‘My mother is an actress, very, very famous, super female star.’ Airlick sat silently on the sofa, looking at the woman sitting on the floor and watching the script, ‘She is a very, very successful actor, so in my young heart, she is the object of my admiration.’

‘So, facing my mother’s habit of acting with me, I just regarded this as a game between mother and son.’

‘Although my mother often needed to play a guest appearance in certain movies, she always played something with me when she was at home, but sometimes she would…’ Ellik looked at the broken toys under her feet, and then felt the tears on her face and the wrinkled little face. It was like a plot-like feeling in a first-person game.

"..., what are you doing? It's so noisy!" The mother with braids and triangular glasses pushed open the door and walked in with a serious look on her face. Today she played the role of a Spartan mother and an withdrawn son. However, the young man did not echo his mother's acting skills, but looked at the toys on the ground cryingly and said, "I...my favorite toy..."

‘Yes, I occasionally find this kind of thing that will mess up my acting skills.’ Ellik watched as his mother’s originally stern expression gradually softened, and then stood in front of him with her knees. ‘And often at this time, my mother always says that.’

"..., what kind of mood do you feel now?" My mother smiled and looked at me with expectation.

"It should be called... [sad]?" I raised my head and looked at my mother with a hint of uncertainty.

"By the way. My current mood is [sad]~" Mother smiled and said happily: "Don't forget the feeling just now~"

‘Yes, it’s always like this.’ Ellik stared at the familiar face in front of him, ‘It’s still like this. My mother always associates my sudden emotions with her acting skills.’

"Yes, what was just [anger]." "What was just [surprise]." "And what was just [happy]."

‘[angry],[surprise],[happy].’ Ellik looked at the TV in front of him, and there was a TV series on which his mother was the heroine. ‘And when I was young, I watched my mother who was so proud of her acting skills in the TV series, and I felt that it was really amazing, so I recorded these emotions as acting skills.’

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'Then, I entered the kindergarten.' Ellik looked at the classmates in front of him and the kindergarten teachers, and listened to the mothers of the other children in his ears, "You see, that's the son, right?" "Yes, [be-] is also next to him, ah, what a cute filial son," "I felt very excited."

'But the source of these excitement is not to meet familiar partners, but…' Ellik looked at his body and was making an uneasy gesture.' Just being excited, just that he and his mother can perform so many acting skills every day, and so many people, what kind of acting skills should they perform every day?'

‘But when I asked someone [what do you want to play?] and [what are you doing], I didn’t get any useful answers. Even after the other party was just wondering what I was doing, I thought it was strange.’

‘And after experiencing that thing, I realized that I was different from other children.’ Ellik looked at a group of kindergarten students in front of him discussing the game of playing Ultraman and Monsters, and naturally remembered the past. ‘Yes, Ultraman, Monster, that is…heroes and evil parties.’

‘I was very excited and thought I could finally perform with everyone, so I was very happy to participate. Then under the condition of [those who lose rock-scissors must be monsters], I lost and starred in the monsters.’

‘I performed very seriously, with a hideous expression and a crazy expression, so serious that everyone felt scared.’

‘But, on the way to the game, the lunch break ended and everyone ended without warning [playing].”

‘Only I haven’t stopped yet, I continue to play the role of a monster and rushed into the classroom. That’s just because I, the monster, has not been defeated by Ultraman, so of course, shouldn’t it be necessary to continue to destroy it?’

‘Of course, I was blamed by the teacher, and the teacher invited my mother to school.’

‘Mother apologized very seriously.’

‘I felt uneasy when I looked at my mother who was scolded together. Could it be that my acting was wrong?’

‘At this time, my mother smiled and said to the teacher, [I will let... play a role that will not cause trouble to everyone in kindergarten].’

‘In the next few days, my classmates still felt fear of me, which made me very confused. I asked my mother uneasy, if her acting skills were bad, why did I make other classmates afraid of me?’

'My mother told me very seriously, that's just that other people didn't realize that [people] belonged to [actor], and others just didn't realize that. Objectively speaking, if you suddenly give someone a script and say that you are the male protagonist and go on stage to perform, then ordinary people will definitely be very panicked, but [actor] is different. No matter what stage it is, I can perform seriously. Even if someone says that my performance is a bad thing, I will continue to perform because I love acting deeply.'

‘At that time, a gust of wind blew, and the petals were flying beside my mother, making me lose myself, I said [I also like to perform the most].’

‘My mother said to me happily, [Is that so? Then we are the same~].’

‘At that time, I was naively thinking that this evil and those things were all my mother’s love for me, but I didn’t notice it at all. It was just my misunderstanding. What’s even more ridiculous is that I wanted to be someone like her at that time.’

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‘In kindergarten, I observed it carefully for a while and then came up with what kind of [acting] people would be loved by everyone, so I decided that the role I needed to play was…’

"Hey, that's all, you guys who love to bully people! You rude guys who bully the weak! Let's decide the outcome with me!"

‘Yes, at that time, I chose the role of the messenger of justice, and as I expected, this was very popular, and my popularity among my friends in kindergarten increased suddenly.’

‘After a while, I had become the [object of worship] for most students in kindergarten, and the [best baby] in the eyes of the teacher. After handing the umbrella to the students in need that day, I ran home in the rain, unable to wait to tell my mother that my acting skills were successful.’

‘However, when I got home, I found that there was no one at home. I suddenly heard it. Yes, my mother said a few days ago that the role she would play next time was a strong and hardworking female college student living in a single dormitory, so she went out to rent a house and experience life.’

‘So, I was wearing wet clothes, sitting on a chair, looking at the view outside the window, waiting for the nanny to come to home to cook.’

‘Then, I fell ill. Because I didn’t dry it in time after getting wet, I had a fever. I don’t remember how many degrees I had, but the only thing I remember was that I was already confused at that time.’

‘By the way, when I think about it now, today seems to be my birthday?’ Although I was weak all over, I was still very clear in my mind, watching the development in front of me with a hint of sneer, like a forced movie.

"Madam, the young master has a fever, it's very serious. And today is the young master's birthday. Can't you put down what you are doing first and come back to see the young master?"

"Huh, Ma Liu, please give me the phone...."

‘As expected, accompanied by the phone call at the door and the sound of pushing open the room, the nanny Liu, who was at home, walked into my room slowly with her cell phone, then pushed me and said [Young Master, Madam wants to talk to you].’

Ellic, who forced himself to sit up, was like a treasure, holding his cell phone in his ear and asked, "Mother?"

"Hey..., do you know? Mom, the next role I will play is a single female college student living in an apartment, so, sorry, mom now needs to consult a female college student's usual feelings and behaviors. Also, I finally asked a writer who painted a girl's cartoon to talk to him about shaping the role. Sorry, mom now doesn't have any extra thoughts to play your mother, so you can take some medicine and go to bed early,...you will understand? The importance of shaping the role, because... I also like acting, don't you?"

"Yeah." Ellik nodded, then said, "I know."

Despite this, Ellik was wondering why he had the expression of [sadness] that his mother often said? Obviously, there was no need to play sadness, right?
Chapter completed!