night, Su Hao dialed his number with his cell phone, and he saved the number in her room into the address book.

Xu Lie looked at the caller ID for a few seconds and answered the phone.

A tentative female voice came from the other end: "Xu————?

It’s not Su Hao, it’s Xu Zhili’s voice.

He silently replied: "Yes."

"Ah, then what, your girlfriend is too simple. The password for your phone is the tattoo date. I tried it once and it succeeded." Xu Zhili explained.

"Is there something wrong?"

"I made an appointment with her at Starbucks next to Nantu at 3 o'clock to get a cell phone, but I couldn't get through the situation. I just used her cell phone to call her home. Her aunt said she was out, so I couldn't contact her. Do you see if you have time to help her get her phone and send it to Nantu? If I don't have time, I will contact Chen Xingfeng again."

Xu Lie glanced at the wall clock behind the classroom: "Where are you?"

*

Su Hao arrived at Starbucks on time at 3 o'clock, and some customers sat in it.

After walking around, she didn't see Xu Zhili. She ordered two lattes and found a conspicuous table to sit down.

While drinking the latte in his hand, Su Hao stared at the store door. His eyes were sore at three o'clock. He was about to scold Xu Zhili in his heart, but the glass door swayed, and Xu Lie, wearing a white shirt and dark blue school pants, pushed the door and walked in.

He stood by the door and looked around for a few times, as if he was looking for someone.

Su was so stunned.

Yesterday, the Forbidden Foot Internet Cafe and the Back Feet Bar, today it’s Starbucks again, this person is so rude!

And why can she always catch him waving?

Then she wants to see which girl he is going to date with today!

Su Hao looked at the single beautiful girls in the store. Before he could find the target person, Xu Lie turned around and saw her and walked straight towards her.

Well? Why did he leave so naturally, so confidently and confidently? There was no surprise or guilt on his face as "It turns out you are here too"?

Xu Lie walked to the table, pulled the chair opposite her and sat down, unbuttoned the first button of her shirt, let out a breath before speaking, and slowly adjusted her breathing.

He was gasping. Unlike ordinary boys who were big and thick, he was politely restraining his breathing.

But Su Hao saw that his sideburns were slightly sweaty, and he might have just experienced a long-distance race.

People who don’t fight or fight, can’t speak in anything they can.

Xu Lie took out a cell phone from his pocket and pushed it over.

Su Hao looked down.

It's her cell phone.

Su blinked curiously: "Why did my phone get to you?"

Xu Lie returned to his calm: "Xu Zhili had something to do temporarily, so he called me with your cell phone."

So he came to find her specifically.

So she was eating melons on her head?

"Oh." She looked at the fine sweat on his forehead, "Where are you from?"

“West Street.”

West Street is a dilapidated old street, not too far from here, but there is no shared bicycle point in that area, so it is difficult to get a taxi. It depends on luck when waiting for the bus.

He couldn't wait for the car and ran two kilometers, right?

Su Hao touched his nose and handed him the cup of latte that he had prepared for Xu Zhili: "Then give it to you."

Xu Lie took a sip.

Su Hao unlocked her phone opposite. Just as she was about to check the phone number and the message, she suddenly said "Huh": "Why did she know the unlocking password of my phone?" After asking, she remembered that Xu Zhili had seen the tattoo on her ankle. Su Hao felt enlightened, "How come she still remembers my things..."

"What?" Xu Lie narrowed his eyes.

Su Hao looked up at him.

She had no intention of mentioning anyone about herself and Xu Zhili.

But when Xu Lie asked this "why", she suddenly felt that if one day she would tell someone this little secret, this person might be Xu Lie.

Maybe I am used to being sloppy with my friends around me, and everyone is too familiar with them, so I don’t know how to say some of them.

Perhaps Xu Lie just happened to witness her three recent encounters with Xu Zhili. She felt that as long as he was not stupid, she should see that their relationship was not as bad as the rumors said.

Su Hao held up his cheek, turned the coffee cup and said casually: "Actually, Xu Zhili and I had a good relationship before."

Xu Lie put down the cup, held his hands together, and acted in a listening posture.

Su Hao said slowly: "I just divided the class in the second year of high school, and we were arranged by the old class as a deskmate. You also know that the old class especially likes to complement each other's personalities. Xu Zhili was very quiet at the time. He only studied but did not make friends every day, nor did he participate in group activities. Everyone thought she was a nerd who only loved to study, but I think this might not be the case..."

Once, Su Hao accidentally picked up Xu Zhili's draft and saw that there were a lot of messy graffiti on it, which cannot be called painted graffiti.

The graffiti itself is nothing, but when Su Hao turned over the paper one by one, he suddenly thought of his sister.

When Su Yan committed suicide by cutting her wrist, the last painting left in the bathroom was also a bunch of messy lines.

Those strange vortexes, those distorted facial features that cannot be distinguished, are like a person hiding in a calm appearance, crazy and depressing heart.

Although it may not be like that, since then, Su Hao has paid more unconscious attention to this deskmate who originally didn't care about it.

She didn't know what kind of mentality this was.

Maybe it's empathy?

Of course Xu Zhili is not Su Yan. But if Xu Zhili had the same experience as Su Yan, Su Hao would like to try to help her.

Su Hao did not explain these in detail to Xu Lie, and simply said: "I suspect she may have a tendency to be depressed."

Xu Lie raised his eyebrows, a little surprised Su Hao had guessed this long ago.

"I just thought that I would be more and more depressed when I was burying my head every day, so I took her away from class to play several times. She discovered the new world and found fun. She was much more cheerful, and gradually became strong with me." Su Hao shrugged, "But later she became too wild and mingled with people from the martial arts school all day long."

"I am a person, just being loyal," Su seemed to be pretending to be relaxed. "After all, I took her astray at the beginning. If she didn't come to class, I'll catch her a few times."

"But she was determined not to study anymore. The nine-headed cow couldn't pull it back. She also thought I was meddling with me and broke up with me. When she left school, her parents also came to make trouble with me, saying that I had made her like this." Su Hao said "tsk" and said, "That's right. She said that cutting her wrists was not for suicide. I don't believe it. If she continued to study in school, she might not have come to this point. It seems that I had harmed her."

Xu Lie shook his head: "No."

Su Hao raised his eyebrows: "Hmm?"

"She said last night," Xu Lie thought for a while, "She is looking for excitement."

"Yes," Su Hao nodded, "If it weren't for the excitement, who wouldn't have thought of going to Green Forest Tianyang."

"I just went to West Street to get my phone, and she was in good spirits."

"so?"

“So that’s how she lives.”

Su Hao frowned: "How to survive?"

After promised Xu Zhili to keep it secret, Xu Lie did not intend to break his promise, so he changed his hypothetical statement: "If she does have a tendency to depression, finding stimulation is her way of living."

Su Hao's eyes flashed slightly.

"So you didn't hurt her," Xu Lie's tone was very calm, but because of his objective calmness, it sounded inexplicably convincing, "You have found a way out for her. Maybe she will give up if she doesn't treat the symptoms or the root cause. One day she will give up, but if it weren't for you, she will give up earlier."

"Oh, is that?" Su Hao's nose felt sore for some reason, he turned his head away, looked out the window and pressed the corners of his eyes.

"I'll go to the bathroom." Xu Lie suddenly stood up and left.

Su Hao raised his head and fanned the air with his hand, fanned the wet and warmth in his eyes, and then drank with a latte in a daze.

After cushioning for a while, she stared at the empty seat opposite and was a little confused.

What she drank was not a latte or a fake bar. Why did she suddenly feel so pretentious just now? Why did she talk to Xu Lie about those things that were there?

Xu Lie actually served as a chat with her.

Don’t boys usually have no way of talking about girls’ thoughts? Is it too big for one person? Why is he the same as a brother who is a master?

My brother Zhiyin has been going to the bathroom for a long time.

It won't happen to anything. He may be a public enemy of the martial arts school now, so he shouldn't have come to such a lively place.

Su Hao gradually took the time to take the negative emotions, picked up the schoolbag from his seat, got up and hurried towards the bathroom.
To be continued...