Updated: 2012-11-01

"Who is myself?"

When the memory of Sasus in Yue Yulou's mind awakened, this question lingers in his heart and cannot be removed...

Logically speaking, this problem is not a problem at all, and there is no need to even think about it, because things are simple no matter how you look at it. With the huge mission of saving Yashan, Sasus came to this world, but encountered some accident in the meantime and lost his original memory. Then he entered the game and witnessed the familiar scene. The memory began to slowly recover. It was a very reasonable explanation. In essence, he was the complete Sasusus.

However, some unexplained questions made Yue Yulou always feel uneasy about his identity, such as why did he live with him on Noah who came with him? Where did the vague aura that came from on him? And why did that strange nightmare appear in his former demigod brain?

But for a long time, Yue Yulou has used the excuse of "missing memory" to comfort himself. It is not that he is unwilling to think and search, but he is afraid, because he is afraid that he will become nothing, and he is afraid that he will lose the "memory" he just woke up. It sounds a bit ridiculous. A demigod is actually afraid of because of this, but this is the case. Yue Yulou is afraid of tracing the root of his current situation.

So many times, just like what Yue Yulou said himself, he was confused and searched for the tears of Yasha in a daze. In fact, he was not sure whether he could really save Yashan and fulfill his mission...

Perhaps deep in his consciousness, the purpose of doing this is just to prove himself, prove that he is Sasus, prove that he has everything the other party should have, and also do everything the other party should do, proving that he is a living existence, not a monster without a name...

Monster, the name Yue Yulou often chews in his heart, but the more he chews, the more he hates it. He himself can't explain the reason. Anyway, it's an inexplicable irritability, killing, destruction, and bloodthirst in his heart... This series of negative emotions are like lava suppressed in the soil, and this is also the source of his series of perverse behaviors. Even if he often finds excuses to comfort himself afterwards, it is always an excuse, and it cannot change the fact that "he" is different from Sasus.

So, when Sasus's brother, the seventh Dragon Sa Ailang, stood behind him and denied in cold words that "he" was his younger brother, the fragile string that Yue Yulou had been maintaining in his mind finally broke...

"Say, what are you talking about...Brother! It's me! Suss! Why don't you remember me?"

His hands were trembling violently, but although Yue Yulou tried his best to squeeze out a smile on his face, his facial muscles kept twitching, making his expression look a little ferocious.

"I've made it clear, you, not my brother, not Sasus."

"What a joke! I am me! Sasus! No one can erase my existence! No one can do it!"

Finally, everything that was suppressed in Yue Yulou's heart erupted. As he waved his hands and roared loudly, the sea of ​​clouds under the cliff began to churn violently, and the shrill wind blew the attached flowers and plants.

“No, no.”

He looked at Yue Yulou coldly, and Sa Ailang just shook his head gently. The strong wind stopped in an instant, and the sea of ​​clouds returned to its previous stillness.

"Why...Brother! Tell me! Why!"

It seemed that after venting all the strength on his body, Yue Yulou's arms hung weakly on his side, and the distortion on his face disappeared, leaving only a decadent ashes.

"I remember we went to a lot of things! I remember everything about Yashan! I remember..."

"I know."

After raising his hand to stop Yue Yulou, Sa Ailang slowly walked to the pavilion, looked down at the purple violin, and a ray of remembrance slowly appeared on his face.

"You have a lot of Seus, his memories, his powers, and even his soul, but you... are still not him."

"Why?"

"Because, you are just an unwilling soul."

In an instant, as if a bolt from the blue, Sa Ailang's faint words exploded in Yue Yulou's heart, leaving him alone.

"The Dead Soul...The Dead Soul..."

Looking at Yue Yulou, his eyes muttering these two words dumbfounded. Sa Ailang didn't say anything. He walked to Eras, stretched out his right hand and said lightly:

"Give it to him and let him understand all this."

"Really...to be like this? After all...he is also half of your younger brother."

“He has the right to know all this.”

"All right……"

With a low moan, Eras slowly opened the dragon's mouth, and a small piece of light green crystal floated out of his mouth and fell into the palm of Sa'Eyran's palm.

"Take it, it will tell you everything."

Seeing a light green crystal floating in front of him, Yue Yulou immediately found that it was a clear tear in Yasha's tears!

"everything?"

After reaching out and hesitating for a moment, Yue Yulou finally gritted his teeth and grabbed the small crystal into the palm of his hand. At that moment, his consciousness suddenly blurred, and the last bit of memory fragments began to reorganize rapidly...

"Not good! What kind of power is this? Why is this planet so strongly rejecting!"

In the mottled streaming passage, Yue Yulou was holding Noah who was shaking constantly, sweating profusely maintaining the already cracked shield. At the end of the passage was a blue planet, but even a little distance was full of unknown terrifying power...

"Brother, will we die?"

"Don't be afraid Noah, we won't die! If we die, Yashan will be over! So we must not die!"

That being said, the cracks on the shield were getting bigger and bigger. Through the spider-like shield, a vague human figure seemed to be seen, trying to hold his big hand and hit the shield. However, Sasus, who was in the middle, had no time to care about all this, because he had to make every effort to ensure the maintenance of the shield...

Bang!

With a loud bang, the shield finally couldn't support it, and it cracked a small mouth. The strong suction force instantly made the two people inside feel the threat of death.

"No, you can't let the mission fail..."

After looking at Noah who was huddled in his arms, Sasus, whose power had long been exhausted, finally made a decision to change the fate of two worlds.

"Tears of Yasha..."

Raising his hand to pull up the crystal in Noah's arms, Sasus knew very well that he could not use this energy, because Yasha's Tears resisted the power in him. Once used, he would definitely end up with both body and spirit, but he still did not hesitate...

"Noah, brother can't be with you anymore, but you must remember that you shoulder the fate of the entire Yashan!"

After saying that, before he could open his eyes wide, Noah, who opened his mouth, said a word, and Sasus tried hard to drive the tears of Yasha in his hand!

In an instant, light that could illuminate the entire star field burst out, and the blurred figure disappeared in an instant, and the broken shield quickly fell to the blue planet...

The crisis has passed, but Sassus has also reached a moment when the oil is exhausted...

"Ah, I still can't see Yashan being saved one day... I hope my brother won't blame me."

Smile and looked at his body that quickly dissipated like wind and sand. There was no regret or regret on Sasus's face. In his arms, Noah, whose eyes were closed, was holding Yasha's tears in his arms. When he was using it just now, Noah still opened her eyes wide, not knowing if she had suffered any damage.

But no matter what happened, Sasus was powerless at this time.

"This is the earth... It's such a beautiful planet, maybe..."

Gradually, Sasus's consciousness began to dissipate, and many pasts began to flow in his mind like a lantern, but what he did not notice was that the tears of Yasha in Noah's arms were emitting some strange light, and a wisp of breath that radiated from Sasus's body was slowly sucking into it, especially some dark gray substance.

“Ashan…earth…”

Looking at the blue planet that was close to her, the only light in Sasus's pupils slowly faded away. When the last time the names of two worlds flashed across his mind, this demigod from a distant space and shouldered the mission of saving Yashan finally dissipated in the endless starry sky in silence...

At the same time, the moment Sasus passed away, the originally translucent shield suddenly condensed into a milky white sphere, falling to this unknown planet with the only hope of Yashan.

The picture came to an abrupt end.

"I... turned out to be dead..."

He knelt down dejectedly on the ground, and only confusion was left on Yue Yulou's face.

"No...No...Who am I now?"

"This, ask yourself."

"I... shouldn't I... be called Yue Yulou?"

"I dare to ask, who is Yue Yulou?"

"Tell me...why did Noah have the memory of Sasus?"

He raised his head and turned his eyes to the calm man ahead with a look of indifferent expression. Yue Yulou could no longer maintain his coherent thinking at this time.

"Because, Seus's dead soul."

"The Dead Soul?"

"Or, you can call it an evil spirit."

Looking at the confused and trance Yue Yulou, Sa Ailang's ancient Jing Wubo's eyes inadvertently flashed with regret.

"Since you have the memory of my brother, do you know why Seus became the God of Dragon?"

"Because... is that obsession in my heart?"

"No, that's not obsession."

“Why?”

"If Seus is an ordinary person, then it can naturally be called obsession, but Seus is a demigod, a demigod who has touched the edge of the realm of God. Everything in him will be infinitely expanded. Demigod is the strongest realm of creatures, but it is also the weakest realm of creatures. Because of the effect of the nuclear power, everything in it will be infinitely increased, vitality, intelligence, physical strength, of course... also include mental power, and is also the most terrifying opponent of the demigod."

"Mental strength..."

"The heart is the soul. The demigod has divine power but no divine soul. Everything in the heart will be infinitely expanded by divine power. Therefore, the demigod seems powerful, but in fact it is extremely fragile."

As he said that, Sa Ailang took a step forward, staring at Yue Yulou's eyes without any sense of color.

"What do you think is the most terrifying thing about human hearts?"

"Love, hate."

"However, the same is true for the demigod. Under the catalysis of divine power, any powerful emotions in the demigod's heart will be increased into an extremely terrible negative. Seus's love has passed away and hatred has remained forever, so he will open the door to hell in anger. The demigod is precisely the most emotional creature, because there is a negative person that is ready to move in his heart."

"Negative?"

"That is another identical existence, according to some theories of the world you live in, it can be called..."

As if forgetting this word, Sa Ailan turned his head toward the whole Eras.

"Inner Demon."

The dull dragon roar slowly rolled across the sky...
Chapter completed!