Updated: 2012-11-02

"Heart...demon..."

The two simple words seemed to hit Yue Yulou's vital point, making him feel like he had lost his soul. He kept murmuring while looking at it blankly, and his pupils were showing signs of dissipation...

"That's right, this is the biggest obstacle for all demigods to become dragon gods. Only by completely abandoning the negative body in your heart can you truly have a heart that God should have."

After saying that, Sa Ailang no longer paid attention to Yue Yulou, who was kneeling on the ground and silently, walked slowly to the edge of the cliff, and looked down at the sea of ​​clouds with his hands behind his back, and the waves were disillusioned.

"Didn't you just ask why you have Seus's memory?"

"Why……"

In fact, for Yue Yulou now, the answer is no longer that important, because he has lost the most important thing to him - his name, or evidence that can prove what he is.

"The Tears of Yasha are the matter that remained when the world was destroyed in the last era. It contains a great amount of energy, and also has the unique ability to frame space."

Hearing Sa Ailang's words, Yue Yulou slowly opened his palms and stared at the small crystal in his palm with his eyes blankly.

"But the tears of Yasha are extremely conflicting with the divine power we possess. As long as any substance with divine power comes into contact with it or triggers the power in it, it will be destroyed by both the divine body and the body, and Sushe..."

Speaking of this, there was a faint fluctuation in Sa Ailang's unchanging indifference that had been around for thousands of years. Perhaps this dragon god was not as ruthless as he himself said.

"...That is the true destruction of both body and spirit, and the entire existence has been completely erased. There is no so-called soul, nor so-called reincarnation. Do you understand what I mean?"

"clear……"

He smiled bitterly, and stood up slowly like a soulless puppet. Not long ago, Yue Yulou suddenly remembered the nightmare that had bothered him for a long time. According to Sa Ailang, it might not be a "nightmare", but a real existence...

"But you still didn't tell me the real reason."

"Asha's tears can release energy, and absorb energy at the same time, and it is an energy that is not divided into components. The negative body in Seus's heart is also a powerful energy, so powerful that even if he is dying, he can still maintain enough existence."

"You mean..."

"Sus is dead, but the negative in his heart is absorbed by Yasha's tears. Since the negative is also part of Sus himself, he carries a lot of his memories."

"No, no...how could this happen? No..."

In an instant, Yue Yulou understood what the other party wanted to express, but he could not believe this cruel fact. He shook his head vigorously while constantly retreating, as if he wanted to escape the truth that was about to appear...

"So, you should understand, right? The so-called Yue Yulou is just the twisted feelings in Sus' heart, the collection of all his negative emotions, that is, a soul that is unwilling to die."

But Sa Ailang, just as he appeared, defeated Yue Yulou's only fantasy in the coldest and most ruthless way.

"The unwilling soul, the unwilling soul... No! No! I am Yue Yulou! Not a deceased soul! No, no..."

The shouting of hoarseness could not change the cruel and unbearable reality.

"No! Your words are wrong!"

Suddenly, Yue Yulou thought of an unexplained loophole, raised his head suddenly, and asked loudly:

"You said Yasha's Tears will absorb negative energy, but my body is Noah's!"

"Do you know how long it has been since you left Mount Ya?"

“…?”

"Two hundred and thirty-four years."

Turning his head, Sa Ailang's star-like eyes were so deep that it seemed to be able to suck a person's soul in.

"It's actually... two hundred and thirty-four years have passed!"

"You are right. At the beginning, Seus's negative body only existed in Yasha's Tears, but the little boy, Noah, had been in contact with Yasha's Tears for more than two hundred years. The spiritual world had been infected by Yasha's Tears, especially his eyes, from the beginning, they were directly shot by the energy emitted by Yasha's Tears. It's not an exaggeration to say that it is an energy channel. I believe... you must have been unable to use your eyes in the past, right?"

"Why did you know?"

"It is natural that the energy of Yasha's tears is not acceptable to a child."

"Sus's negative body was that time..."

"No, Seus's negative body exists in Yasha's tears from beginning to end. At first you have just received some memories."

"What!"

Just when Yue Yulou was so dazed that he didn't know how to express his inner shock, Sa Ailang suddenly brushed his hands across his face, then raised his head slightly and said leisurely:

"Remember me?"

"It's you!"

How could Yue Yulou forget this sound? It was this sound that led him to the path of depravity and was also the key to his memory awakening...

That’s right, what Sa Ailang just now was the mysterious and tempting voice in "The Ambition of Chaos"!

"Yue Yulou, just call you that, your real identity should be the little boy named Noah, at least before entering this world..."

"What's the meaning?"

"Yue Yulou, have you ever thought about what would happen if you had lived like this and had never been exposed to this world?"

“……………………”

Shaking his head, Yue Yulou couldn't say anything about it himself. Perhaps at most he would spend his whole life with Jingyin and the others.

"Your body is very special. As you age, when your body is enough to bear the remaining tear energy of Yasha, your eyes will naturally recover. At that time, you may be like ordinary people, giving birth to children under the moon, but... Yashan will perish because of your forgetfulness."

As he said that, Sa Ailang sighed at a rare glance. Although it was very gentle, it was enough to express his worries.

"So you have to come to this world and you have to get Seus's memory, even if that memory will carry endless darkness and torture..."

Gradually, Yue Yulou widened his eyes, and he seemed to realize why he had the memory of Sasus.

"The tears of Yasha were obtained by the mortals on earth, but they were tempted because of their delusions and created this world. When you enter, you will be destined to receive the tears of Yasha."

"You...you..."

He raised his right arm tremblingly and pointed at Sa Ailang, who was facing his back to him. The anger in Yue Yulou's heart almost made him unable to say a complete sentence...

"Sorry, but we have to do so. When you enter this world, Seus's negative body begins to slowly enter your inner world. The subsequent series of behaviors deepen this psychological pollution. Since this process is gradual, it will give you the illusion that memory is slowly reviving. Maybe you will be very angry, but I still have to tell you that whenever you get a tear of Yasha, your heart will be eroded by Seus' negative body. This is the real reason why you are looking for the tear of Yasha."

"Why... why do you need this...Sasus is your younger brother! Why do you use him like this? Why!"

"Why?"

For some reason, although Sa Ailang's voice was already indifferent, it was filled with a faint sense of sadness.

"Because, I am the Dragon God."

"So what! Do you know the confusion of a person who doesn't know what he is! Do you know how scared it is to watch yourself slowly become a madman? Do you know how much I value this identity! Do you know how much I wanted to meet my brother before! Do you know that everything ends up finding that it's just a scam! You don't know anything."

As he roared, strands of sticky black mist gradually appeared on Yue Yulou's body, and the two-colored eyes also turned black.

"Sorry, but for Yashan, I have to do this, because in this world, only you can trigger the space rainbow path inside Yasha's Tears."

"I don't care! Now I don't even know what I am!"

As he roared, the black fog on Yue Yulou suddenly surged, and the strong evil spirit spread out, instantly causing the surrounding plants to wither into mud.

"You have to ask yourself this question."

Suddenly, Yue Yulou, who was already on the verge of storm, felt a flash in front of him, and then Sa Ailang appeared in front of him, and his fingers were pressed on his forehead.

"I myself..."

When the black air on his body was completely restrained, Yue Yulou immediately retreated and sat down on the ground.

“…Hahaha, myself, do I still have myself?”

"You know this question best."

"I……"

Soon, Yue Yulou's mind passed through that strange nightmare again. In the dream, another person who called himself "Yue Yulou" had to find a way out quickly.

"The Seventh Dragon, are there two souls in my consciousness?"

“To be precise, it should be one and a half.”

"Two and a half?"

"One is the former Yue Yulou, and Seus's negative body only has negative emotions and no sense of supervisor. As for that half, it is you now."

“How to say it?”

"I can't say it very clearly, because when the negative body invades your spiritual world, your original consciousness begins to gradually close. But during the closure period, a new consciousness mixed with Sus' memory, the negative energy of the negative body, and part of the positive energy of Yue Yulou was born. That is, for you, your soul is really an overly complex existence, and I can't explain why this is happening. Perhaps it is related to your experience, or it may be related to this weird world, but one thing... You are definitely not complete now, you are considered a remnant soul."

"Remaining soul...hahaha! You Dragon God is indeed still scheming!"

He raised his head and laughed, but just halfway through his smile, Yue Yulou's face suddenly changed.

"Sasus is really too stupid. His brother doesn't care about him at all, but he still admires him so much. In the end, he will make no one, no ghost, hahaha!"

Looking at Yue Yulou's face full of sarcasm, Sa Ailang just stood quietly in place, with no expression or saying anything, but Yilas beside him couldn't stand it anymore and stretched over the huge dragon head and said in a deep voice:

"Yue Yulou, it's too wrong for you to say this. Do you know that Sa Ailang is for..."

"alright."

Sa Ailan didn't seem to want Eras to say it, but Yue Yulou seemed to have heard something from it. He suddenly stood up from the ground and raised Sa Ailan with a serious look on his face.

"No, no... It's completely wrong with the Dragon God's feeling..."

Suddenly, a light flashed in Yue Yulou's eyes, and he suddenly bullied himself, and he used his hand to make a knife and slashed at Sa Ailang hard, but the other party didn't even move, so Yue Yulou shot down, but Yue Yulou's goal was achieved.

"Boss!?Brother, why are you not the Dragon God?"

His whole body seemed to be stationary. Yue Yulou still maintained the posture of stretching out his hand, but his face completely froze.

On the other side of him, Sa Ailang, with his hands on his back, still maintained the look of the ancient well without waves, allowing the gentle breeze to blow across his face, and the strands of hair like starry shaving gently in his ears...
Chapter completed!