The final exam is next week, and Yi Yang was lying in bed thinking about something.

There are also bottlenecks in learning. After doing several sets of test papers, I still found that I encountered an invisible wall.

Separately speaking, the scores outside of Chinese and Mathematics have been very stable. Among them, the scores in mathematics and English are the best. Mathematics can score more than 130. English is a little less, but can still maintain 120. For Chinese, it depends more on luck. Mainly

It's a reading comprehension question, and I still can't grasp the direction of answering the question. Sometimes I understand it shallowly, and sometimes I understand it deeply, but it doesn't seem to work well. I still need to do more questions, analyze more, and master the rules... Slowly

Just do it.

In terms of minor subjects, physics and history are relatively important and can be regarded as main subjects. Geography and biology are relatively minor and more about learning some common sense. The difference can also be seen in the scores. Both physics and history have full marks.

It is 100 points, while biology and geography only add up to 100 points.

Total score 750.

Of course, there are some differences in the teaching examinations of junior high schools in China. Even within Jiangnan Province, it is difficult to unify among prefecture-level cities. This score is based on the municipal examination scores delineated by Heyang City. Before the high school entrance examination,

City-wide unified examinations are rarely conducted, at least for now.

Now while I am studying, I am also thinking about my future direction... mainly in the arts and sciences.

The sooner you decide whether you will study literature or science when you go to high school, the more benefits it will have for your future studies. Of course, you should try to balance it as much as possible in junior high school, and find a preference for reading literature or science while ensuring that you are not partial to subjects.

, is something that should be considered now.

This matter can probably be thought of from two aspects, one is whether one is good at it or not, and the other is the future prospects.

Whether you are good at thinking or not, you can just look at your grades. At present, if you follow the division method of high school, there is no need to consider other than language and mathematics. After all, arts and sciences are all considered. And the content of geography and biology at this stage is really

Maybe it's simple. Scores have little reference value, so it mainly depends on history and physics.

Yi Yang feels that history and physics are the standards for the division of arts and sciences.

Physics can be said to be the end of all natural sciences. Be it chemistry or biology, the end of learning is actually physics.

History is inextricably linked to all social sciences. Especially in the process of learning history, mastering historical materialism is also of great help to understanding other social sciences. From a certain perspective, history is

The foundation of other social sciences cannot be exaggerated.

And these two subjects...well, judging from the scores alone, physics is better, but this is related to the question pattern of the liberal arts and sciences. 98 in the physics test and 89 in the history test does not mean that physics is definitely better than history.

More talented. After all, the only answer to science is that it exists objectively and does not depend on human will. But history is not good. There are always subjective questions that let you talk about your opinions. When you answer the questions, you are more subjective, and the marking teacher is more subjective. The score

It's also subjective.

And from the perspective of hobbies, the same cannot be seen. Of course I am interested in physics, after all, I have been dealing with cars for so long... But that is just elementary physics. Every time I listen to Luo Bing talk about some physics competitions

Things, various physical formulas that seem to have only been seen on TV, that is the sea of ​​stars he should pursue.

But are you not interested in history? Not really. Especially after ordering historical journals and reading them patiently, the colorful history is equally fascinating. About history, you can read it as a story.

Whether it’s the people, events, or objects that have left their names in history, there is a story about it. Each one of them may be soul-stirring, sad, or sad, infuriating, and hateful. If you understand it carefully, you will really understand.

It brings people a feeling of home and country.

Sometimes Yi Yang even thinks that liberal arts and science should not be divided into subjects, or that history should also be studied as a compulsory course. Lu Xun said that young people should stay angry. If you want to be angry, study history.

So so far, I only look at whether I am good at it, and I still can’t tell which direction I should choose in the future.

However, from the perspective of future choices, Yi Yang is still more inclined to study science. Because the choices from science to university are wider, and he can be exposed to many cutting-edge fields of science and technology... In a sense, people who study science

, are the group of people who promote the progress of this society.

Perhaps the best solution is to study science, maintain the habit of reading history, and learn a little philosophy...

He felt a little relieved. He felt that his cognitive ability had improved a lot. He would not have thought about these things before. This is how people are. In learning bit by bit, they broaden their horizons, improve their ability to think, and absorb things subtly.

Silently, I felt the change at a certain moment and smiled.

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In physical education class, Yi Xiaoqing was sitting alone in the stands. Not far away, there were several girls chatting together. She seemed out of place.

Looking at the playground, she was thinking about something.

After the mid-term exam, Yi Xiaoqing never took the initiative to go to Yi Yang's house again. Naturally, that experience had a big impact on her. The cousin she originally looked down upon... suddenly became a top student.

As a student, his grades ranked among the top 50 in his second year of junior high school, and he also received a scholarship from the school... It is not that he has never had this strong sense of gap, but this gap was brought about by Yi Yang, and his mood is more complicated.

At this time, Yi Yang's attitude towards Yi Yang was more of one of shame, not because of the feeling of shame, but because all the things he showed off had become a joke to him. This was a huge blow to his self-esteem.

.

It's hard to explain clearly what her attitude towards this cousin is at this time. My mother has always read stories about Yiyang and his family, and if one thing is not good here or the other is not good, over time, she has also formed a fixed impression. In the previous point,

Last semester, Yi Yang even got into several fights, solidifying his reputation as a gangster... In short, his mother didn't like him very much.

But, is what my mother said true? I used to be firm, but that was before.

She also went to watch the knowledge contest and the New Year's Day party that day... It was quite shocking. She never thought that Yi Yang could stand in such a dazzling place. It was very cool. Just looking at Yi Yang on the stage, she didn't feel like it.

Very happy.

Yi Xiaoqing has also entered puberty.

Yi Yang's changes caused a huge sense of tearing in her. And she began to attribute all of this to her mother Wang Hua's education.

She is getting more and more annoyed with her mother now. She can't see her mother's personality in other aspects for the time being, but as far as she is concerned, she likes to blame herself, and she always lectures on trivial matters.

I feel really helpless and angry... A few days ago, I talked back to her for the first time in my life, and I haven't spoken to her yet.

When she talked back, she didn't even think that it could be so satisfying. For a long time, she didn't dare to talk to her parents like this. She had suppressed it for a long time, and it was a sudden release. When she talked back, her mother was stunned for a long time.

It seems unbelievable.

Many things her mother said were wrong, and it was really tiring to blame herself every time. I began to feel that everything she said was wrong, and she wanted to get angry at anything she said... Therefore, Yi Xiaoqing sometimes felt that she said some things about Yi Yang.

wrong.

But it's obvious that she didn't like Yi Yang not long ago...or that she doesn't like it now, but she doesn't like Wang Hua's preaching even more, so she probably has a kind of rebellion of "I will accept whatever my mother objects to".

It's just that this goes against her nature and will cause a tearing feeling, which makes her painful.

And the troubles came one after another. She didn't know when she started to find that no one in the class seemed to like her very much, and even the people in the dormitory were not willing to go with her... Did she dislike her for being poor? No.

, there are obviously people who are poorer than herself, such as Zhao Yue'e, why is she always surrounded by people?

After hesitating for a while, she got up and went to join some girls who were gathering not far away.

They were chatting about gossip, what happened to a certain boy, what happened to a certain girl, what happened to a certain star... When she passed by, everyone's expressions changed slightly, and then they exchanged glances with each other... This detail, she

Not even discovered.

"I also feel that Chen Yiru is so ugly but so confident. I was so angry when I saw him on "Camp"."

"Yes, but I don't think Wang Dongcheng is very good-looking. In comparison, Wu Chun is the most handsome."

Yi Xiaoqing listened for a while and wanted to interject. After thinking about it, he used a sentence that he thought was more humorous: "Ha... then you have quite strong taste~"

However, after she said this, the faces of several girls changed slightly. The girl who just spoke snorted coldly and said, "It's not as strong as your taste. Who doesn't know how strong your taste is."

Yi Xiaoqing was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized the offensive meaning in the other person's words. He frowned and said, "What do you mean?"

"What do you mean?"

"I was just kidding, are you so stingy?"

The girl opposite was laughed out of anger and said: "I just can't take a joke, I just don't want to listen to you, what's wrong?"

"you!"

"Let's go."

Several girls glanced at Yi Xiaoqing silently, then they all stood up and walked away together.

She stared blankly at a few people, gritted her teeth, and suddenly burst into tears. After everyone had gone away, she stood up silently, wiped her tears, and glanced at her classmates who were resting in twos and threes in the playground, filled with resentment.

I started to imagine some unrealistic things in my mind

Real things...many, many years later, when I was in great glory, those guys who took the lead in hating me were all regretful and begged for forgiveness one by one... After fantasizing like this for a while, I seemed to feel better, but my heart was still sour.

of.

She began to walk silently on the playground with her head lowered, and kept thinking about those messy things in her mind... She walked to the door of the sports equipment room, which was far away from the crowd and quiet. There was a skipping rope on the ground. She picked it up and wrapped it around her.

Tie a knot... subconsciously.

Suddenly there was a rather stern voice in my ear: "What are you doing!"

Yi Xiaoqing was startled and turned around to see a physical education teacher, the only female physical education teacher in the school, frowning and staring at him.

The female teacher took the skipping rope in her hand, looked at the skipping rope with dozens of knots, and said angrily: "You students..." Before the criticism could be uttered, she was stunned...

Because Yi Xiaoqing suddenly started crying.

The female physical education teacher’s surname is Wu, which is the same as Wu Zetian. She is tall and nearly 1.8 meters tall. Her students affectionately call her the Queen. She is a straightforward woman, but when she saw this scene, she became angry and said, "Did I say that to you?"

?Why are you crying! Are you so delicate?"

But I'm not used to it.

Yi Xiaoqing just cried. The chaotic emotions in her heart suddenly became unbearable at this moment and poured out crazily.

Yi Xiaoqing's cries attracted several people who were helping to organize and clean the equipment in the equipment room.
To be continued...