Chapter 0183 memories (three)
‘I graduated from kindergarten and went to elementary school. Because of kindergarten, I continued to play a role like [Emunited of Justice]. Sure enough, everyone around me accepted this role very much.’
‘So, I became friends with a classmate named Jin Quan. He played a cowardly role who was a bit silly and cowardly, so he was always bullied, and I always went to save him because of this…’
"...Class, thank you for helping me all the time."
"Nothing, I'm just doing what I should do, I can't forgive those guys who bully people!"
"Then...classmate, can you become my good friend?"
‘Good friend? Yes, at that time, I thought Jin Quan was proposing such acting skills as [two people come to play good friends], so I agreed with a smile.’
‘After that time, Jin Quan and I have been playing [good friends]. In my eyes at that time, Jin Quan's brilliant acting skills surprised me,’
‘But, because of this, I had a question at that time.’
"Well, Jin Quan, don't play the role of being bullied!"
‘Yes, just say to me [Let’s be good friends], he immediately played the role of perfect good friends. I think he, like me, is a person who can [consciously play].”
‘But, the people I told me are divided into conscious and unconscious play. If you realize your acting skills, why do you have to play such a hard role as the bullied person?’
‘So, facing the puzzled Jin Quan, I said this…’
"So. Since you hate being bullied, then play another role!"
"You...what are you talking about?" Jin Quan seemed very puzzled, and then looked at me for no reason.
"What did you ask me? Because you and I played the role of [good friend] well? Then you will be good at other roles, right?"
"You said, play the role of a good friend? In other words,... are classmates who are good friends with me all because of acting skills?"
"Hmm? Of course. Isn't Jin Quan? He obviously played so well? Eh?"
‘At this time, I stopped the movements in my hand and looked at Jin Quan in front of me in confusion. He was trembling with his thin body, wiping his tears with both hands. He said intermittently.’
"It's too much. I'm really good friends with you, but you actually said that it's acting, it's too much!"
"Hey...hey? Why? Why is it too much? Because don't everyone perform it?"
"How could it be a performance!!!" Jin Quan, who has always been very cowardly and spoke in a quiet voice, used a loud roar this time, "It's so strange, acting skills, those are not everyone's acting skills! Only... classmates will do this! If, if all these are... classmates' acting skills, then where are you real?"
‘Really…me?’
‘Then. I never talked to him since then, and at the same time, my mother was often away from home in order to create roles.’
‘After that, I entered a small theater because of my mother. Then, there, although my acting skills are often praised by the directors of the theater, because my mother is a star, I am still talking about it by people around me, knowing that I met him. He Yi.’
"Idiot, can you be jealous of others if you are not good at your level? If you feel unwilling to give up, try to compare...better!" He Yi pointed at me and said to those around him who were talking about me.
‘Afterwards, He Yi mentioned that we two little actors who were completely beyond the level of the people around us became [friends] and then we discussed our acting skills together.’
‘The settings every day are different, there are gossiping aunties, brothers and scumbags who play with their sisters, black brothers and counter-bones, and girls’ high school students. Our acting skills not only amazed the elderly in the troupe, but even some newcomers who joined the troupe looked at us in surprise.’
‘Yes, since I met He Yi, he has been playing my [friend]. Then, I encountered a small car accident, which was not a big deal, just scratched by the bumper. However, after learning the news, He Yi rushed into my ward and asked about my injury.’
'After learning that I was not seriously injured, He Yi breathed a sigh of relief and sat on the chair very tiredly.'
"He Yi, very awesome! Super awesome, the acting skills of [friend] just now."
"You guy, are you still talking about these things?" He Yi looked at Ellic with a twitching corner of his mouth, then looked at his confused expression, sighed helplessly, and said, "It's nothing."
‘Soon after, I heard my mother’s mother, that is, grandma and mother quarrel.’
"Why did you change your place again?"
"Well, because I want to live in a room that suits the character."
"Can't you live at home occasionally to create characters? Even for..."
"No, I'm the character of [single woman] now. In order to be this character, I don't have time to play [mother] at all."
"Are you... important to you, acting skills are more important than Siren!!"
"That's right, of course, everything I have is for acting, I'm the one who can only survive like this."
‘At that time, I was very confused. I was wondering what role I would play at that time? My son in the rebellious period? Or...’
‘I don’t understand myself, but I know that my grandma will always be by my side, but I didn’t get what I wanted.’
‘Grandma passed away.’
‘At that time, I didn’t even know how to vent the feeling in my heart that I didn’t know but was very uncomfortable. Then, He Yi said to me [Now I’ll give you ten minutes to perform a sad cry].’
‘Then, I started crying, and I couldn’t help calling my grandmother’s name…I cried very sadly.’
Chapter completed!