And he is an ugly duckling who can never turn into a white swan.

My nose suddenly became sore and my eyes felt astringent. I raised my head, not wanting to let tears fall.

Originally... I thought Bai Muyuan also liked me a little bit, even a little bit.

He is so kind, he accompanies me when running, and is willing to give me a ride.

When I was taken away by Yu Wenxuan and Yu Wenjie, he was worried about me and stayed up half the night.

Knowing that I was imprisoned by those three demons, they still took the risk to rescue me.

He was such an upright gentleman, and even though he had the opportunity, he did not choose to take me to check out a room.

Moreover, he also took me to a gathering of astronomy enthusiasts, and through the telescope I saw that there are so many beautiful stars outside the earth.

I was so happy that night, sleeping in the same bed with him at close range.

However, happiness is indeed short-lived. Everything between me and him only lasted one night.

That girl is so anxious about the monitor, she must love the monitor very much.

Actually, I can't blame Bai Muyuan. He has never promised anything to me, nor has he ever done anything beyond me.

He has done so much for me... maybe it's just the help of friends...

But I let him be trained a lot by his handsome brother and sister, and let him face such embarrassing situations and difficulties.

Actually I know.

I am stupid, everything is just my own random imagination, I thought that the squad leader also had feelings for me...

My chest hurts so much.

I blinked hard, as if blinking back tears.

But it's no use...

Moisture suddenly surged up, and tears fell uncontrollably from the corners of his eyes.

Especially when I think of the last time Bai Muyuan pulled that girl away without even looking at me.

He left me like this...

Idiot Mo Mengmeng!

Didn't I tell you that the monitor only treats you as a friend?

Why are you still thinking so wildly?

But the tears couldn't be controlled by me and kept flowing out.

It wetted my cheeks, my hair, and burned my heart...

You won't understand how much I like him.

I really really like it...

I covered my face with my arms in pain, as if I wanted to use the strength of my arms to suppress the tears.

Obviously I never hope that I will have hope!

It’s all the monitor’s fault! Why are you so nice to me!

Why give me hope!

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(Jue'er: Don't worry, everyone. Once Mengmeng gets through this, everything will be fine. In fact, Jue'er also felt distressed when writing this, but there's nothing I can do about it, because Mengmeng really liked Bai Muyuan, so it's a must-experience.
Chapter completed!