No one knows what Si Jin did in this few sobering incidents, and even Ranbai didn't know, only Si Jin himself knew.

He used all his last thoughts and abilities in his life to create a perfect, affectionate, and most gentle dream for his little girl.

In that dream.

She has glory and love for her whole life, and she has no worries and no worries to show off her.

If she wants,

You can stay in that dream forever, and there will be better people to replace him and fulfill unfulfilled wishes-

Keep loving her.

Ranbai felt something cold was being put on his neck, and she quickly realized that it was the bone chain.

The cross with small and exquisite workmanship hangs under the white collarbone, and the temperature is slightly cool.

About the origin of this cross.

Si Jin has never said it.

He is an orphan, an orphan abandoned by his parents.

The only lucky thing is probably that he was picked up by his current master on an ice and snowy day. I heard that at that time, he was less than one year old and had a high fever in the snowy snow. When he was taken back, he had a high fever overnight.

It was also the God of Pity that he actually saved his life from the God of Death and barely survived.

It was also that time,

His master went to the master of a temple to ask for the bone chain.

It is said that with the protection of Buddha's light, it can prevent evil and filth from coming to the body, and can eliminate minor disasters and diseases.

And now,

For the second time, he gave her this bone chain that she had worn since she was a child.

I wish her peace for the rest of her life, without many disasters and difficulties, and she is blessed with glory after overcoming all obstacles.

The dyed white eyelashes trembled, and before they opened their eyes, they were already covered by the boy's hands.

Si Jin lowered his eyes and looked at the girl in front of him deeply. Their polar black eyes looked like the deepest and deepest color in the world, like an ice and snow lake that has been immersed in for thousands of years.

His eyes were paranoid and obsessed, and even a bit of pathological gentleness. He never missed the color of the white, as if he wanted to engrave the girl's face in his bones and integrate it into his bone marrow, forever, never forget life and death.

He coughed twice again, blood was spilled out of the corners of his mouth, but he ignored it, even his body was trembling. His whole body was cold, without any temperature, like an ice cube, undoubtedly with the dead.

Today he has been very awake and has no sign of sleepiness. All kinds of abnormalities have already shown...what is coming.

Ranbai couldn't ignore it. She tried to move for a while, but the boy held it down. The sound in her ear was warm and low, without any abnormality, "Be good, don't open your eyes."

Ranbai couldn't see Si Jin's current appearance, so he naturally didn't know how pale his face was. The churning cramps in his heart made him look pale, as if a sharp knife was stirring in his chest, and the pain was almost sharp and twisted.

But his actions towards Ran Bai were incredible, as cautious as he treated a fragile porcelain doll.

"I'm not good-looking, so don't look at it." He bent his lips.

"You look good everywhere." Ranbai retorted.

Si Jin smiled, that kind of infatuated smile, but his eyes were broken, and a layer of mist was filled with water. He leaned in her ears, and his voice was entangled: "A Bai...my A Bai..."

"I love you." He suddenly said, his voice pressing down very low, as if he could be engraved in his bones, word by word, "I love you if you lose your life."

The most regrettable thing in this life is probably that you can't accompany you until that last moment.

I can only leave early.

But that's OK,

If you are willing, there will be better people in the rest of your life to take over my position, loving you, pampering you, and indulging you.

It won't be bad for you at all.

Because

Anyone who dares to have no idea about you will suffer the pain of being cut into pieces in the dreams I have created for you with my own hands, and life and death cannot be done.

"Sleep, just like that, sleep..." The young man's sighing voice was in his ears, as if he had some hypnotic magic, making people drowsy, like a lake covered with ice and snow quietly cracking a gap, flowing with pure and cool water slowly dripping onto the top of his heart.

Because he had no precautions or warnings against Si Jin, Ranbai felt more and more sleepy, and his body became heavier and heavier. In the end, he lost any consciousness.

Si Jin slowly let go of his hand, looked at the girl who was sleeping with her eyes closed, and showed a soft smile. His eyes were sad and cold, like a vast ocean filled with melancholy and despair, rolling with stormy waves again and again, almost submerging people.

"Don't be afraid."

"The last drop of blood in my body is still boiling for you."

"The last star in my eyes is still hot for you."

"I love you."

“Eternal and immortal.”

What does it feel like to be on the verge of death?

Si Jin could still realize the clear colic in his heart, which almost swallowed the person, and his whole body became colder and colder until there was no temperature at all.

The moment my fingertips drooped weakly, my eyes that had been staring at Ranbai with obsession and tenderness finally disappeared. My long eyelashes covered my eyes, like a desolate and transparent snowflake falling silently.

He did not face the fear of death, and even had a sense of quietness and indifference that was inseparable from the world, and was wrapped in an unparalleled aura.

It's snowing.

The snow in the sky was filled with mystery to anyone's eyes. In the snow, the snowflakes were flying and finally fell to the ground.

Very cold weather.

Very cold person.

The roses in the manor have already withered at this time, and there is no longer the delicate and delicate red scent of the past, and only a deserted and bleak thing remains. However, by next year, the roses will grow again. At that time, the wind at night will blow gently, and there will be another deep, shallow, overlapping roses.

The cactus by the window still stood there quietly, as if it was always quiet and peaceful.

It is said that cactus cannot be made into flowers and cannot be held in the palm of your hand.

But there is always someone in this world who comes through the galaxy, and the glory shines behind him, just for you.

"Drip, drip, drip..." The endless sound finally dissipated, and the time bomb buried in his heart finally exploded and destroyed everything.

Si Jin loves to be white.

Use your life to love.

For Si Jin,

His little girl,

It was the moment when he first met, he raised his eyes slightly, and the moment he saw the blood-red figure on the second floor attic, which was his life.

The lifelong chaos was only given to her, but it was just a cover-up under her usual cold and self-sustaining appearance.

She is his few beautiful strokes in the mountains and rivers like a painting; it is the ideal of the world that shines in the sky at the moment of sunrise; it is a handful of fresh snow that never melts on the top of the green mountains for many years; it is the sparse light of the slanted moonlight falling on the ice and snow lakes.

My little girl,

I am glorious and gentle all my life, and I depend on each other for life and death.

I will love you in the next life, and I will love you even if I lose my life.

——Si Jin.
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