Chapter 2506 Punishing the World: Sick Dreamer (91)
Ranbai suddenly laughed, "Are you comforting me?"
Si Jin kept silent.
Ranbai continued to speak, and the curve of the corners of his lips never fell, but who could tell the loneliness in his eyes, his tone was casual and lazy, and he didn't take anything to heart. "Don't worry, I was not that kind of person who was long-lasting, and it wasn't that no one could live without him."
She said coldly and heartlessly, and it doesn't matter: "You don't have to worry about me. I like you now, but it doesn't mean I like you in the future."
...But I will always like you.
But Ranbai didn't say this sentence.
What Si Jin wanted her to do, she just finished what Si Jin thought, but what to do was her business.
Faced with such words, Si Jin slightly hooked his thin and soft lips, and his dark eyes seemed to have starlight.
He knows better than anyone else what kind of existence his Ah Bai is.
He was so arrogant and careless, as if everything in the world could not enter her eyes. His methods were also cold and bloodthirsty, extremely cruel, and he loved such a person.
Such an existence is too powerful, and it is an existence that should be born to step on the corpse and then sit on the throne full of thorns.
But inevitably, it is too lonely.
No one can stand with her, only one person can be there.
This is what Si Jin fears the most.
I am afraid that after I die, I will not be able to understand such a girl, no one will accompany her, and no one will know her loneliness.
Also afraid...
In one aspect, people who are equally paranoid as him cannot accept the fact that he leaves.
The room fell into silence for a moment.
The setting sun had completely disappeared, and the originally dark sky had darkened at some point.
Night is coming.
"A Jin." Ranbai suddenly spoke.
Very quiet and no response.
I was silent for a long time.
Ranbai slowly turned his sight and realized that the person leaning on his shoulder had fallen asleep at some point.
She paused, then stretched out her hand, and her white fingertips drew the outline of the boy's facial features little by little.
Finally, he smiled slightly and let Si Jin lie on the bed, helping him twist the quilt.
And she lay beside her, leaning against Si Jin, closing her eyes, listening to the calm heartbeat of the boy, just like that, one after another...
At the same time, she seemed to hear the sharp and urgent sound of the time bomb making on the eve of the explosion.
The girl's fingers hanging down on her side suddenly grabbed them tightly, and her knuckles turned white, but she did not let go.
Spending day by day with a dull and heart-wrenching day.
It was like an hourglass quietly placed on the table, silently, but it did not stop flowing every minute and every second until...
The day when the sand completely passed.
It's all over.
The latest time,
Si Jin woke up less and less, even less than an hour. He realized this himself. Every time he woke up, he held a drawing board and didn't know what he was thinking. His eyes, which had no focal length, looked at a certain direction in the room, as if he was staring blankly for a long time.
Ranbai didn't know what Si Jin was going to do, but he didn't choose to disturb him.
Si Jin left was not abruptly, and even... it was a bit natural.
After all, there were so many signs before, and they were all silently speaking, and there was not much time left.
It was a cold winter.
From then on,
There is no winter that is colder than that day.
The heating in the room seemed to be frozen at that moment and there was no temperature.
"Cough cough, cough cough!" Si Jin bent over and coughed violently for a few times, almost heart-wrenchingly. He even held the handkerchief to press his lips. When he let go, he could still see the blood stained on the handkerchief, which was so red and evil.
The white eyes became darker and deeper, like an abyss that was swallowing people. Her fingers hanging beside her clenched tightly, loosened again, clenched again, and loosened again. The originally beautiful finger bones stretched out terrifying white, as if they were self-abuse.
But there was a faint smile on the corner of her lips, probably she was smiling.
The girl held a pure white handkerchief in one hand, then slowly leaned over, lowered her eyes, and carefully wiped the blood on the corner of the boy's lips.
Too close.
She could clearly see the boy who was so close to her, her extremely pale face and the dazzling red color of the corners of her lips that kept winding like blood-stained roses, which was extremely desolate and weird.
Ranbai's fingertips trembled violently, as if they were uncontrolled, and they were trembling constantly. There was no way to care about it, as if their body was not their own.
At that moment, it seemed that there was only a dazzling blood left.
wipe.
Just wipe it off.
Si Jin suddenly grabbed the girl's wrist, the cold temperature was like a dead person. His tone was calm, without fear, and it seemed as calm as the breeze and snow. A little bit of moonlight and clear wind was outlined between his eyebrows and eyes, carrying a little bit of unconscious warmth: "Don't wipe it."
Ranbai gently pulled the corner of his lower lip, and his deep eyes were as stubborn as a child. She controlled the trembling force of her fingertips, and her tone was actually a three-point undetectable confusion, as low as if she muttered to herself: "Wipe it, just wipe it off..."
Si Jin held her hand tightly and swallowed the blood that almost overflowed his throat. His voice seemed a little hoarse because he didn't speak for a long time: "Do you believe it?"
“I’ve been there.”
In the white eyes, Si Jin's lips still had a very light and warm smile, and countless affection was brewing in his eyes, like a gentle and compassionate god.
"I am in your eyes, in your heart, in every place where you are, mountains, rivers, lawns, summer nights, wind and rain, or ice and snow, I am engraved in your bones and integrated into your life."
"Believe me." He said: "Death is not a true departure. I will accompany you in another way, forever, never born or die."
Ranbai rolled down his throat lightly, and his deep eyes, which were as heavy as a young wolf, stared at Si Jin as if he was locking in a prey.
"You shouldn't worry about me."
"You should be the god who is always high and arrogant, engraved in my heart."
"A Bai, close your eyes." There was a gentle smile on the corner of his lips, and there was no curvature.
Whiten the lips and purses gently and do as you wish.
Si Jin looked at the girl who knew nothing about her eyes and slowly smiled at the girl who knew nothing about her. He leaned over, with his snow-white and slender fingers, gently held up the girl's face, and then fell a careful kiss.
There is no distraction, a clean and pure kiss.
Ranbai's body paused for a moment.
Si Jin whispered in a low voice: "Don't open it."
Time seems to have passed long and continuous at this moment, like the continuous drizzle in March in the south of the Yangtze River.
The warm and cool breaths are constantly intertwined, and they are entangled for a lifetime.
In the darkness that cannot be seen by eyes, the familiar clean and clear cold fragrance gives infinite peace of mind.
Si Jin's forehead gently pressed against the girl's forehead, and his long eyelashes half covered his deep eyes as deep as the sea.
Last kiss.
From then on,
I wish you peace and joy throughout your life, and everything you wish will be as good as you wish.
Chapter completed!