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Jiang Yu didn't expect that this year's autumn will come so quickly.

It seemed as if not long after he left, yellow leaves on the branches fell down one after another, and were heavy on the edge of the tree-shaded road.

The moment Qiu Li left, her world was stripped away and there was only an empty shell.

After Qiu Li went to Haicheng, he changed his mobile phone number and all contact information, as if he had completely disappeared from her life and disappeared.

There are many people I know about the ballet major at Beicheng University, all of whom are Esmeral’s classmates.

Every day, I travel to and from the college and the art center with the girls, and my life is fulfilling and simple.

Although he is very busy every day, Jiang Yu still feels empty in his heart.

Until now, she didn't dare to think about the morning sunshine, nor did she dare to think about the words Qiu Li said to her to break up.

Jiang Yu sent him text messages every day, but he never replied. He changed his cell phone number and could never contact him again.

Early that morning, Jiang Yu came to the physics building and waited at the door for half an hour, and finally waited for Ren Xian to go to work.

"Will Teacher Ren have a class later?"

Ren Xian opened the office door and said gently: "I don't have classes, what's wrong with you, classmate?"

"I am Qiu Li's girlfriend, I...I want to talk to you about him."

Ren Xian asked Jiang Yu to sit on the sofa in the office and poured her a cup of warm water: "Class Qiu Li is very outstanding. I also hope he can apply for our physics major, but he seems to be more inclined to inherit his father's business and apply for the clinical psychology major."

Jiang Yu looked at Ren Xian's expression, as if she was talking about this matter that had nothing to do with him.

"Teacher Ren, do you call him Qiu Li?"

"Um?"

"Isn't he your son?"

Ren Xian was shocked: "Student Jiang Yu, why did you say this?"

Jiang Yu was even more shocked than Ren Xian, and stood up and said, "Teacher Ren, Qiu Li has so many years, all hope and the courage to support him to live. Isn't it just that one day I can get better, get into the best university, get the best results to see you? How can you call him... Qiu Li!"

"Did you misunderstand?"

Ren Xian frowned and said, "I have a family and a daughter. My daughter is older than him. How could he be my child? Yes, I do know him. He is the son of Dr. Qiu Shao. At that time, I had insomnia all night due to my doctoral thesis. I had several treatments for rehabilitation at Dr. Qiu, and I met him..."

Upon hearing this news, Jiang Yu's temple jumped up, and his heart was about to suffocate.

"You mean...you're not his mom..."

"Of course not. In the past, I talked to Dr. Qiu about Qiu Li's mother. She died of dysfunction when she gave birth to him. At that time, I saw that Dr. Qiu seemed to love his deceased wife very much. When she mentioned it, her eyes were full of sadness. I wonder if it was because of this reason that he did such a terrifying thing to the child later."

Jiang Yu understood, and completely understood.

Qiu Shao turned all his love for his deceased wife into hatred for his son, abused him and hurt him.

Qiu Li was so lacking in maternal love when he was a child that he mistakenly regarded Ren Xian, the kind and kind aunt, as his mother.

At that time, his mental state was already very bad.

Later, when Ren Xian's treatment was over and he stopped visiting him, Qiu Li thought that his "mother" had abandoned him.

Over the years, memory has been strengthening and has become the deepest obsession in his heart.

In the future, he will become the leading clinical hypnotist in China.

No one would have thought that the first object he hypnotized was himself.

And such hypnosis really changed his memory, making him regard Ren Xian as his mother and believe it without doubt.

So that day in the amusement park, Qiu Li called Jiang Yu and told her what she said with a smile, saying that her mother recognized him, liked him very much, was proud of him, and asked him to move in with him.

That is not a comfort, nor a "lie".

Qiu Li at that time was already... terminally ill!

Jiang Yu forced the pain of her heart twitching, walked out of the office, turned around and bowed deeply to Ren Xian. The moment she bent down, tears rolled down her eyes.

"Teacher Ren, I...I know it's hard to do this, but can you please see him in the future..."

She swallowed even more, barely able to speak.

She didn't cry even when Qiu Liti broke up, but now she felt so distressed that she was about to die.

"Student Jiang Yu, do you need my help if you have anything to do? Just say..."

Jiang Yu swallowed for a long time, but could only say: "Forget it."

It's too late, Ren Xian can't help Qiu Li with anything.

Mother was his entire hope, but now his belief has collapsed.

There was no hope and no light, like a wounded beast, he hid back into the dark nest, locked himself up and hid himself.

Ren Xian seemed to recall that day when Zhen Xuxu's birthday party, Qiu Li's face was wrong and asked anxiously: "Student Jiang Yu, where is Qiu Li? Can you let him come to see me? I want to have a good chat with him."

"He's gone."

Never come back.

......

Walking out of the physics building, Jiang Yu's thoughts became very slow.

The day he left, she chased him to the airport and couldn't see him. She squatted in the terminal and cried like a child.

She complained that Qiu Li had tricked her and lied to her, but she never thought that she would really break up with him.

Later, Jiang Yu called him and was told that the machine was shut down. He had been to his home once and opened the door with a spare key. When he saw the white cloth dusty sofa and dusty furniture inside, he realized in panic...

He really left.

[Knowing the Wrong] app reminds Jiang Yu again, [Save the Demon Boy] has not conducted a task for a long time, and the account balance is 500 yuan.

If you continue to deduct this, Jiang Yu's account will be very little left.

But this is not the most important thing. Whether the money is deducted or not, Jiang Yu must go to Haicheng once.

She wanted to tell him that even if the whole world doesn't love him, Xiaoyu won't want him.

......

When Qiu Li arrived in Haicheng, rain stars floated in the sky.

The air in Nancheng is stuffy and humid, and even the wind blowing is extremely dull.

After Qiu Li got off the plane, he didn't even turn on his phone and threw away the card.

He was afraid of seeing the message Jiang Yu sent him, and he could not take any steps whenever she cried and begged him.

Beicheng is a city where he never wants to stay for a minute, but there is the girl he cherishes most in his life.

Lie to her and abandon her may be the most slutty and conscience he has ever done.

But fuck... he is such a bad person, and he can't drag her together even if he goes to hell.

It's pretty good, it's like the earth wandering around and finally returning to the origin.

He was still the ignorant and heartless garbage in the past. Even if he died the next second, it would be no pity.

College life is meaningless to Qiu Li.

He is smart and can digest all the classroom knowledge points without any effort. He can listen whenever he wants to listen, and then he lies on the table to sleep when he doesn't want to listen.

At night, I went to KTV to drink with a group of boys who didn’t study much and did nothing, and were free.

Women often invite him to drink in the bar, but Qiu Li often refuses anyone.

Alcohol can make him fall asleep faster, otherwise once the longing starts, it will be torture in the long night.

If you don’t have money, you can make money. Don’t be smart, just use his face to make money in an international metropolis like Haicheng with gold brick floors.

Money is no longer an unbearable burden in his life.

He will never return to the midsummer when he exchanged bags of cement for a crystal music box.

Qiu Li now works lightly and always has a dazed mind, and his smile on the corner of his mouth becomes more frivolous, unlike a person.

If you make money, go overeat and fill in the holes that can never be filled, or play cards, then earn more, or get all the money when you have fun.

Even if you starve to death the next day, what's the point?

That night, he met Zhen Xuxu at the playhouse bar.

Qiu Li was already half drunk and fell to the bar. He heard someone calling him, and turned around in a trance and saw the girl's gorgeous face.

She was wearing hot pants and suspenders, smoky makeup, and her eyelashes were a bit scary.

When she saw Qiu Li, she was crazy and grabbed him and shook her desperately: "Oh my God! Ahhhhhh! You actually came to Haicheng! Don't say you are studying in Haicheng! Don't say you are studying in Haicheng University! Don't say you are studying in Haicheng University!"

Qiu Li was stunned by her and shook her hand without hesitation: "Who are you?"

"Zhen Xuxu, you actually forgot me. You're so sad. I'm still thinking about you all the time. I can't even ask for a phone call from my mother."

"Zhen Xuxu..." Qiu Li searched these three words in his mind slowly: "Who the hell?"

"I am Ren Xian's daughter." Zhen Xuxu pouted: "You really hurt my heart, I decided to ignore you for three minutes."
To be continued...
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