Why give me hope!

My chest was blocked and felt really uncomfortable, as if my heart was being pressed by a huge stone.

I feel a little out of breath.

No, I can't think like this anymore, otherwise I will really collapse!

"I have to find something to do to distract myself!"

I jumped out of bed quickly, but this was a new environment and I was not familiar with it at all.

Moreover, my mind is confused now, and the wiring seems to be short-circuited.

I sat down on the carpet all of a sudden, looking very depressed.

This feeling of confusion makes me very uncomfortable.

Is this what falling in love feels like?

It's like losing your whole world...

Suddenly, I felt like I had no energy to do anything.

Bai Muyuan's smile is still reflected in his mind.

In the classroom, he helped me with my duties and smiled so brightly.

At the school gate, he parked his car next to me and offered me a ride.

On the playground, he ran with me, looked at me with gentle eyes, and smiled lovingly.

At the door of Yuwen's house, he caught me under the iron gate and let me fall into the arms of a prince like a princess...

Is it when you lose something you love.

Only when you feel empty inside can you understand true loneliness?

Maybe we have always been lonely, but at this time, we feel the sadness of this loneliness more deeply.

Obviously the whole person is still intact, but the heart seems to have been hollowed out.

When you stand in front of me and look at me, do you see a hole in my heart?

what to do……

How can I make it up?

I hugged my knees, leaned against the end of the bed, and buried my face in my knees.

The tears have stopped.

It's just a hole in the heart, how can it be filled back up?

I remembered that Luo Xiaoqing always called me a fool, saying that I was a heartless and optimistic guy who didn't know the suffering in the world.

In fact, she is the idiot.

My heart is also made of flesh. How could I not understand the sufferings of the world?

Now I understand... my heart is almost suffocating...

I couldn't help complaining and yelled into the air, "Luo Xiaoqing, you are the super, super idiot! Your whole family is all idiots... Wuwu..."

Cursing and cursing, I started crying again.
Chapter completed!