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193、The devil

Bao Qin (pseudonym) is 25 years old and graduated from a master's degree from a key university. He has just been able to work for less than half a year. He is a neurotic patient and his symptoms are mental disorders.

Bao Qin first went to Ankang Hospital in Jinghu City, and was the patient in charge of Director Xin Shuanghong. Xin Shuanghong's treatment had little effect. With professional experience, Xin Shuanghong felt that the patient's symptoms also contained characteristics of post-traumatic stress disorder. Only by finding the real cause can it be effectively cured, so he suggested that the patient's parents bring the patient to Ding Qi.

When a psychological counselor encounters such help, he usually recommends referral and asks them to go to a special hospital psychiatric department for treatment. Now the situation is reversed. This is an exception. Xin Shuang specially greeted Ding Qi and transferred the detailed medical records to him. Ding Qi himself is not only a psychological counselor, a psychotherapist, but also a psychiatrist.

Bao Qin's symptoms are very strange, and it first started with an incident in the unit.

Bao Qin's parents are both civil servants, and some social relationships were arranged to work in a large state-owned enterprise after he graduated from his master's degree. The treatment and benefits are very good, but in short, it is enviable.

When Bao Qin had just started working for two months, an imported testing equipment worth hundreds of thousands of yuan in his department was damaged. For units like this, the equipment was damaged or reported for repair, but this equipment was almost brand new, and it was obviously intentional damage, and the degree could no longer be repaired.

This equipment is placed in a cottage next to a large office. The large room outside is the department where Baoshi is located. You need to swipe the access control card when entering and leaving the office area, and then bypass the office area and open the door of the cottage to get in touch with this equipment. Who would have run here to damage a testing equipment? The possibility of outsiders doing it is very small.

The most suspicious one is the staff of this department. There are more than 30 people in total. The purpose may be to vent, such as being dissatisfied with the unit or a leader. But who is it? There is no monitoring in the cottage where the equipment is placed. There is also a copier in the corner. Everyone often comes in to copy information, so everyone is suspicious.

The leader was very angry and of course called the police. The police also believed that the suspect was mainly employees of this department, and they also specially asked each employee to talk to investigate and record, including Bao Qin, but no one found out who it was. The case has not been solved so far. In the absence of evidence and no one admitted it, it seems that it could only be left alone.

Bao Qin's symptoms began to appear from then on. He felt uneasy and became sensitive and suspicious. This pain came from a very absurd self-doubt. He was always afraid that others would think that he did it. When colleagues gathered together to talk, he couldn't help but wonder if he was accusing him of damaging the department's equipment?

It is precisely because of this mentality that he feels that the environment and atmosphere of the department have changed. Everyone is staring at others like a thief, and he is even more staring at by every pair of eyes.

In fact, Bao Qin himself knew that these thoughts were unreasonable and the facts were not the case, but he just couldn't help feeling this way. He was a new employee, and he was taciturn and his relationship with his colleagues was not very familiar with each other, but now he has become even more distant, even if there are obstacles in communication and contact in normal work.

Of course, the equipment was not damaged by Baoqin. As for Baoqin, there was no need to be guilty, but he just felt guilty, uneasy all day long, and had no confidence. Sitting in the office, he often sweated, was very nervous, and could not concentrate.

In this state, he had continuous insomnia after returning home and could not bear it, so he told his parents that he wanted to quit his job. His parents were also surprised. He finally arranged such a good job, but why did he stop doing it if he didn't want to do it? After asking, he found out the reason. Xiao Bao went to work every day and was like suffering, which made him extremely painful.

As soon as the parents thought, it was not that there was a job problem, but that the person was sick! So they helped Xiaobao take a sick leave and took him to Ankang Hospital for treatment. They also asked someone to come to find Director Xin Shuanghong... Xin Shuanghong later not only transferred the medical records, but also specifically told Ding Qi that he had made the diagnosis.

The damaging of equipment is indeed not done by small bags, which makes many people wonder. Xiaobao obviously did not do bad things, so why does Xiaobao feel guilty? Ding Qi doesn't think it's too strange. People who are guilty in this world are often not criminals. Many ordinary people who have not done wrong things are often uneasy. If you follow it carefully, there are actually subconscious reasons.

Ding Qi looked at the medical record and confirmed that Bao Qin was indeed suffering from neurosis. Neurotic patients often feel lasting pain and can experience inner conflicts. This conflict has hindered work and life, but it is not based on any organic lesions.

However, neurotic patients also have self-knowledge. The so-called self-knowledge means that they can recognize the facts. For example, Xiao Bao, he is very clear about the facts and thinks that he should not feel guilty if he does not damage the equipment. Whether he has self-knowledge is the main difference between neurotic patients and mentally ill patients.

Psychiasis is a mental disorder. The main difference between mental disorder and ordinary psychological problems is that the psychological conflicts of psychiatric patients are deformed. The so-called deformation, a simple understanding, is that it does not match normal logic.

Psychological conflicts are divided into normal conflicts and deformation conflicts.

Common conflicts are directly related to the actual situation and conform to normal thinking logic. For example, attacking the family of Deputy of President Yan, you can say that they have psychological problems, but they need emotional venting because of the pain of losing their loved ones, or want to blackmail the hospital to seek real interests. These are common conflicts.

However, Bao Qin's psychological conflict is obviously a deformation conflict, and most people may not understand it. Why did he react like this even though he did not do the things?

Based on years of clinical experience, Director Xin believed that there must be a latent psychological cause, but he never found it, so he recommended the patient to come to Ding Qi.

Bao Qin first came to see Ding Qi with his parents. Xiao Bao's parents also heard about Ding Qi's name and knew that Ding Qi was a "hypnosis master", so they hoped that Ding Qi could hypnotize Xiao Bao, which might eliminate Xiao Bao's heart disease. Dan Ding Qi himself knew that simple hypnosis would not cure this neurotic patient.

The essence of hypnosis is to modify certain subconscious minds without violating the other party's wishes. Baoqin's disease is psychogenic. Without finding the cause, even if he directly issues a hint to tell him not to feel this way, this instruction is invalid. Otherwise, wouldn't hypnosis become omnipotent?

So Ding Qi did not hypnotize Bao Qin for the first time, but just held an intake talk, trying to observe and collect materials as much as possible, and build a book of heart. Bao Qin looked very depressed, very introverted, talked very little, and almost never spoke actively. Ding Qi needed to repeatedly remind him before he would answer some questions in detail.

The first meeting lasted for two hours. At the end of the meeting, Ding Qi only gave a simple emotional comfort hint and did not "leave homework" to Xiaobao. However, after the meeting, Ding Qi specially contacted Xiaobao's parents and said that there were some situations that needed to be consulted separately.

It was OK to say on the phone, but Xiaobao's parents attached great importance to it and were very anxious, so they came here specially. Ding Qi did this based on the principle of conscientiousness, and there was no charge for this conversation.

Ding Qi asked: "Your child is not only very introverted, but also obviously has autistic characteristics. Have you noticed when did he start to have this personality characteristic?"

Xiao Bao's parents both replied: "He has always had this temper since he was a child. He doesn't like talking to people, nor does he like to run out to play with people. He knows that he is studying hard and has good grades..."

Ding Qi: "It is unlikely that he will be like this in his life! That's why I called you privately and asked you to recall it seriously. When did this obvious characteristic appear in his personality?"

Xiao Bao's father replied: "When he was very young, he was actually quite lively, and he became quiet when he grew up. If you think about it carefully, it should be the period from the senior grade of elementary school to the time he was about to go to junior high school."

Xiao Bao's mother gave a more accurate answer: "If you say that, you should be ten years old. From the fourth grade of elementary school to the fifth grade of elementary school, he suddenly seemed to have become sensible and no longer as naughty as before."

Ding Qi asked: "So what major incident happened when he was ten years old that you still remember clearly?"

Xiao Bao's mother recalled: "It's been fifteen years, and I can't remember many things clearly. It seems that there are no major events. I only remember that at the end of the fourth grade, he received the certificate of the three good students in Jinghu City..."

In fact, Director Xin has also done a similar inquiry investigation. Ding Qi did not ask any more clues for Xiaobao's parents. Then Ding Qi had a second psychological meeting with Xiaobao. This time he deeply hypnotized Xiaobao and used time to regress technology. The talks lasted for more than three hours. Ding Qi consumed a lot of physical strength and energy, and finally found the cause of the disease.

When Xiao Bao was ten years old, she was on summer vacation and her parents had to go to work, so she told him not to run around and be naughty. But he ran to the street to climb trees to catch cicadas, but he fell from the tree and injured. A young man passing by found out and sent him to the hospital in time. Xiao Bao's parents also rushed to the hospital after hearing the news...

The mother went to the hospital first, of course she had to figure out how the child was injured. She asked specifically: "Are you hit by a bicycle?" This sentence was also casual, because the child of a colleague in her unit had encountered such a thing.

As a result, Xiao Bao nodded and replied, "Yes, yes!"

It was this answer that turned a good thing that was brave enough to be brave and injure an accident. Of course, the young man who saved the person would not admit it. He claimed that he did not even ride a bicycle. In that era, the sky eye system of the public security department was not installed at all, and there was no surveillance at the scene, so it seemed that it was hard to explain clearly.

Xiao Bao's mother called the police, and the mediation she made after the police arrived was mainly to mix with the people. Because Xiao Bao's mother was very tough and excited, the young man who saved the people finally considered himself unlucky and compensated for the medical expenses. Fortunately, Xiao Bao was not seriously injured...

Dean Yan was completely attracted by the story told by Ding Qi. He forgot about his own affairs for the time being and kept listening attentively. At this moment, he couldn't help but speak, "This is the cause of that little bag, right?"

Ding Qi nodded and said, "Yes! The inner activities of a ten-year-old child are already very rich. What they are best at distinguishing is the attitude of their parents to treat him in various events. Xiao Bao had already keenly noticed his mother's attitude at that time, so he answered according to his mother's words. In this way, the main responsibility for the accident would not lie in himself, and he could escape the punishment of his parents.

In fact, it is not only children, but we have seen in many news reports that some elderly people will do the same if they do similar things. Why do they lie? Because compared to the harm caused to strangers, they are more worried about the blame of their children and the troubles and burdens they bring to their children and the troubles and burdens.

Telling the truth means that the fault lies in themselves. They are afraid of admitting their fault and find it difficult to take responsibility for the fault. Xiao Bao told a lie, which is selfish, and just wants to avoid being punished by their parents.

With his mind at that time, he might not be able to fully understand the nature of this lie. This is to repay kindness and revenge, but in fact it is also to hurt himself. When he grows up, he will understand more and more clearly, know what he has done, but he will not dare to tell the truth... His personality changes also began at this time.

So after this incident happened to the unit, although he was not at fault, he would also doubt himself. When the police made the interrogation record, it touched his original state of mind. The last time he was questioned by the police was actually when he was ten years old.

The incident in the unit is just an inducement, leading to the outbreak of accumulated psychological conflicts, and a conflict between the real event and inner feelings. Therefore, Director Xin said that his symptoms may also contain post-traumatic stress disorder, and the cause of the disease is long-term. It can be said that the judgment is very reasonable. He was hurt by another self who wanted to forget but could not forget it."

Dean Yan sighed and said, "So that's it."

Ding Qi: "What happened back then, the self of that time has been lurking in his heart... I have been dealing with a group of people who practice cultivation recently, and have read some related novels and classics. This situation can also be called the inner demon. The inner demon is planted by myself, and it cannot be escaped just by trying to get rid of it."

Dean Yan thoughtfully said, "Inner Demon? This title is interesting! So Teacher Ding, how did you resolve this little bag of inner demon? Since I told this story to me, the patient must have been cured by you, right?" Unconsciously, his name for Ding Qi had changed from Xiao Ding to Teacher Ding.

Ding Qi smiled and said, "Since I found the cause of the disease, I ended my hypnosis state, letting him tell this past story in a state of waking and telling the truth that he had been hiding for fifteen years. His parents were also shocked. Since he said it, the next thing would be easier to do, and cognitive therapy combined with behavioral therapy..."

Dean Yan: "Let's say it's more specific!"

Ding Qi: "My treatment plan is very simple, but it is a bit troublesome to implement, and they need to be willing to cooperate with each other. I asked Xiao Bao to take his parents to find the young man who saved him, tell the truth and apologize.

If possible, try to find the parties involved who witnessed all this, such as the doctors in the hospital and the police in the police station fifteen years ago, whether they still remember it or not, they should tell the truth, not only for the young man, but also for him."

President Yan asked with great interest: "It has been fifteen years and his parents can't remember it. Can you still find the young man who saved people? Did it go through the police's inquiry record?"

Ding Qi shook his head and said, "At that time, the police were just here to conduct on-site mediation, and there was no file file at all, so there was no record. But Xiao Bao remembered the young man's name and mobile phone number, because when the police were asking, the young man said it himself.

Are you surprised? After fifteen years, after I found the cause of the disease for him, when he was willing to face the memories, he could still remember so clearly that he could even memorize his mobile phone number!"

Dean Yan nodded slightly and said, "I don't find it strange after listening to your story. This is his inner demon. It can't be removed... What year did this happen?"

Ding Qi: "In the first half of last year, I just went to Boci Medical to work, and I turned it back fifteen years, which was 2003. I didn't have a smartphone at that time. I have not changed my phone number for so many years, so I can still contact you."

Dean Yan: "I'm very interested in what the young man is doing now, who is he?"

Ding Qi: "His surname is Chen and his name is Chen Zhijun. He was in his twenties and now he is in his early forties. He is an executive of a biopharmaceutical company and his workplace is in Shanghai. Not only did this person contact him, but the police who came to mediate and the doctors in the hospital, Xiaobao's family tried every means to find them..."

Dean Yan: "How is that little bag now?"

Ding Qi smiled and said, "It's pretty good. After all this, he's fine. Now he's still working in his original unit, and his personality has become very cheerful and even outgoing. Not long ago, I heard that he participated in speech competitions organized by the unit and won awards. It is said that he likes to talk a lot, and he'll talk endlessly after drinking some wine. I was still wondering, was he overcorrected at that time and was a little overwhelmed?"

Dean Yan also smiled and said, "It's better to make it bigger, that's right!"

Ding Qi pulled the topic back: "In fact, similar things are not uncommon in life, but different forms occur, and are often not so extreme. They may only be manifested as psychological problems rather than mental disorders, such as the family members of the deceased who were in trouble for you this time.

Since you have reviewed the case and emergency records and found that Dr. Ding is not responsible, can you tell me the cause of the patient's death? Since it is an emergency trauma, is there any place where the family members fail to send the hospital in time or fail to treat the treatment?"

Dean Yan: "You really got it! The direct cause of death of the patient is excessive blood loss. If it can be delivered earlier, or if it is correct bandaging and stop bleeding in time before being sent to the hospital, it is still possible to be rescued."

Ding Qi: "Does the family of the deceased understand this?"

President Yan: "They did waste some time. After arriving at the hospital, they realized that the bleeding stop method was incorrect, but they were not professionals..."

Ding Qi: "This is more in line with psychological logic! Such a result is actually the most difficult to accept, because the mistake is not on others, but on the contrary, it is likely that it is on themselves. In the midst of pain, there is no way to admit or face such a fact. Then, in the subconscious, they need to find another self-confidence fact that they can accept more."

Dean Yan sighed again, "Teacher Ding can see through!" Then he suddenly came to his senses and slapped his thighs, "Huh? No, I am the one who seeks help! I am not here to analyze their psychological problems, but to ask Teacher Ding to analyze how to solve my problems?"

Ding Qi smiled: "Just just hugged the rabbit, by the way, sorry, professional habits! The key point is of course your problem. In fact, the key point of the story I just told is the word "intelligence". Everyone has different internal demons."
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