The manuscript fee for June has been released, and I can only say it is terrible. I can't bear to calculate whether there is a thousand yuan or not.

So I contacted a job, and the probation period was three months, which was much more tiring than the official period. So from this month, 7, 8, 9, I guess I can only have one update (3,000 words) in the past three months, and there will be two updates occasionally. Although I am sorry for everyone who subscribes,...

I need to survive, too.

‘Looking at me crying, He Yi smiled and said [Just like this, cry as much as you want. Don’t mind other things. It doesn’t matter if you don’t have acting skills. Aren’t we friends?]’

‘He Yi has always cared about me since then. He Yi will come to my house every day as long as he can come. He Yi is very powerful and can always act like [friends] so realistically.’

"Actually, I'm thinking that I've always taken care of you, accompanied you, and liked your grandmother. It's because I know the real you that I'm by your side!"

‘The real me? The young me flashed through my mind what I had asked me once, where is the real me?’

"He Yi, do you know what kind of thing the 'real me' is?"

"Real...you?" He Yi showed a subtle smile and said, "That's right, well, if I really know something, I will tell you~"

‘What is the real me, what is the real He Yi?’

‘But even He Yi wanted to move to France suddenly.’

"Sorry..., although I really want to stay in Japan all the time, I can't do it because of my parents' work." As he said that, He Yi looked at me worriedly and said, "... It doesn't matter if you don't have me, right?"

"He Yi, you still really love to worry. Haha, it's okay."

"Is that so? I'm very grateful to you. Thanks to you, I've learned a lot of acting skills. The most important thing is that I'm really happy to be with you." As I could say this, I smiled with tears in the corners of my eyes.

"I am also very grateful to you, because He Yi is here, I can be so happy. Thank you!" The young Allic smiled very charmingly and said, "Thank you, you can always play my friend."

At that moment, the smile on He Yi's face suddenly became stiff, and then slowly became gloomy. The young Ellik, who did not notice this, continued: "Didn't you say it? What is the real He Yi like? I have thought about it. The real He Yi is indeed a very powerful actor..."

‘Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted.’ Through this body, Ellik looked at the boy in front of him blankly.

"Shut up." He Yi had a gloomy face, revealing a terrifying aura, "It's enough!"

"Hey? He Yi?" The young Ellic reached out to touch the boy in front of him very unknown, but was slapped away.

"Really, it's a pity that you really only have acting skills." He Yi raised his head and looked at the young Ellic with a very pity, saying, "Your [really look] question. I had prepared other answers, but it seems that I was wrong. The real you are just an empty shell!"

"Apart from acting, you'll have nothing, just an empty shell."

‘After leaving this sentence, He Yi left.’

‘But, looking at He Yi leaving, I did not leave the airport immediately, but stood quietly.’

‘I have also seen the expression of hippo before leaving. It is the same as that of Jin Quan, just like...’

‘It looks like I’ve been hurt!’

The young Ellik leaned weakly against the wall behind him and murmured: "Strange, have I hurt many people so far?"

Walking home in confusion, then lying on the bed, the young Ellik looked at the ceiling with his eyes blankly and murmured: "I need to, go and apologize."

However, it seemed to be an illusion, and it seemed to be my own imagination. A voice appeared in front of the young Ellik.

[It's useless. Even if you apologize, your apology is not something you want to apologize with your heart anyway, right? You will only apologize emptyly, right?

‘Not...sincere?’

"Long time no see, Jinquan."

"You...are you asking me for trouble?...student."

"I want to apologize to you."

“Eh?”

"Sorry, I used to be friends with you with acting."

"...Forget it, no need. Now, I won't be happy to apologize to me or something. How can a person like me have good friends?"

‘Jinquan’s expression was very disappointed and terrible, just like losing hope for life.’

[Look, it's true that it can't be transmitted, because you have no heart, so you can't convey anything~]

"Really...sorry."

‘Sure enough, I can’t convey anything, because everything about me is acting.’

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‘After a while, my mother returned to this room because she heard that she had a disease called ‘cancer’. I didn’t know what it was when I was young, but my mother always looked very weak.’

‘Are you playing a patient?’ The young Allic thought silently, and then he began to play a relatively [well-behaved, sensible, and taking care of his mother’s son] setting.

Gradually, her mother's eyes on Ellik became gentler, but at the same time, her health became worse and worse.

As time passed, finally one day, my mother, who was lying on the hospital bed, called Ellik to her room and made her final instructions.

Looking at such a mother, Ellik just smiled shyly and asked, "Hey, Mother, how about I play the [benefit son]?"

‘Yes, neither Jin Quan nor He Yi can understand me, that’s because they don’t dedicate their life to acting like me, but, if it’s a mother, yes, mother. You can definitely understand me, right? Because, you are not like me, there’s nothing else in life except acting?’

'But what made me confused was that my mother, who was smiling happily and seemed very satisfied with her mother, why, why do you look at me like this now?'

‘Did I do something wrong? Why is your eyes so sad?’

‘I don’t understand, what I did wrong. Why, why do even my mother, who taught me since childhood, who has nothing left in life except acting, denies me in the end?’

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"Is it meaningful for you to show me these?" Ellik slowly opened his eyes, then looked at the person standing in front of him, and asked coldly.

"Oh, you're so flirting." The man who looked exactly like Ellik, but was covered in pure black all over was looking at Ellik with a subtle smile and said, "I just want you to look back on the past."

"What?" Ellic, who was sneering indifferently, responded without caring, "Do you think these things can drive me crazy?"

"Oh, how could that happen? In fact, I was surprised that I could only read these simple things from your heart. I was even more curious about you deep down." The black figure teased Allic in a very angry tone, as if he couldn't wait to make him angry.

"It's meaningless." Ellik calmly glanced at the black man, "It's nothing more than an evil person. He wants to take over the body, but it's a pity. This is my body, and my degree of fit is definitely much higher than your degree of fit. In addition, you should be the consciousness produced in that ball of black energy. It was broken by Livette An and others just now, which would have caused you a lot of harm. So, do you want to make me angry and then create a gap in your heart?"

"Tsk, so I don't like you very much? Sure enough, since you came to this world, you have been playing the role, right? From getting to know Elsa to explaining Lair, you are playing a reliable senior, right?" Black smiled and frowned and said carelessly, "But in fact you have no heart at all, right? Whether in front of Elsa, in front of Lair, or in front of Tabasa, tsk, I'm afraid, you who killed crazy people on those nights are the real you~"

"Ha." Ellik sneered, and then said contemptuously: "Do you think it will be useful to me to say this after I know your purpose?"

"Of course it's useful~" The black figure smiled happily, as if the little idea had been successful, and said with a smile: "I'm completely different from the kind of garbage-like evil things you know inside~ because I'm the evil of this world~"

"Sa, I think about it, oh, do you remember that girl named Yuling?" The black shadow froze at Ellik's smile, and said happier: "Oh, that child is really pitiful. He was deceived by the elder brother he believed in~"

"Nothing is...!" Ellic lowered his head, then looked at the black figure in front of him gloomy, and warned with a hint of coldness: "I, I don't allow her name to be spit out from your mouth!"

"Oh my~" The black shadow waved his hand, and then said indifferently: "No, isn't it because of her death? Isn't it?"
Chapter completed!