The blood of youth【22】
August 23, 2015;
I woke up very early today, or it should be said that I didn’t sleep all night. I have been insomnia for a long time and I can’t fall asleep without taking medicine. Even if I fall asleep, I will be woken up by the ringtone of my phone. Just today, I am going to end the sound of waking me up every night.
I have wanted to kill Xue Minhao for a long time. He is a coward, a friend who is unfaithful. He alienated the feelings between Wang Mingyuan and Cheng Xun, encouraged them to isolate me and expel me from our group like an outsider. We used to be close and had no secrets, but now, there are many secrets between us, and Xue Minhao is the culprit. Sometimes when I walk behind him and look at his limping figure, I feel disgusting for him, my incomplete body and incomplete life, what is the value of living in this world? His parents will definitely think so when they see him, and they want him to die. I used to think he was pitiful, but since his unfaithfulness, hypocrisy and ugly face was exposed, I really hate him, and I only want to kill him.
Soon, I had a chance, and he suddenly asked me to play games at his house. I was familiar with his face. He must have deceived me, ridiculed me, mocked me, and waited for an opportunity to smash me. I will not let him get what he wants. I will destroy him before he destroys me.
It was twelve noon when I arrived at their house, and he was the only one at home. His poor mother was not at home. It was great that this was my chance.
He asked me to sit down on the sofa, cut the watermelon and serve it to me. What's going on? Did he see that I'm here to kill him? I'm begging for mercy? I almost felt soft-hearted, but he once again put on Confucius' face and said to me, "You shouldn't do that. Recently, I have always had nightmares and dreamed that they are still alive. Let's surrender. We are minors and will not be sentenced."
He was too long-winded, and I didn't want to hear a word of what he said. I only knew that he betrayed me and took my friends away. He deserved to die!
After eating the watermelon, he moved out a game console and told me with a smile that it was his mother's birthday gift. He mocked me again, mocking me for never getting my mother's gift. He sat on the floor to connect the cable connector for the TV and the game console. I sat behind him for a while and watched. He was so stupid that he couldn't even install a game console, but I didn't want to help him at all. I asked him where the bathroom was and I was going to wash my hands. He pointed me in the direction, so I saw their bathtub, which was so big that it was enough to drown a person.
I walked into his bedroom, picked up a pillow from the bed, and returned to the living room. He was still sitting on the floor fiddling with the game console, not guarding me at all. I walked behind him, knelt on the ground, and covered his face with a pillow from behind. The whole process was very calm. Except for his resistance, I used too much effort and felt very tired, everything else was very good. After more than ten minutes, he stopped moving, I let go of him, then went to the bathroom to fill the bathtub and dragged him in, and finally took out the "confession" I had collected and placed it on the bathroom toilet.
When I left, I took away the melon peels and game consoles on the table, threw them into the trash can downstairs of the community, and left silently as when I came.
November 20, 2016;
Since entering high school, Wang Mingyuan and I have no contact with each other. He avoided me and I don’t want to see him again. Because his eyes changed since Xue Minhao’s death. It was similar to the eyes of looking at wild dogs. I don’t know what he guessed or heard of, but in short, the eyes of his eyes at me made me hate it. Among the four of us, he had the best relationship with Xue Minhao, because Xue Minhao likes to play basketball and shoots very accurately, so Xue Minhao always teaches him the shooting skills, and Xue Minhao’s death has always made him feel uneasy.
Yesterday, Wang Mingyuan suddenly came to the class to look for me. He pulled me out of the classroom and told me very seriously that Xue Minhao could not commit suicide because the "confession" was their graduation assignment. The three of them gathered together at that time. Others may not know it, but he knew it best. He asked me to go to the police station with him to tell me about this matter. Sometimes, he was too loyal.
But he reminded me that the three of them were. The three of them betrayed me and formed a new group. The reason why this group exists is to destroy me, so the three of them have a life, and all three of them have to die.
So today, I asked him to wait for me at Leo Hotel. My father is a shareholder of this hotel. I don’t need to record my entry and exit, and no one will pay attention, so I was in room 912 and killed him.
April 18, 2017:
Cheng Xun has long been a useless man. He is an absolute coward who is afraid of walking at night. His veteran's father disciplined him too harshly, making him too cautious and sensitive. The grade group is rumored that he was possessed by ghosts, otherwise he would become nervous and eventually quit school and was circulated at home as a livestock.
At around 2 o'clock in the morning, he called me and was chased by something and asked me to help him in panic. Well, for the sake of the past, I helped him.
A pale light leaked from the ceiling, wrapping the boy sitting in a chair. He lowered his head to avoid the light. The light hit his face and shone his face like a lifeless plaster. He seemed to have just been fished out of the water, and his hair was still dripping water. He closed his eyes and his body was trembling, like a child who had a nightmare but could not wake up.
“Is this your diary?”
There were two people sitting outside the light, hidden in the darkness, like the King of Hell and the judge sitting in the Hall of Yama, one asked questions and the other wrote.
Yuan Xu's attention was all on his handcuffed hands. He tried to struggle for a while and found that the iron ring was far colder, harder and unkind than he imagined.
"Yuan Xu, don't be afraid of resistance and quibbling. We found a baseball uniform coat with olanzapine powder in your pocket in your bedroom, and you threw away the crime tool near 121 Haibin Avenue. Yuan Xu, raise your head."
The voice was not so fierce. On the contrary, he was even a little gentle, at least not as aggressive as Captain Chu. Yuan Xu slowly raised his head under the gentle seduction and saw a person walking out of the backlight. The man walked up to him with a coat and a pair of gloves, stood outside the aperture, and asked in a young voice: "Is this your thing?"
Yuan Xu suddenly felt dizzy. The black baseball uniform jacket was spinning in his eyes for a moment. Then the jacket spread out his arms like a man and crawled on the ground, gradually pushing to his feet. He suddenly jumped up from the ground like a beast and rushed towards him!
"ah!"
Yuan Xu subconsciously raised his arms to cover his head, and his body hit the back of the chair heavily.
Yang Kaitai handed the evidence to the police officer beside him, returned to the table, and whispered to Fu Yi: "Captain Fu, do you want to call a doctor? His current condition is not suitable for questioning, and, according to the regulations..."
Fu Yi shook his head and said, "Don't you understand yet? His current state is himself, and he has already remembered it all."
Yang Kaitai turned around and looked at Yuan Xu, and suddenly realized that the confusion and chaos in his eyes had disappeared, as if he had woken up from a dream, similar to the first time a newborn baby opened his eyes to see the world, no, he was looking at hell.
Fu Yi stood up, walked out from behind the table, stood in front of Yuan Xu, raised a case report, and said in his non-threatening tone: "Sports epilepsy is not in the category of mental illness. You just temporarily choose to lose your memory under pressure, and you still have to bear legal responsibility for your own behavior. Now I ask you, have you remembered it?"
Yuan Xu looked at him timidly like a frightened bird, locking his shoulders, and the fragile wind blew, "I think about it, what do you think of?"
"I remembered that you killed Xue Minhao, Wang Mingyuan, and Cheng Xun. You wrote down the crime process in your diary. The handwriting experts have identified it. Although it was written with the left and right hands, the degree of appearance reached 95%. We also found a coat stained with Cheng Xun's DNA and olanzapine powder in your wardrobe. All the evidence indicates that you are the murderer. Do you admit it?"
Yuan Xu showed a puzzled expression like a student who didn't understand the teacher's lecture. He hesitated for a moment between asking questions and defences, then pointed to himself and said, "I am, the murderer?"
Fu Yi was actually waiting for him to refute. The cunning rabbit has three holes, and the poisonous snake can bite people while dying. Any suspect who does not argue or refute or struggles is not considered a "complete" criminal suspect. Such suspects are either hiding deeper sins or waiting for rescue. But Yuan Xu does not belong to any kind. Before he was taken to the police station, he seemed to be a hollow puppet, blank from the inside out, like an amnesia-lost person. Now he has gradually become fulfilled and rich, because the police forcibly instill memories in him. If he has a little fear of the rule of law and the police, he will accept these memories, make it a part of his body, and also make himself a complete person.
People are eager to find faith when they are extremely ignorant and extremely confused, just like Yuan Xu can only obey the police now.
Finding key evidence of convicted crime in Yuan Xu's room did not make Fu Yi feel relieved, but instead made him even more worried. Judging from the current situation, Yuan Xu is undoubtedly the murderer. He was just worried about what kind of self-persuasion Yuan Xu would confess his guilt and whether the outside world had a great impact on him so that he could completely control this unsuccessful child. Now it seems that Yuan Xu has completely become a pawn controlled by the "legal system".
He needs Yuan Xu to plead guilty, but he will never convict Yuan Xu.
Next to the interrogation room, one-way glass blocked the three people standing opposite Yuan Xu. Chu Xingyun stood in the middle of the mirror, facing Yuan Xu, Liu Jiamin on the right and He Cheng on the left. At this moment, the three of them were like audiences, watching a stage play dominated by silence and helplessness. The performance of the boy was not eye-catching. He was too ordinary. Even if he was given the title of a suspect, he was still too ordinary. The emotions he showed were not as good as the stage, and it was ups and downs. Those scripts that were bleeding obviously would not appear in real life. The scripts in real life were always mainly helpless, very helpless and helpless. The performers were very desperate, and the people who watched had no hope.
After being a policeman for so many years, Chu Xingyun has long been heartbroken, but he has a bit of "love the house and the womb" care and distress towards Yuan Xu from beginning to end. Seeing Yuan Xu's appearance at this time, he always thought of someone who was more helpless, more desperate, sadder than him back then, and even younger than him.
He turned to look at He Cheng and saw that He Cheng was looking at the opposite side seriously, without any cynicality, but was particularly serious, with a cold light like water marks flowing on the lenses with golden threads.
He Cheng suddenly took off his glasses and pinched his eyebrows. The light of his eyes glanced at Chu Xingyun staring at him, so he put on his glasses and turned his head to look at him. He raised his eyebrows gently and asked him with his eyes: What?
Chu Xingyun: "Go and make me a cup of tea."
He Cheng:......
Chu Xingyun opened his mouth without saying a word, and said with a smile: Listen to your brother.
He Cheng frowned in disgust, shook his arms, as if he was throwing goosebumps off the floor and went out.
As soon as He Cheng left, Chu Xingyun changed his face and said to Liu Jiamin: "Teacher Liu, sit down and talk."
He and Liu Jiamin sat down on two chairs placed by the wall, opened a document that had been in his hand, raised their legs, looked at Liu Jiamin who was as calm as before, and smiled and said, "Teacher Liu is not very surprised. His psychological quality is better than that of us police officers."
Liu Jiamin responded to changes in the same way, gently stroked his hair and said with a smile: "Captain Chu is really good at joking. We teachers also encounter some emergencies every day. If we don't even have this psychological quality, how can we discipline students?"
Chu Xingyun: "What do you mean is that you have known that Yuan Xu is the murderer for a long time?"
Liu Jiamin sat upright on the chair in a very standardized and elegant posture. He said, "Captain Chu, don't think about anything from me anymore. I have already made it clear. Moreover, you have caught the real murderer, right? Why do you still waste time on me?"
Chu Xingyun pinched his chin and looked at her for a while, and smiled: "Then let's talk about something you may not know."
Liu Jiamin put the edge of his eyes on him, and tried to avoid contact with Chu Xingyun as much as possible, as if he was avoiding the plague god, and asked, "What does it mean?"
Chu Xingyun opened the documents spread on his legs in the middle: "In the summer of Yuan Xu's fifteen years old, he asked for a period of leave in the last semester of the second year of junior high school. Do you know?"
"I am his class teacher in the second grade of junior high school, so why would I not know about it?"
"Oh, then what's the reason why he asked for leave?"
"It seems like I'm sick and need surgery."
Chu Xingyun nodded: "That's right, it's indeed an operation. The records above are just ordinary appendix surgery, but..."
Chu Xingyun's tone changed and suddenly became cold. He looked up at her and said, "But he took more than two months off and even planned to transfer to the county town."
Liu Jiamin frowned impatiently: "Students are taking sick leave, so we teachers can only approve them. Are there any problems?"
Chu Xingyun smiled: "No problem, of course no problem." As he said that, he threw the documents heavily on the ground and stared at Liu Jiamin again: "This kind of false case can only deceive you. People with native families like Yuan Xu, the cases in private hospitals are more accurate."
Liu Jiamin: "What do you want to say?"
Chu Xingyun supported her forehead, looked at her face, and smiled slowly, "What I want to say is that Yuan Xu did not have an appendix for surgery, but he had a liver. No, it should be more accurate to donate liver. His brother Yuan Kai suffered from congenital liver dysfunction and could only change his liver."
As he said that, Chu Xingyun showed a puzzled expression: "However, I was very curious, why a fifteen-year-old child, who was underage, was sent to the operating table by his parents to the operating table to cut his liver and save his brother. I couldn't figure it out until I remembered it. A long time ago, when I was in school, I read a medical report. The Bachelor of the American Institute of Technology initiated a project, relatedblood, which translated into Chinese as 'native blood'. It is probably to study the mutual remedy of life in a native family, that is, to transfer part of the parents and children's body to the other party, use the human body to perform experiments, and see the rejection reaction between their organs. It's very perverted. Teacher Liu, what I want to say is that Yuan Xu's mother is a member of the research group, and later the research group was banned because it was too inhumane. After Yuan Xu's mother returned to China, she married Yuan Xu's father, and only the general manager of Lantian Technology.
The manager soon gave birth to a child, but he was congenitally deficient in liver, so the mother, who was a doctor, gave birth to another son. She completed unfinished experiments on her own body. This mother might just want to contribute to medicine, or she really wanted to save her son's life. But I personally tend to be the first type, because Yuan Xu was sent to her cousin's house after the operation, which was like being born as an organ. Yuan Kai, who was lying on the hospital bed, was not well taken care of. On the contrary, he used a lot of drugs that had never been clinically tested. In less than half a month, Yuan Kai died. After his death, his body was dissected and his liver was made into specimens and displayed in the American Institute. Yuan Xu, who was sent to the home of a distant relative, had a sudden car accident on the way home with his cousin and aunt. The car overturned into a deep ditch on the side of the road. Both of them died, and only he was still alive, so he was taken back to the Yuan family."
Liu Jiamin obviously had never heard of this story. She was very surprised, and she did not hide this surprise. Chu Xingyun did not let go of the slightest emotional fluctuation on her face. She leaned forward and said to her: "You can ask why, Teacher Liu, you don't have to be so nervous and alert, because you don't have you in this story, and you will appear in the next paragraph."
Liu Jiamin suddenly turned her head and looked at him, her lips trembling slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but she seemed to hold it back.
Chu Xingyun seemed not to feel her anxiousness, and still said in a tone of coaxing the child to sleep: "Where did you say just now? Oh, Yuan Xu and the others had a car accident on the way home from the hospital. Oh? I seemed to have missed a point. It was not him who went to the hospital for examination, but his aunt who had a prenatal examination. What a coincidence, Teacher Liu, his aunt was pregnant, but died on the way home. One corpse and two lives, is it somewhat similar to your fate?"
Liu Jiamin's eyes were filled with a wet red light, and she looked at Chu Xingyun with hatred eyes, her angry lips kept trembling: "Don't mention my child again..."
Chu Xingyun suddenly cut off her words loudly, and his eyes suddenly became impatient: "You are pregnant, she is pregnant, and there is another person who is pregnant too." He spread his hands, and a green button appeared in his palm, reflected in his pupils, like a green fire.
"It's the owner of this button."
Chu Xingyun held the button high and put it in the brilliant light: "In this way, the two cases merged into one, and all the clues were connected."
After saying that, he looked at her and smiled: "Am I right, Teacher Liu?"
Liu Jiamin: "Nothing is said, I don't know what you are talking about."
Chu Xingyun's face darkened, and he took out a photo from the pocket of the inner lining of the jacket and sent it to her: "Are you familiar?"
The sudden appearance of mummies and bloody clothes in front of him scared Liu Jiamin and tightly moved back to the back of the chair.
"Have you found that there were no buttons on the green shirt? I only found it. However, at the scene of Cheng Xun's death, Yuan Xu's house found this green button. I think if you look through Xue Minhao and Wang Mingyuan's house, you can find it. What does this look like? A kind of... a souvenir?"
Liu Jiamin jumped up with a pale face, and her demeanor disappeared: "I don't want to listen to your nonsense. I have nothing to do with them!"
Chu Xingyun then stood up and said with a stern look: "Then please tell me where you were on August 7, 2015!"
"I don't remember, I don't remember!"
"Then I will help you recall, you were called out that day, who were you? It was your four students, Xue Minhao, Wang Mingyuan, Cheng Xun and Yuan Xu! What did they want to do when they asked you to Luyuan Villa? Did you kill you? Or kill the children in your womb? You must have been unprepared for them at that time, so you were trapped, but you survived. The children in your womb died, and the Xu Gangshiyan and his wife who died on your behalf! Oh, by the way, I checked. It rained heavily that night, and the heavy rain made you escape. The children could not chase you, right? They went to the wooden house to shelter from the rain and ran into the same pregnant woman.
The pregnant Shi Yan, or the gun in the wooden house, came to restore the situation at that time. No matter who discovered who, the four children and two gun vendors could not coexist. The gun vendor wanted to kill four children to protect themselves, or the four children wanted to kill the gun vendor to protect themselves, or the four children did not see the gun. Yuan Xu killed the gun vendor in order to find a replacement. In short, Xu Gang and Shi Yan died. After their deaths, the newly formed child in Shi Yan's belly was dug out, and the heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys were also dug out. Look at these photos, are their deaths very miserable? Should it be you!"
Liu Jiamin shivered into the corner with trembling all over and said, "I don't know! Don't ask me, I don't know anything! It's not me who killed them! It's not me!"
Chu Xingyun followed closely, like a black and white impermanent who was seducing his soul and seeking life: "I didn't say you were the murderer. Now I need you to help me identify them. Just tell me if you were deceived into climbing the mountain by four children on August 7, 2015. You just need to admit that we can convict Yuan Xu."
Liu Jiamin threw away his troops and took off his armor, and was in a mess. The female soldier was finally defeated and she was about to admit it. Chu Xingyun looked at her nervously. As long as she nodded, everything would be over.
Liu Jiamin squatted in the corner, covering her head with her hands, wailing softly, and tears flowed all over her face, like a dejected female wolf.
Chu Xingyun squatted in front of her, gently placed his hand on her shoulder, and said as if comforting: "You just need to admit that they killed the child in your belly, and your daughter with a high fever, and admit that you went up the mountain on August 7, 2015 and everything was over."
Liu Jiamin kept crying, her crying became louder and louder, and finally, it gradually turned into laughter. She collapsed on the ground like crazy, watching Chu Xingyun crying and laughing. The tears on her face wet her hair, making her look like a female ghost salvaged from the sea.
Chapter completed!