You, you, and you... Does heaven really exist?

If you have your place, it must be heaven!

I have deleted all your photos one by one, but in fact, there are only a few pictures. However, when I see your face, I can't let go and cannot calm down. Therefore, it is better to have a short pain than long pain.

Your appearance has actually been deeply imprinted in your mind and in your heart. However, looking at the clear photos of your phone, I feel so cruel and heartbroken!

I know you will understand me, just like our past days. If I give you a look, you will know what I am thinking. If I just give you a smile, you will jump onto me. If I give you a compliment, you will be happy for several days...

You are a greedy guy, the most greedy guy I have ever seen! Whether it is a little cabbage or a carrot, you can even accompany rice and eat with relish. If you throw a bone or a piece of meat, you can eat twice as much as you normally would. I am worried that your stomach will be overwhelmed and will be secretly reduced, but you are acting coquettish and angry with me!

Tell me, as a dog who has always been playing with you, you have such a huge stomach with a small body!

The high school entrance examination is approaching, and I am busy taking the exam. I didn’t notice that the most important one is missing at the dinner table. After the Dragon Boat Festival, you are completely gone. At first, I guessed that you must have gone to find food. Later, I began to feel panic silently, shouting your name everywhere and running hurriedly.

However, when I lost one-third of my summer vacation, I couldn't find you! My mother said maybe you were dead, and I roared, and how could it be possible! I felt that one day you would suddenly appear in front of me and act coquettishly at me. The fact is, my mother guessed it right. From where did I know that you felt unusual after the Dragon Boat Festival, but after that, I couldn't see you. In the end, I finally found you, the only white fur left by you.

It turned out that someone was sprinkling rat poison!

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You, a Chinese pastoral dog. Since you were born, I liked to hold you in my arms, with light yellow fur, a unique tail like a fox, and a red mark on your face. You are very smart, which makes other families a little envious and jealous! So much so that after the news of a dog thief came from near my home, my dad locked you in the yard and blocked the ditch.

Even though you have grown up, you can still get out of the ditch like you did when you were a child. Now, you have lost your freedom, and I explain to you, you look at me and nodded, I caress your head happily, and you immediately put your paws on my shoulders.

You like me, just like I like you too, secretly let you go, and then, I was fooled by you! It took me a lot of effort to drag you home!

Even so, you don't feel it's enough. You slipped away quietly while my mother went to the vegetable garden at night. Until, I didn't go home at 8 o'clock in the evening, my dad blamed me for not paying attention to you. My mom and I didn't even finish dinner, so we hurried out to find you. After you heard the sound, we appeared in front of me and my mom at about the speed of flying.

You don’t know how worried we are that you are kidnapped by bad people!

However, the real bad guy is not someone else, it is your family, and your dad sold you!

My dad and I had a cold war after the hot war, but I don’t know how long it took, but now I have a shadow in my heart!

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And you, when you think of you, you can't stop tears. You look a little like chirping, but not as greedy as it. You are very gentle to me and stick to me the most! Every time I come home from school, you wait for me at the turn, and then follow my wheels. After I put down my schoolbag, you will roll to my feet from about two meters away from my feet, revealing your pink belly, facing the sky, stretching your chubby claws, and two round eyes, flashing with anticipation, keeping your movements at me, wanting me to squat down, touch your head, rub your little ears, wanting me to pick you up and touch my face, I know these things, but not every time.

When I learned that you have children, I am happier than you.

But I don’t know that all the sadness behind happiness is growing little by little.

The first child, your child, the only three who survived, were sent to someone. You were not angry, and looked at anyone as gentle as before, especially, and looked at me warmly. Looking at you who was thin, your heart was aching. It was obviously very uncomfortable. Why can't you scream? You can bite things randomly. It's not a matter of venting, but it's not!

Immediately afterwards, you ushered in your second child. At this time, you made me a little scared and a little disgusted.

Your belly has almost become all of you, and your limbs can hardly support your weight. You lie on the ground, crawl, and then approach me. I am really a little scared. Your belly is too abnormal. I avoid you a little, and then I can't bear to look at you, touch you like before, and keep saying to you: You will be fine, you will be fine, you will be fine...

Are all the puppies hiding quietly when they realize that they are going to die?

Your child and you are gone in the end!

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After they left one by one, our family had never raised dogs.

For an ordinary family, the birth, old age, sickness and death of a dog depends entirely on it itself. However, this is wrong. When a puppy gets sick, he has to see a doctor. He also needs to take medicine and get injections. If his family allowed him at that time, would the result be very different?

After counting, they have left me one after another, almost five or six years. After they are gone, I never smelled the smell that only dogs have, nor touched the hair on dogs, and didn't even know who to blow the whistle at.

Yesterday and now, I have been hiding my mood and desire to raise a dog, and it is still growing.

What I want to accept is the death of a dog, and I never want them to suffer strange illnesses!
Chapter completed!